THIS IS FROM MY FRIEND'S VIEWPOINT... Hey..my name is Michelle, people call me Michie. But I'm not here to tell you about my name. I think crushes are stupid. I really do,love to me sounds like a painful threat. I never wanna get involved. Its just that I thought I found my prince charming, his name was Kim. He loved to skateboard, just like I did. He made me cry once but he also used to made me laugh, it was weird and stupid at the same time. I was getting paranoid about whether he liked me or not.. So,the next day I tried to talk to him.He's always teasing me,but we weren't exactly best friends.You see our parents and other families get together to just chillax and party you know and talk about the community. Our families have been doing that for like four years. So me and Kim... [Read More]
Tags: Love Stinks, Depression, Unloved, CrushedI fell in love with this guy, He's 21 and I'm 18. Every time we got together I fell more and more in love with him. We would text each other everyday. While I was on vacation in Oklahoma, that was when I started to fall for him. He was the only guy I felt completely safe with. In his arms, when he holds me I felt so content. When other boys would hug me, I never felt that way. He knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile. we slept together, not in a sexual way. We just cuddled next to each other, and fell asleep. One day after I slept at his house. He was gonna go shopping with this girl AKA his best friend. He told me things like I would be the first girl he would take on a date, how I'm... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Heartbroken, Pain, Breakup, Alone, Tears, Betrayal, Sorrow, Memories, Hope, Hurt, Depression, UnI was on the verge of destruction... totally shattered after the heart break by my husband.... then I met my almighty.....I met a friend of mine..... we met at the juncture when he also was deprived by his god.... He was also dumped by his girl friend..... who dumped him and sailed oceans far with her husband.... we were the sailors of the same ship.... we came close.... used to chat long time in the nights..... he used to visit my place.... me,my husband and he were very good friends.... we used to party late night very often.... it was a matter of one night..... my husband went to sleep earlier as he was over drunk..... and we were also drunk.... I was lying down on his lap as he was sitting on the sofa.... for the first time he touched me.... we kissed each other... first time he whispered... [Read More]
Tags: Sad But True Love Story, Unloved, Betrayal, Heartbroken, Pain, SadYesterday was fathers day, I was on Facebook scrolling through endless pictures of all my friends with their fathers knowing I never had that and never would. why? Because you replaced me with your new wife and kids.Its been 1 full year and you still haven't called to tell me you got married. The whole family went but no one told me. No one called saying,Hey Clarissa your dad just got married. I had to find out from my cousin through facebook 3 months AFTER you got married! I haven't talked to you for the past 3 months because I choose not to. Do you know that I went to the hospital for cutting too deep on my birthday? Did you know that I stay up all night looking at the new pictures of you and "your family". do you remember in December when I called you crying saying that... [Read More]
Tags: Dad, Mom, Cutting, Sorry, Sad, Cut, Wrist, Emo, Love, Daughter, Unloved, Sadness, PainIts the thing that you want most in this world. That you just can't have. The thing you try hardest to find or get. And you feel like you can't reach it. Even though I'm young it's still something I want. I have best friends but its just guy relationships. That's not a real relationship. I want something that feels real. Someone not just to make out and have sex with. I want that close relationship that you feel when your with someone you really care about and that you know they care about you. I just want to feel loved and wanted. I've never felt that. I've had girlfriends but never felt that cause none of them were serious. I just want that feeling you get when you've been with someone for a long time where when you try it just becomes natural and that I love to do... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Unloved, Suicide, Missing, SadWell to start out, I'm 19 now and worked EMS and while I did I started to notice this girl more and more until the point we met up one night. When we met up everything had to be on the down low. But we sat and talked for hours upon hours laughing and having a good time. This girl was 20 years older than myself but age doesn't matter to me. So meeting up became pretty regular. Talking on the phone all the time texting, I was really starting to like her by now. We would drive out back roads and sit and talk and listen to the radio. When I'd look in her eyes I'd get lost and just the way she smiled, laughed, would tickle me and mess around I loved it. Being around her was starting to be a part of my routine. Now she had... [Read More]
Tags: Deep Depression, Still Messed Up, Pain, Unloved, Heartbroken, SadnessIt all started during my second year of high school, I started dating my good friend, Nicolas. Nicolas was a very quiet person, but certain topics could make him talk non stop. I liked that about him. He didn't smile much, but whenever I was with him, he’d show me his adorable smile, I’d feel like hugging him tightly from his cuteness. I wasn't quite sure how we ended up together, we’re complete opposite, in our taste in Music, Style, Personality.. But maybe, just maybe, that’s what made us come together? ..I’m still not sure why I love Nicolas. The first time I met Nicolas was in the last year of middle school, he used to sit on the first bench on the right with John, while I used to sit in the middle row in the second bench with my friend Nora. That’s when I noticed, Nicolas used to... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Cry, Depression, Love, Confused, Unloved, Heartbroken, HurtMy story is not different than other girls.. The girl is falling in love as the guy is not interested by her. Well i will tell you my story.... : First i have to say i'm Canadian and my love is Scottish. I'm 14 and he's 18. His name is Calum. When i first met him on a game i was kinda depressed because i thought no one loved me and i was having problems in my family. We started to talk every day, we couldn't get a day without talking to each others. It was true love (for me). We hang out together for over 3 months. I never had been that happy of my life. Even my parents had noticed that something had changed. He was my everything and we were always writing love note for each others. When i started to do poems in English for him... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Hurt, Memories, Breakup, UnlovedSo this is gonna be short, but they told me that 400 words are necessary so I decided to go all out! Well it might be a little bit short Because I guess it just started. But here goes nothing. I met this amazing guy, on February 21st 2012. I posted a truth is on his wall saying " Hi your really cute! & we should talk more. " He commented text me sometimes & I said message me your number. Well, we started talking ALOTTTTTT. He was the funniest sweetest guy I ever met. We started talking more & more & I started to like him! Well he was dating someone & shes an 8th grader! ( hes an 8th grader too ) I'm a 7th grader;( He broke up with her once before because of trust but that was a one day thing and it was on April... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Unloved, Unspoken Love"Just walk away!!," the words darted right out of his mouth. "Its not that hard, just walk away from me!" I knew it wasn't hard, walking away, that's the easy part. It wasn't walking away I was scared of, its the fact of knowing if I walked away you wouldn't come after me and that's what hurt the most. Tears started flowing down my face, just hold me right now, I cant take this. I never thought I would lose the one that meant everything to me, the one I gave my heart to, the one I shared everything with. After everything we had to go through you're gonna tell me to walk away and forget. You were never a part of me life. It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. My whole life changed because of you, we had it all and you ruined... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, True Story, Depression, Unloved, Heartbroken, Sad, Pain