I think I'm ugly and nobody wants to love me. I am always all alone, no one beside me. That's why I accepted darkness, who wanted me even if it was for destruction...
It is really miserable when you reach the stage that you feel you just live to get biological survival , that is when you lose every taste of happiness , you lose your ability to laugh , can't have fun , run in life as an old sick man while you are in your twenties , life really does suck
