we started to date again. it wasn't our first time because we had once before. i was so happy, because i had broken her heart the first time and i told myself that i would never do that to her again. this time we were getting a lot closer and i had really thought that it was going to last forever. we stayed up as late as we could talking on the phone. texting whenever we could always walking with each other everywhere holding hands. it was perfect, better than perfect. always saying i love you before we left each other, or we hung up. it was the perfect love story until one day.our school was getting a new kid that use to be in a gang. she became his friend because she was always nice and accepted everyone for who they were. but she was hanging out with him... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, HeartbrokenIt all started sophomore year, when i moved to another high school, at that time he was one of my classmates boyfriend, as he said for the first time "hi" i knew that i will always feel something for him. We started talking to each other more and more each day, we started seeing each other even though he was going out with her. We started dating without anybody knowing that we wore more than just friends. One day he called me and asked if i wanted to go to his house, saying that he broke up with my classmate, i rushed over to his house and that's when it happened, that's when i lost my childhood, i gave my virginity to him, i can still remember trembling in his arms as he kissed my shoulder. I was a child then, about 16 years old, after two days i found... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, Heartbroken20th April 2011, I got answers for all my questions. Akash , a guy in my college, just sent me a random message on facebook.it was 9th Feb. 2011. (I feel sorry to say but ya I do remember all the dates) a few months later he was in my friend list. We used to chat just once in the blue moon. Sometimes he used to flirt. One day he asked my number. I tried to refuse, but then he forced me a little n since I don?t really know how to say no, and he had an excuse he wanted to talk about project, I gave him my number on 19th September. Then he started flirting even more and more. Then he told me he liked me. I didn?t had any doubt on this. Everybody liked me in the college and everybody wanted to talk to me, so I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Pain, Tears, Foolishness, Betraying, HeartbrokenLife is a fragile thing. Love is one word in a vast sea of voice, and things that are spoken are not always the truth. Emotion seems to be the only thing real anymore. Please not that the story i am about to tell you is in all seriousness true. Every aspect that occurs in this story has happened to a young lady by the name of Willow Elizabeth Mitchell. Willow needs someone to hear her story. She has been hiding it from the world for so long that she could not take it anymore, and Lover Of Sadness is the perfect place for her to share it. Be warned, if you do not enjoy stories of lost love and accidents that bring even the strongest to their knees, stop reading right now. If you chose to continue, believe every word i say, for some of it is happening right... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Emotion, Depression, Emo, Pain, HeartbrokenHi, now i am 32yrs old,it all started in the year 1999 when i started working,i had troubled childhood fought everything to find a job,i had friend who invited me for a picnic on a weekend with her friends,that is when i saw her the first time,the moment i saw her my heart started beating fast,she was introduced to me did not talk much that day but while returning back she came with me in the bike so we started talk casually she was 1 year younger to me,from the next day onwards i started meeting her regularly whenever possible,after a month she proposed to me,i did say no even though i loved her because i was not rich not educated earning very small money where she was from a rich family. i was living alone at a construction building did not even have a proper place to stay,i told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, HeartbrokenOnce a girl named Blair found her true love. The first time she saw him was in 6th grade. The first thing she noticed about him was his smile. Perfect. 6th grade is a pretty immature time for kids. You think your cool. Blair didn't think much about this boy. Than in 7th grade on the first day she saw him. She got a feeling she never had before. She wanted to know everything about him. She finally got his number. They texted just silly things. Blair told him that she liked him. He just said he wanted to be friends. She was crushed. Than on the date of 4.15.10 the boy asked Blair out. That was the best day for her. One day they hung out and Blair got her first kiss. She was in love. He said he was in love too. Then one day they got in... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Waiting, Love, True LoveYeah dude, you sure got me doing things I never used to do before, I mean all I think about is u. I think in Zulu they say ?Ngifuna wena sthandwa?, yeah that?s what I want now, I want you and only you. All I see is you and I, and I mean I just want u?not someone that looks like you or acts like you but *you* Gosh now I just want your body till the very last drop?I know no one will ever treat you like I do. I wish you would be next to me now, so I can just give it to you just the way you like?because like I said nobody can do you like me?But then again I got to let go. Well personally I think the past is a foreign country and I do not ever want to go back to the past... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, UnlovedHere is Love a story I got to tell, about this boy I know so well, back in the day it was cool and all, he fell in love, I fell in love. Thought he was the one for me, and other boys I could not see, now look what happened to our love?I mean it could have been me and you, actually it should have been me and you. Now baby its killing, the fact that you aren?t around, baby I am falling down and I need some remedy. Baby I am hurting now and I know you?d be a better man if I was your girl. This land is a better land, when you are in my land. I remember when I used to make you laugh, I don?t want to be stuck in the past but you all that had. I don?t want to lose what we... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, UnlovedI was best friends with a girl named meredith. after about 11 months, i realized that i had developed feelings for her, and soon found out that she too had feelings for me. we became a "thing" and it was incredible. she was the most beautiful girl i had ever met in my life, and i quickly fell in love with her. she was everything i ever wanted. we would fight a lot, yes, but at the end of the day, we would grow stronger and stronger together. but soon, i messed up. big time. i always was a flirt, it is just my personality. but you just can't do that when you have a girlfriend. she was not happy, and tension began to build. we eventually went on a break, but soon got back together. this past summer she went to another country for a vacation. i was with... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Love, HeartbrokenWell It All Started In The 5th Grade.. I Went Out With A Boy Named Jerral I Liked Him Alot. Like Alot.! I Was A Little Girl So I didn't Kno what Love Was But One Day Jerral Gave Me A Note Saying We Shud Break Up.. I Hid My Hurt Nd Said "I Was Gonna Break Up with You too" All Lies.! So Then I Hit 8th Grade I Moved To A New School I Knew Some People There So I Was Okay In The Social Part .. On The First Day I saw This Boy Dj He Was So Cute So Like 2Months Later I Got Put In The Same Class As Him So Slowly We Started Talking I Found Him On Myspace We Started Talking On There. I Found Out I Liked This Boy ALOT.! Then He Likes Me.! I Was Soo Happy Only The Lord Knows... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Sad, Cut