It started as a normal year. My freshman year of high school. I made two new friends that year. Let's just call them... Angelica and Xiemma. We had a blast. The first half of my freshman year was pretty fun. (I had another crush but he's a different story) And then I met you. You had just transferred high schools. You were the new kid. And boy, were you shy. But you made friends. Just like me. I remember meeting you for the first time. I was talking to Xiemma by my locker. Some kid tripped, and dropped his biology???? binder. Without thinking, I reached down to pick it up. Then I looked up to give it to him... and he was you. I nearly screamed. Damn,you were hot. You jumped back when you saw me too. Looking back on it, you probably jumped back because I recoiled from you... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Betrayal, Friends, Forever, AloneDear Love of my Life, I was twelve. 6th grade. last year before middle school. I had made a deal with myself that year. No crushes. No love songs. No stupid valentines. 5th grade was a disaster. 4th was worse. I just wanted... a break. And that's what I was going to have. Until I saw your face. You were not the kind of kid most girls were into, to say the least. But I was not like most girls. from the moment your piercing blue eyes met my gaze, I knew you were the one. The one who would't betray me, or ignore me, or force me. No, you were truly mine. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fight it. You were funny. you were smart. you were a bit insane. I loved insane. You introduced me to new people. I... Didn't have anyone to introduce you... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Love Hurts, Marriage, RealI couldnt make out why he had to be so...troublesome. He always has to have is way. He always has to have any girl he wants. He had the most amazing, not-a-care-in-the-world life. Why did he have to step into mine? Ethan Parker: The most stubborn guy on the planet. Star football player and total jackass. Every girl is head over heels for him. I just dont really understand why. He has terrible grades, hes slept with half the school, and he doesnt care about anyone but himself. The only thing he really has going for him is his hair, his body, his smile...i just mean he doesnt have a lot of good qualities. But hey, at least hes going to college. Mondays were my tutoring days. I usually come for about a couple hours so it will look good on my college application. I was just finishing up and... [Read More]
Tags: Loss, Happiness, Death, Alone, PainWarning : regret, stress, hesitation, pain, anxiety, un-confidence are packed within this whole damn story. Let me start this by asking : is it true that everyone deserves the love they need? As i sat on the couch i began to think and did the flashback in my mind about how un-lovable my life is/was. I just reached my 20's this early year. let me tell you that i've been living with my mother alone as i was abandoned by the father that claimed to be mine. I love my mom. she means the world to me. but that's it. the love from a mother is all i've ever gotten so far in my life. i can't say that my mom is great, because she is amazing. but i dont want to be so naive to say that i dont need a man company at least once in my life.... [Read More]
Tags: Regret, Pain, Alone, Hurt(I'm a guy so just imagine that is is happening in a Steven Universe episode but this actually happened) It all started a long time ago in a school at HomeWorld. The gem named Ruby (me but not my real name) entered the first period classroom. He was a shy gem and rather wanted to work alone. His usual seat was the back corner of the classroom, which was kinda sad for everyone, but they didn't seem to care at all. Ruby was getting ready for class to start until he met...the most beautiful gem (person) he has ever seen!! She sat at the front of the room, which was kinda of a bummer for Ruby since he sat at the back. But he noticed that the new gem was a nerd too!!! Just like him!!! He would say to himself that at Lunch, he will talk to the new... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Depression, Sadness, Sad Love Story, SuicideIt’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, HopelessBefore, you begin to read; I would like to tell you that this is based on a true story and that you should read it all the way through. I had a childhood friend. His name was 'Ben. Pittwater'. He was my friend, my neighbour, my child hood friend, my lover and soul mate. And I like to think that Ben loved me as much as I loved him. Thinking back, the first time I saw Ben was when I was 9 years old. Even though he had a luxurious living style, he was the only child and his parents were usually at work and returned at around 1PM. I sometimes saw him and after that, I let out the courage to say “Hi” to the member of the famous, rich Pittwater family. I still remember the moment he looked up after scratching the dirt then smiling at me with... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Child Abuse, Childhood, Death, Sadness, Despair, Alone, Foreve, Lost, LonelineA TRUE STORY OF MY BEST FRIEND... When I think about love, the first think comes to my mind is GOD. GOD loves us some much, his creation is so perfect, so that we can do any work by ourselves. Till now, we reached from the bed of Oceans to the end of our solar system in space to learn and gain more and more knowledge. GOD is so powerful, without almighty we can’t lead our daily life, we all see GOD everyday but we never realize that anytime, this world is a gift of GOD, to share with each one of us. So ultimately, all religions in this world are meant to lover each other but that seems to be not happening. We, humans are so abhor to each other, they can’t understand the meaning of life and the words of religions. Even sometime GOD seems to be blind.... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, True Love, Trust, Tragedy, Wife, Regret, Cheated, Real, Love Story, Loneliness, Love Hurts, CryingYes,I am a bitch. I know I hurt someone for being so mean. I know I am acting as if I am a perfect person. I always notice someone’s flaws. I am inconsiderate for telling his/her mistakes and give my opinion about it. I am insensitive because even though I am aware that I might hurt somebody, I still express what’s on my mind. I am a beast, a monster that’s ready to kill someone anytime. You might even think that I am a heartless person. I am a self centered girl who only thinks how to be beautiful always. But did you even try to be closer to me? Did you ever try to smile at me? Did you ever try to think that I can be a good friend too? Of course you didn't. You don’t like me on the first place. You don’t like how I carry... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Sad, Lonely, Alone, Judged, PainWhen I first ' met ' you I thought you weren't going to be as important as you are now . We became friends , then best friends . I was able to tell you anything , and the same for you . Our late night conversations seemed endless . You suddenly became single! I was sad yet somewhat happy . I was sad since the person you had broken up with was my best friend . But I guess I was also a bit happy since I had developed a small secret crush on you . Then and there you asked me out . The break up happened through text messages as well as when you asked me out . I stupidly said yes . You went on and on about how happy you were to call me yours . We kept a secret from your ex ( my... [Read More]
Tags: Broken Heart, Memories, Missing, Pain, Waiting, Alone