This story is 100% true, please read to the end to understand. I remember it like it was yesterday. I met the only person i would ever consider a true friend. We are both in the cadets at the same squadron and at the beginning of the training year, we had an FTX. FTX is like a squadron wide survival activity. The squadron made a mistake and placed me in the wrong flight. A flight is a group of cadets, usually about 20 or so. Anyways, we divided into our flights to go build our camp for the night. As a senior cadet I was too busy managing all the younger cadets to notice her at first. But as things started to calm down, and bedtime was approaching, I noticed her. The most beautiful girl in the entire squadron. Me being my normal awkward self was all awkward talking to... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Love, Love Hurts, Love Story, Friendship, Broken Heart, Regret, Broken Friendship, True Story, TrI don’t know if you would call it love. Or a relationship. I don’t know. But all I know is that this boy made me feel safe, wanted and loved. But he lied. I was 12 year old girl, long ish brown hair, depressed, suicidal, self harmer. I was in 6 grade. I wasn’t very popular. I was popular to the bullies cause they like picking on me. They knew my father left me when I was a baby, they had two parents so they laughed at me for that and my weight. One day tho, It was Nov 30, 2013 or 14. My best friend at the time Courtney stayed with me on the weekends. We went on Omegle like we do every time she comes down. She would always find someone, date for a week then find someone else but me... I didn’t. I was the ugly friend... [Read More]
Tags: Help, Lost Love, Long Distance, San Francisco, Love, DepressedThis is kind of dumb that I wrote you a letter, actually it’s really dumb, it was just easier for me to express myself in this way. I know I’ve acted pretty immature about the whole situation, I’m sorry because I don’t mean half of the things that I’ve said to anyone. With ****, I was drunk and he was there, it kind of pisses me off that he said I came onto him, but whatever. I’m sorry you had to hear about that and I didn’t do it intentionally to hurt you, I just wanted to move on. This isn't me asking for you back or anything by the way because I know that wouldn’t do any good, just some stuff that has been on my mind for a really long time and I think it will help me get closure on us; which is what I think you... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Heartache, High School, Lost LoveFrom the day we were born he had been my best friend. The only constant in my world of chaos. One faithful day our friendship blossom into something so much more. Summer of 2011 (11 yrs. old) We sat on the steps outside our apartment building, there had been a big black out, not a light in sight and just above our head there was a sky full of stars, more than we had ever seen. But, somehow my eyes couldn't move from him. He sat with his head in his hands; so, I asked him what was wrong he just shook his head and said "nothing" but I knew him better. I watched him carefully as I set my head in my hands and looked to him with a smile. His lips twitched but he quickly turned away. I moved alittle closer slightly nudged him with my elbow, a... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Lost Freind, Death, Accident, Self Harm, Addiction, Abuse9th grade: I gazed at a beautiful girl who was my so called best friend. Suddenly, she stood up from her seat, approached me and asked for yesterday’s notes that she had missed. I lent them to her. She wore a pleasant smile and said,”Thank u…..what will I do without you.” I wished we were more than friends but she never thought that way and I knew it. I wanted to tell her how I felt But it was something that words can’t tell I thought of giving it a try But i just couldnt and i dont know why Maybe……. I was a bit too shy 10th grade: I received her call. She told me that someone seems to be stalking her for the past few days and she was all alone in her house at that time and was really scared. She requested me to come and stay... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Sad Love Story, CuttingI think the closest I ever came to loving a girl was a young girl, whose nickname was ‘kirby.’ She was 18, at the time, and so was I. She lived in the Philippines, and I, in Massachusetts. She had plans to come study at Harvard the following year, because she had been accepted with a promising scholarship. That means she would have been a 40 minute drive from my house, rather than across the world! How exciting! I had met her through an online internet forum. Now, Kirby, was perfect for me. She was nurturing, small, and ever-so-loving. When I would talk about how much I hated myself, or how worthless I was, she would give me a list of reasons why I’m not. She would sing me to sleep, and be there for me when I woke up. She knew how to turn me on like no girl... [Read More]
Tags: Loneliness, Sadness, Lost Love, Heartbreak, HeartbrokenI met him at camp a few years ago. I had just gotten off the bus, excited and ready for a new experience. My friends and I were filled with joy and fun things to do during each day. Young Life Camp had forever been on my bucket list, and I was unbelievably excited to finally be setting foot on one of their camp grounds. My friends and I were instantly set up in our room when we got to camp, then we ran out around the green hills to explore. There were thousands of things to do, so we decided to throw around a frisbee and goof off. We situated ourselves next to a big tree and just tossed around the frisbee in a giant circle. Kids passed us by, some waved and said hello. Then one stopped and asked my friends if he could join in. I thought... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Lost Love, MissingThere once was a very lonely girl lost in her dark dark thoughts. She spent her time thinking of ways to kill herself, and how she was not worth the space she took up. She used to be happy, she had great friends and didn't care what ANYONE thought of her. For years she was bullied, but did she give a crap? No. She was herself and she was happy with that. Until they left her. They left her for new people, more popular people. This hurt the girl, she thought they were her best friends, she thought they would live out their lives together. But they only saw her as a tool. One night she was laying in her bed playing on her crappy old Ipod when she received a text from one of her old friends. "Do they want me back? Do they want to be friends again?"... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Sadness, Love, Lost LoveShe never was wanted. "I am never wanted nor am I picked first... I just wanted to fit in and be like one of them!" She cries in the corner of her bedroom. Red ooze seeps onto her pajama sleeves but not even that pain could be felt. The pain in her heart was just too much for her small sickly frame could support. She wanted to die and no one could hear her last scream. They left her. April 19, 2013 Young Daniella Roselyn, "Dani.", had the life. Her parents and family supported her in every way they could possible. They spoiled her relentless with gifts and love. God was even in her life. What was wrong? She met people but always held a shield. Who can blame her? She was molested 3 times. Boys were her worst fear instead of it being her dream. Then she met him.... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Abuse, Abandoned, Ignored, Love, Lust, Lost LoveThe scent of roses and women’s perfume filled the air. As I entered the restaurant, tears started forming in my eyes. I’m a man I can’t cry. Whatever, I don't care, there’s good enough of a reason for me to cry. The waitress welcomed me. I asked for a table for 2, and told the waitress that she was coming, she was on her way. The waitress nodded and looked at my eyes. “Sir, are you alright?” No. “Yeah, Yeah, I’m fine.” No. “Uh actually, miss, may I choose a table to sit at? It would mean very much to me.” It really would. “Uhh… okay. Which table would you like to sit at?” I led her to the table I sat on that very night. “But sir, I’m not sure… that’s a family table…” “Please, I’ll pay extra. It would mean so much if I could.” “Uhh… okay. Would... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost Love, Love, Death