well im alana i fell in love with my best friend he was my world and then after two years i told him how i felt, well robert didnt feel the same way, and we stopped being friends. it hurt me so bad, i had night mares about him leaven me for months and months and then one day i was on myspace and this realy cute guy names javier commented me, i got excited, he was so cute and something told me to talk to him. well after we talked for about 3 months he told me he loved me and i was so happy and it filled my heart with happiness, after we talked for 6 months he asked me out and i agreed cause i really loved him too. he just made me feel so good about myself and everything felt so right and when we kissed... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Pain, LostI just moved to Finland, and I was really sad, because I lost all of my friends back in the other country. The guy that I met on the internet went to the same school as I do now, last year. So we started talking like 4 or mby even 5 months ago. I know that sounded weird, "i met him on the internet" and all of my new friends were making fun of me .. liking him :( so one day he decided to come to Finland and visit his "old" friends. So he came and, we didn't have any time to be alone, or to talk and stuff. And it was really awkward between us, in real life. So on the end of the day, when we went to Mc(loads of ppl) , I got really upset about the fact that he is leaving to his home, and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Broken Heart, Sad, Suggestionwe started as friends,then lovers,you made me feel so complete,you made my dreams come true,when I was afraid Ill run to you,and you will hold me in your arms as u promised me you will never let go...... For the past two years its been crazy Maquel.We where always on and off,work always got in the way,you toured the world with your band,and I always stayed at home waiting for you. I remembered when you came back from tour,I always waited for you on the front lawn,seeing you smile just brought happiness into my life,it was worth the wait for 5 months. But their where times when the rock and roll life got in the way,fame ,girls,drugs,and fights between me and you.You where amazed that I held onto you through those hard times,I think you forgot that I said I will always be there. Then one night you left with... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost, Loveone night out with a couple friends we met up with a couple of guys one of them i didnt know. by the end of the night/morning we got to know each other really well. every day after we met we would talk for hours hangout everyday for weeks. thats when we started dating. 7 months we were together we shared everything together, one morning after spending the night together he whispered i love you in my ear and i knew i loved him too what we had was incredible we were the couple everyone talked about we saw each other every day for as long as we could. than he got into trouble with the cops and had a warrant out for his arrest he came and saw me at my house on oct 29 and told me he loved me and that he wanted to spend Halloween together... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Never Forgottan, Lost, DeathI once had a boyfriend named Daniel. He was always very sweet and would bring me gifts often. He constantly called me beautiful and always was by my side when I needed him. The down side of the relationship was he would always talk to other girls when we were on dates. I tried not to become jealous, but I finally lost my mind after months of dating him. He canceled a date because he was sick. I decided to go to his house to cheer him up, but all I found was my sister and him kissing on the couch. I left the house immediately without letting them know I was ever there. The second I got back to my house I started to burst into tears. My heart ached for the next few days. When Daniel finally contacted me to go out on a date, I decided to... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Heartbroken, Moving Away, LoveNothing could heal her broken heart now. Her one true love was a lie, a hopeless scandal. She ran into the nearest building. But not to shelter from the pouring rain that melted her emotions. She was heartbroken and it was fatal. The cracked in heart ripped downwards towards its end. But it would all soon be over. She knocked on a door. The Scandal would definetely be in. He always was. He never set foot outside the door. She knocked twice and was greeted by a creepy smile. "I am here to challenge you to Russian Roulette." she said. "But of course." came the hellish reply. She sat down as the bullet was placed in the gun. "You first." came the gesture She took the gun and hastily held it to her head. She pulled the trigger. And her life came to an abrupt end.... [Read More]
Tags: UnbearableFor years she has been to sick to walk up-stairs to her bedroom to sleep. We've had to order a hospital bed, and a wheel chair for her and put it in the living room. She is afraid to be by herself and she has fought through hard times of poverty and violence. Yesterday she was 63, today she would be 64.. It seems like it was only yesterday when I saw her face, the sad lonely look gleaming from her eyes, the fear of dying from day-to-day. She was a loving women who gave and never received. She had many illnesses. Stage 4 Cancer, Diabetes, Low Blood Pressure, Pain, Paralyzed Left Lung, One Working Kidney, along with many other problems that left many doctors pondering to their self, "How does she keep going?" Day 1: One day, she went to the hospital with an asthma attack. I thought nothing... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Family, Grandmotherok so this guy is incredibly amazing. my absolute true love. i love him with all my heart. one day i heard from my friends that a rumor was spreading around that he had a dream about another girl. my heart broke into a million pieces. i was ready to burst into a million tears. how could he do this to me. he said he loved me i guess that was another lie he told me.for the rest of the day i was in a complete depression. i didnt talk, i didnt eat or drink all i did was stare at the walls. after 10th period he usually hugged me, but that day, when he came in for a hug i pushed him away.said nothing. didnt even look at him, and walked away. i thought that was the end for both of us. i guess that was it i couldnt... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Dream, RumorsEvery night, it's always the same dream. It probably wouldn't frighten anyone else. It's not really scary. There's no blood and gore. It always features the same man, around twenty, dressed in black. Just your normal guy. When he speaks, it's like your own personal hell has begun. But the worst part is that the dream is impossible to remember. The only thing I'm able to remember is his smile, a disturbing smile that chills be to the bone. And always, at the end of the dream, he will say, "Remember nothing". Then, the dream will shatter, and I will be left with nothing, because no one could possibly understand the horror of this dream. And always, just like he intended, I won't be able to remember anything.The dream is killing me. I'm afraid to go to sleep at night, fearing the return of the man. I won't eat or... [Read More]
Tags: Dream, Lost, Nightmarei love this boy soo much i cry just at thought of losing him. no one believes that i love with all my heart. they tell me that it isnt love but if this isnt love then wat is? because i have never felt like this. i used to be emo u no cutting myself. but then he came and i stopped. he did that. he changed my life. he takes my breath away. i mean evertime we kiss it has that rollercoaster tummy twister rush. i now this is love.its like the notebook love. we fight and fight and fight but we just fight because we love each other. when he touches me it feels like a thousand sparks are flying in the air. one time i heard he had a sex dream about someone else. i got so angry not at him for having it. u cant really... [Read More]
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