Its Love when its you,
Its Care when its you,
Its possessive when its you,
It turns into pain when it comes to "ME"

If one day you realize that I haven't
talked to you in a while;
it's not because I don't care anymore,
It's because you pushed me away
and just left me there....

Nothing Really Lasts Forever
Had to Make A Choice That Was Not Mine
Had To Say Good Bye
For The Last Time

"My fault was trusting you with all my heart, 
my problem was loving you too much and taking it for granted, 
And when you left me unable to reply... My final words.. just a goodbye, 
I tried to follow you into the next world beyond, but was too scared to die."

No, she's not crying to get attention. She's crying because she's had enough. She's fed up. She's tired. She's sick of crying herself to sleep every night. She's sick of people judging her. She's sick of reality. She's....me.

When I draw I do it with a twist
The razor is my pen... My canvas, my wrist.

don't know where to go....
... right where nothing is right 
.....or left where nothing is left....

they say love will always find you; 
..... how long do I have to wait for that love to come by?

It is so much easier to be lost than found...!!!!

I have a thousand reasons to die
and many millions of tears to cry...