my mother

kim

12 Jun, 2010 01:05 AM

i was seven when i watched my mother drown in her own blood and mucus. four years before i was born, she had been diagnosed with lung cancer. she battled this horrible war for more than ten years before crashing and burning, eventually dying. cancer puts on an excellent poker face; just when you think you're better, you then are lying in some pathetic hole in the ground for eternity. just a month before she had died, she had actually been laughing and talking and she had even been out in the garden a little. sure, the chemo had made her loose all her hair and she looked like a zombie because she was so pale, but my dad was still so madly in love with her. in fact, i'd hear him cry every night before she left, and sometimes look into their room and see him kneeling besides their... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Cancer, Seven, Half, Alone, Family
Votes: 20
28929 8

WHY?? another broken heart...i just dont get!!!

undervover22

11 Jun, 2010 02:14 AM

everyone thinks that being a teen is awesome...but what they dont realize is all the drama and heartbreaks there are, i know from experience. i was dating this guy named john, he was the most amazing guy i have ever met. we dated for a while and then he ended it.the worst thing of it all was he broke up with me on the day 9/11. from the time i woke up that morning i was telling everyone that something bad was going to happen...but never did i think that something bad was going to happen to me. well he ended it and then i fount out that the girl that was suppose to be my friend was dating him....THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE !!! i got really depressed and started cutting my wrist. while we were dating i told him that if anything would ever come between us... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Cuts, Cancer, Death, Lost, Missing
Votes: 48
40771 18

LOVE

Jane

10 Jun, 2010 12:13 PM

My first day of college, saw him standing by his car. At that very moment the first thing that came in my mind was 'i wish, i wish he was mine'. Dint ever think that i would have a story with him. As people say true love comes once in a whole life time, mine was that guy standing by his car. he was a student in the same college. one morning i received a message saying 'will you be my friend?' guess who it was, the same person who i saw standing besides his car (the first day of college). something that was just unbelievable. i said yes to that text and after that day we started talking, talking and talking. there was no day i missed talking or thinking about him. you know something that you do daily, you cant miss it?? i couldn't miss texting him. in... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Death, Missing
Votes: 10
20733 2

Illness

Wakko

08 Jun, 2010 11:27 AM

Laura slowly swung back and forth on her backyard swing, she watched a boy walk past her backyard fence, but she didn't know him... "Hey, hey you." She said. The boy looked at her and waved. "Hi." He said, smiling. Laura walked to the fence, her brown hair swayed in the wind. "I'm Laura." She said, introducing herself. "I'm Matthew." Matthew said. "Just call me Matt." He smiled. "Cool." Laurua replied. "Have you been around a lot? I've never seen you before." "Oh, I'm here and there." Matt said. "What's that mean?" She seemed confused. "Oh nothing." Matt said, wiping his hand down his sweater. "Aren't you hot in that sweater? I mean, it's the middle of summer." Laura noted. Matt sighed. "I get cold easily." He said, putting the hood over his head. "Hmm, want to come play with me in the backyard?" Laura asked. Matt nodded. "Ok." "Want... [Read More]

Tags: Sickness, Death, Fairy
Votes: 1
15832 2

Love story

Wakko

08 Jun, 2010 10:58 AM

[This is a story about a dog named Kayla, she is in love with a dog named Stanley, please enjoy.] Stanley and I walked alongside the beach, his golden brown fur blew in the wind, my fur stayed sleek against my body, I flicked my tail and smiled, rubbing against Stanley's side. "I don't want you to go away tonight." I say sadly. "What do you mean?" Stanley asks me, our eyes meet, his eyes pale green. "Your master, you told me you were going to the forest to hunt." I reply "Oh yes, I am." Stanley says. I sigh and look down at his paws, he was a german sheppard, I was just a husky. I don't even remember how we met, I only know we fell in love at first sighting. Stanley licks my ear lightly and nuzzles my cheek. "Hey, Kayla," he starts. I look up. "I... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Animal, Dog, Fairy
Votes: 11
20107 1

Never Again

caity

07 Jun, 2010 03:09 AM

He liked her for years. She ignored him , til one day when she realized what she was missing out on. Everyone knew they were meant for each other. During winter break they texted all day and all night. And she was falling inlove. She wanted to believe he felt the same way because of all the beautiful things he would tell and how special she felt when he touched her. He was her everything. And she waited everynight for 11:11 to come and she would wish he felt the same way. Her wish had came true , at last. Or so she thought. When school started again he barely said two words to her. That alone crushed her world much less seeing him with another girl. He had moved on and was flirting with other girls. While the one that really gave a damn about was slowly dying of... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Pregnant
Votes: 2
13524 0

Love Lost Forever

Allison

07 Jun, 2010 12:01 AM

So there was this boy who changed my life and I his. His name was Benjamin Nathan Ailmens. He was my love, my life, my everything. We shared our love for 4 years. We were the ideal perfect couple;soul mates. Life was going great, until his dad who was a pilot had to transfer to California for his job. He broke my heart the day he told me he was leaving. But what made it even worse was that he didn't want to leave. He wanted to stay:He wanted to stay for me. But because I loved him I had to let him go:Go over 1000 miles away from me. Before he left he made me promise to never forget him. He made me promise to look for him in years ahead of us. As we said our goodbyes our hearts broke. 9 Months went by no word from him.... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbreak, Death, Love, Lost
Votes: 16
25825 6

Left with a broken heart...

Just a stupid girl.

05 Jun, 2010 05:24 PM

I was a freshman in high school, i was so overwhelmed with everything changing. I was in our school musical. I still didn't really find myself. But there was this guy and he was being so nice to me. I know he was just being nice and wanted to be a friend. But i was falling head over hills for this guy. All during the rest of the year we stayed friends. I didn't tell him my feelings. I was scared he was just gonna put me down and we would lose our friendship. but one night i finally told him, he said he was honored, but i just want to be friends. And also he was in love with a girl that had just moved away, so i knew i couldn't push it. One night at one of my guy friends birthday party. The guy i was completly in... [Read More]

Tags: Heartborken, Love, Stupid, Left
Votes: 11
19827 1

My Regret

jhensx_06

03 Jun, 2010 05:07 AM

I have a girlfriend before, her name is "Princess". She is 16 years old while I"m 17 years old. I was in a mall that time when my ex girlfriend saw me with my new girlfriend. She talk with me with her friends and her friends corner my new girlfriend at the edge of the ladder.My ex girlfriend told me that she still love me, I was speechless that time.Then my ex girlfriend talk to my new girlfriend, I have no idea what they are talkin about and after a minute, my new girlfriend came to me crying and she walked away from me.I don't know what's happening that time.And that night my new girlfriend broke up with me.I don't know what to do that time when she told me that she is breaking up with me.I love her very much and I don't want to lose her.I love her... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Lost
Votes: 2
18728 1

lost mom and brothers.

eva

02 Jun, 2010 10:18 PM

Life sucked since day one. Beatings from my dad most of the time. The worst part was watching him stomp on my mom until her eyes were bloody and her hand was broken. Later that night he stomped on my brother into the corner. I couldnt do anything but scream and beg him to stop. but that didnt do any good. All i wanted in life was a happy family. With siblings who all got along, and a mom and dad who loved each other. But obviously that wasnt going to happen. It got so bad my mom and i had to walk each other to the bathroom every time one of us had to use it. We had locks on our doors that had to use a key. and everywhere she went, i had to go with, or my dad would try to hurt her. Life was so horrible,... [Read More]

Tags: Saddest, Family, Pain, Death, Lunatic
Votes: 12
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