“We, never existed.” The words kept replaying over and over, until I was on the brink of disgust. My throat was about to explode with the vile mixture of anger and frustration coming up, but yet, I kept it in. it hurts. “why?! Why must you do this to me? What have I done wrong?!” I shouted, as we were in front of my house. He says it so calmly; it irritates me under my skin that his face was all full on with breaking up, basically showing no sympathy. “FINE! HAVE IT YOUR WAY!” I opened the door, and slammed it on his face, I don’t care if he was hit, or he comes up to my room saying he’s sorry, I want him to disappear, disappear from my world. “I have reasons, Marie. And I already don’t love you from the first day we started dating. I don’t... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Family, Scenarios, Breakup, Memories, Boyfriend, LoveOn a Saturday afternoon, i decided to go out with some of my friends. As i walked into Forever 21 i saw a gorgeous, cute boy. I had seen him before at my school. I stared at him, as he turned around i turned and pretended i was looking at the jewelry. That day started an amazing connection towards him. The next day... I was sitting down with my head down, as i see something or someone coming towards me, i felt someone sit down next to me. He said " Hi?!"....as i lifted my face i realized it was him. "Hi.." i said. I blushed as i looked into his eyes. "I saw you yesterday" he said. "Oh really? did you?" I said. he smiled as he sad " Yes, you looked gorgeous!" "No, don't say that" I said "Why not?. I am just saying the truth or what?... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Kiss, Love, Caring, Hurt, Goodbye, CheatedHer side of the story. I looked at his leaving back. The one I used to lay on when I'm asleep. I looked at his hair. The same i use to pull on when we were making love. The same body. Except that he no longer belonged to me anymore. How I wished he would turn to look back at me. The "me" that he once said he would never leave, coz it would hurt himself. But now he's got someone else to love. I'm nothing to him. Anymore. "You promised" I muttered to my self while I cried. "You promised" "SIMON!" I shouted across the heavy rain that's now pouring down. "You promised!" He stopped in the middle of the road "You said you would never leave me!! In the world alone. Not unless I told you to. But I want you now. I need you." I was nothing... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Lonely, Cry, Lies, LoveThis was in 9th grade. I loved a boy named Brad, and I thought he had the same feeling for me too. Until valentines day that year… On that day, instead of love, I felt heartbreak. At lunch break, he came to my friend group with a bunch of roses and a blushing face. At first I thought it was me who he would give it to; but he kneeled on one knee in front of Jade: someone who I considered as a friend. Although Brad's moves where only jokey, I could see through his eyes that he means his love deep in his heart. My best friend dragged me away from the scene where the rest of the group are now clapping and hooting. I didn't dare to look behind me in fear of bursting into tears. That whole afternoon and night, I spent my time thinking about before.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, HeartbrokenThe scent of roses and women’s perfume filled the air. As I entered the restaurant, tears started forming in my eyes. I’m a man I can’t cry. Whatever, I don't care, there’s good enough of a reason for me to cry. The waitress welcomed me. I asked for a table for 2, and told the waitress that she was coming, she was on her way. The waitress nodded and looked at my eyes. “Sir, are you alright?” No. “Yeah, Yeah, I’m fine.” No. “Uh actually, miss, may I choose a table to sit at? It would mean very much to me.” It really would. “Uhh… okay. Which table would you like to sit at?” I led her to the table I sat on that very night. “But sir, I’m not sure… that’s a family table…” “Please, I’ll pay extra. It would mean so much if I could.” “Uhh… okay. Would... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost Love, Love, DeathI'm sorry Aaron I really am, I'm sorry you never loved me, I'm sorry I was never good enough for you, I'm sorry that you don't want me, I'm sorry for ever believing you, I'm sorry for everything, I can't force someone to love me, I truly am sorry Aaron. I'm sorry that you never really meant any of your promises, most of your promises you have made, you end up breaking I really want this to work out but i guess that's just not possible, this "love" we have in just one sided. I really was trying and I guess that's what I get for trying so hard it blows up in my face. I guess I was never a girl you loved just a friend that you talked to everyday. I'm sorry I can't be more, maybe one day, or maybe one day we talk again and I... [Read More]
Tags: Forgotten, Love, Pain, Forbidden, Alone, Sadness, Sorry, Letter, LonelySummer of 2004, I was 16 years old a sophomore in high school.. My friends called me and told me they would be going down to the beach for a bonfire and asked if i would like to join... Well i didn't have anything to do so i said sure lets go... Little did i know i would meet someone that day that would change my life for ever... His name was Andrew he was also a sophomore... Might as well state now that he was not my type, haha.. He was white/mexican, bald head, baggy clothes, and a weed smoker (Hey i was fun, but at that time i definitely had not experimented with any drugs), pretty much what people would call a "gangster" except he did not claim a set.. Andrew had shown up with some friends.. One of them was dating one of the friends i showed... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Heartbreak, Sad, Lonely, True Love, Mistakes, Missing, Miss You, Love, Relationship, Broken, HeartbrokenI was a tender 21, she was a strong 26... I fell in love the moment i met her.. She had an amazing sense of humor, a carefree heart, and not to mention she was stunning.. I still remember the first time i met her 6 years ago in September... She picked me up and we went on a date to Target, little did i know that she would change my life for ever.. i remember feeling butterflies as the time to see her got nearer, She picked me up and i clearly remember her telling me I was so much more beautiful in person.. Oh yes i forgot to mention we met online.. We went to Target to buy her dogs food and treats, then she took me over to her house, I met her family, we played with her dogs and grabbed something to eat after.. I remember... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Promise, Break Up, Tears, Pain, Relationship, Lesbian, Gay, Happiness, FirstI'll keep things short for you, well, as short as I can. Witch really means kinda long. I'm 19. I'm one of those strange people who gives more than they have whenever they can. Doesn't have many true friends, in fact not one real friend. I was just never good with friends. I was always good with ladies if I wanted but I was never into the dating scene through out most high school because I knew the chances of it lasting were slim so no friends and no love life. I did have friends but no real true friends. Family? I was the second oldest. My mother had had my older brother when she was 17. His dad was never in the picture. Then she had me with a different man 2 years later.and he was gone before I was born. 2 years later she married a navy man.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Loss, TragedyIt is one of the most difficult and complicated and wonderful mistakes of my life: having an affair with your "boss" at work. A married man of whom I work with and is in a position of authority. Why would I even make an effort with someone like that? A beautiful wife and two adorable children. Not to mention his wife is the niece of the owner of the establishment! Como Loca! But of course when I begin working anywhere I find that one person to become my victim of "entertainment" at work. I saw him a few days into working at my new job and immediately knew I wanted to talk to him. At the time I was unaware of his personal life when I asked for his number just in case I ever needed anything work related. But I later found out by my own mother that he... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Other Woman, Sad, Affair