Well, how should I start this? I am 16 years old! I have lost the person who meant the world to me! here is my story! My name is Carolyn... I am still In love with this guy, his name was James! Well this is our story, the day I met him, I had like a week that I broke up with my boyfriend, ugh, he broke my hard badly, I was so tired of the same old story, that I thought prince charming was not going to appear in my life, never! So I was all depressed, my friend Norma Calls me "Hey Lynee, let's go to this party, is at my boyfriend's cousin's house" Me: "Ah I don't know, I am not in the mood" Norma:"Come on, just come with me, I promise if you start feeling bad, I'll drive you back home!" Well, I agreed, & told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Lost, Missingeveryone thinks that being a teen is awesome...but what they dont realize is all the drama and heartbreaks there are, i know from experience. i was dating this guy named john, he was the most amazing guy i have ever met. we dated for a while and then he ended it.the worst thing of it all was he broke up with me on the day 9/11. from the time i woke up that morning i was telling everyone that something bad was going to happen...but never did i think that something bad was going to happen to me. well he ended it and then i fount out that the girl that was suppose to be my friend was dating him....THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE !!! i got really depressed and started cutting my wrist. while we were dating i told him that if anything would ever come between us... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Cuts, Cancer, Death, Lost, MissingMy first day of college, saw him standing by his car. At that very moment the first thing that came in my mind was 'i wish, i wish he was mine'. Dint ever think that i would have a story with him. As people say true love comes once in a whole life time, mine was that guy standing by his car. he was a student in the same college. one morning i received a message saying 'will you be my friend?' guess who it was, the same person who i saw standing besides his car (the first day of college). something that was just unbelievable. i said yes to that text and after that day we started talking, talking and talking. there was no day i missed talking or thinking about him. you know something that you do daily, you cant miss it?? i couldn't miss texting him. in... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, MissingSitting on the abandoned train tracks; Sitting on the docks, dipping out toes in the freezing water; Sneaking away from reality to escape to a fantasy where I was the gorgeous heroine and he was my hero; Spending all night together... This was a normal day for me. It was about one month from the ending of school, when I met Drew. He was all I could ever ask for in a million years. I'm not going to lie, I have been in love before, but this was different. Maybe it was the fact he was a few years older than I and I hadn't dated an older man? I dunno. But it was surely different. From that month on, school was shot to hell because I spent every second with Drew. And I mean every second. I would sneak out almost every night and spend the whole night with... [Read More]
Tags: Mistake, Lost, Missing, CigaretteThere was this boy named Chandler.I loved him. He taught me to draw and because of him, one of my painting got first place in a competition. He also taught me to ride a dirt bike.We had so much fun together. He was the only one who knew my background and I his. We hung out a lot, too. But then one day, a couple days before the last day of school, my parents told me i was moving to my aunts. I was devastated. I cant even explain what it felt like. The next day I told my friends I was moving and guess what they said,"Sure,Sophie."They didnt believe me! I ran to chandler, I knew he'd understand.As i was running away my so called friends yelled he's not here,but I had to check. They were right he wasnt there.Tomorrow was the last day of school, I'd tell him... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Losthis name is jacob. and he is love. i can't see anyone else besides him. 7 months of holding a secret relationship behind everyone's back. he made me feel. after my uncle and best friend committed suicide, i was numb. and when he came into my life, it was like i was reborn again. i was literally a different person, all my friends said so. he broke off what we had on march 25. i gave him everything that i could. and i mean everything; he held my innocents in his palms.. but he has crushed them. i'm not saying that HE is THE REASON i am so utterly, pathetically, insanely depressed.. he's just the main cause. so much hope was stored in what we had, and he was my everything. he still is my everything. now, he won't even look at me. going from crazy hot make out sessions,... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Lost, Alone, Almost Lover, Stupid, Mistakes, Memories, MissingI just moved to Finland, and I was really sad, because I lost all of my friends back in the other country. The guy that I met on the internet went to the same school as I do now, last year. So we started talking like 4 or mby even 5 months ago. I know that sounded weird, "i met him on the internet" and all of my new friends were making fun of me .. liking him :( so one day he decided to come to Finland and visit his "old" friends. So he came and, we didn't have any time to be alone, or to talk and stuff. And it was really awkward between us, in real life. So on the end of the day, when we went to Mc(loads of ppl) , I got really upset about the fact that he is leaving to his home, and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Broken, Sad, Mad, Angry, Unwanting, Missing, Unloved, WaitingThere was you and i like children mildly in love, like no one could ever imagine. We were only teenagers at the time and were foolish or maybe it was i who was. i was foolish for the reason that i actually believed that we had a chance to live happily ever after. Those moments are the ones i mostly cherished and till this day still do. The way you looked at me made me melt and feel untouchable like me and you were the only ones on this world. Those are the moments i can NOT erase from my memory or the fact that we spent every moment together till the day you decided our love was no more. I live in regrets and fear because im not sure of what i did so wrong to make your love for me die, im scared that i will find no... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Love, MissingThis happened 2 years ago.. My mother decided to live with my grandma and grandpa in the province since my dad died. At first, I was excited to go there, but when the day finally came that we'll move out, I regretted on going there. I can't do anything about it anymore. So, I did my best to look happy when I'm with my grandparents and mother. Every night I cry to sleep 'coz I miss my brothers and sister, of course my friends. It was summer break that time. Then after a month, school started. It was very first day of school. I was attending in a private school. At first, I was shy to talk to everyone because I came from a different place. But my classmates were nice. They all gathered around me and asked things about me. I was happy because I made friends on the... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Cry, Love, Missing, LostI'm going to start over again. I'm going to make this story short. I don't remember the time when we first met, but I do know it was only a short time when he was with me. The sorrow we been through together and the time we shared together--they all seemed so short. When I think about it, it's already gone. My name is Susan and I woke up today as usual. I look to the side of my bed today and hoped he was there, but...he wasn't. Later I said to myself, "Oh...right....he's not here anymore." 5 years ago, he was still with me. He was the only person to have ever understood my feelings best and always sees through my lies. I thought we won't be able to last long, but we lasted for a looong looong time. Even now we are still together.From time to time I... [Read More]
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