One day I met this boy.This wonderful, kind, and caring boy. He was so different from me , he wasn't afraid to live, he lived for danger but was always there to back anyone one up. He was a true-hearted gentleman. The gentleman that I had fallen in love with. Though he was 5years older than me, it didn't matter age is just a mere number. The first day I had told him I liked him he peered at me through long golden/blond shaggy hair. Feeling those blue luscious eyes burning into my face I felt as though he really saw me for the first time. He admitted he liked me too but the pressure of parents had stopped us from anything. But at that moment that was all I had hoped for... just something. . . . It has been two years since he and I have hung out... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Shattered Hopes, MissingYou, Love, Goodbye Letter, MissingLove wasn't in the air the night you unbuttoned my shirt and kissed my skin. No, love definitely wasn't in the air the night we spend in heat of moment, sweating and tumbling and fumbling on your linens. I can't remember much but I can remember the beginning. The burn of the acid bleeding and gushing past my tongue and down my throat. The noises, and then your silence. The clumsiness and then the awkward kisses. You had a garden of dark brown hair growing from your scalp with dirt eyes. You had a protruding belly button and clown feet. You smelt like my uncle in his coffin. You didn't ask me if you could take my virginity. You just assumed I would give it to you. I always wonder where you put it, if you take good care of it and how it is doing. I always imagine you... [Read More]
Tags: Summer Love, Rotten Love, MissingI was best friends with a girl named meredith. after about 11 months, i realized that i had developed feelings for her, and soon found out that she too had feelings for me. we became a "thing" and it was incredible. she was the most beautiful girl i had ever met in my life, and i quickly fell in love with her. she was everything i ever wanted. we would fight a lot, yes, but at the end of the day, we would grow stronger and stronger together. but soon, i messed up. big time. i always was a flirt, it is just my personality. but you just can't do that when you have a girlfriend. she was not happy, and tension began to build. we eventually went on a break, but soon got back together. this past summer she went to another country for a vacation. i was with... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Love, HeartbrokenMy name is Weather... yes it is my real name, but im ok with it. I just turned 13... but i fell in love when i was only 10 (5th grade). He walked into the class room and my teacher, Mr.Wood, told him to sit next to me. "William" heh how could i forget that name, he had dirty-blond skater boy hair, bright sky-blue eyes, pail skin, and he was so kind to me. He only talked to me... he made me luagh, and helped me become a artist, (i needed more practice with my painting), he would sit with me by a large tree on the feild and we would talk about pointless, kid things, and we always through some anime in there, hehe i was such a geek. But... that all changed when my parents said that we were moving to another town that was kinda close to... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Waiting, MissingEverything happens for a purpose. We all experience fortunate accidents. These are not accidents though, these are predestined. I was in first year high school when I admitted to myself that I am a bisexual human being. Yes, i get attracted to the same sex. I was 12 years old when I prayed to God that, before I will have a boyfriend I want to have a girlfriend first, then have a boyfriend then. It is a very deep secret to hide my true color. Nobody knows my secret but only God. I hide from the closet but nothing can be hidden. Everything will go out no matter how hard you try to hide it. I don't have a boyfriend nor a girlfriend when I was in high school until five years after that when I reached second year college. I met this girl named Sai. She's my classmate. We... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Love, MissingFour years I moved into this little town in Minnesota and it was the end of summer and I was still upset about why we moved because I missed my old friends. School was going to start and I was nervous, upset and scared. I didn't like being new. The first day came and I met all the people and I saw this girl. She was beautiful, but unlucky our class were separated into 2 classes. 7A and 7B. I was in 7A and she was 7B, so I never really got to meet and understand her. Little did I know she had a crush on me too but we both never really talk to each other or get to know each other. Of course middle school went by and I had my ex and she had her ex. Finally it was freshman year and everything went well, until I... [Read More]
Tags: Friendship, Love, Missing, Heartbrokeni was 19 and i was the most foolish girl in the world. i started internet dating and seek for men who will support me... all i want was money... money for my family and me. then one day it was January, i started hunting for men... but one guy..tommy sent me a message and told me i was beautiful. happy that someone is interested in me and a potential financer. i chatted with him and i act as if i was naive and that was my first time joining dating site.. we chatted for hours, and i found myself falling in love with him. he was 31 at that time, and for me even though i really really like him. money is still the first motive why i want to befriend him... he supported me,financially and for me he was my ideal man..we talked about marriage, and everything under... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Hurt, Online Dating, Cyber Love, Pain, MissingBefore i start i would just like to say this is completely true and yes i am now a headcase because of it. :/ It was the day of rage (basically a massive party supervised by cops, with a dj and foods etc.) I remember getting ready with my mate chanel and listening to songs getting us hyped. I remember thinking "What would happen if Jeremy was there.." Karmen showed up and we had 5 mins till the last bus came.. so we legged it, and its very hard when you have a dress on let me tell you. When we got there everyone was lining up, we saw our friends and joined. I was talking to stevie (she was like my sister) and telling her how much i missed Jeremyy. (Jeremy is my ex ex ex that i still had feelings for, and stevie 'swore on her life' that... [Read More]
Tags: Love, MissingMet this person on the first day of school. When i first took a look at him i new i wasn't gonna like him at all. he dated my friend but didn't pay no attention with her and dated this other girl. i noticed everyday he looked where me and my friend say and i wondered who he was looking at. my best friend told me he was looking at her. so one day i IMed him and asked who do u keep looking at. he told me he was looking at me. i was shocked and had no words to say. he told me i was sexy so i thought whatever. days went on and he still looked at me and i asked him why do u keep looking at me and he said bc ur just so pretty. after a while when i looked up me and him... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, LoveI was twelve when i had my first love. Alex he was a close friend of mine. He always was there for me when i needed him. Then after school he confessed he loved me. And so did i so we dated for a while then at September 14, 2006 we were official. We were like any couple we loved each other. And always wanted to be together. He always calls me like there's no tomorrow. And he always picks me out and drop me off my house. But on January 12, 2007. It was so different he didn't call he was distant. He was silent and stiff. And i missed the way he says the word i love you when I'll i love he'll say... Alex: Love you too.. Me: Why? not i love you why just love you? Alex: I don't want to talk about this your being... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Lost, Grieve.sorrow, Pain, Missing