Dear auntie, I miss you. I'm sorry I didn't visit you for 5 years. I'm sorry I never said I love you. I didn't visit you when you were in the hospital because I didn't want to see you like that. I didn't go to your funeral. Why? I couldn't stand the fact that the last time I would see you, You would be in a coffin. I'm sorry auntie. I love you so much. Love, Tu flaca My story: Summer of 2005 I went to visit my auntie, I was 5. I loved it I had so much fun.We went to the beach, went to rivers,took a walk through town. We left to go back home. Years pass by and my auntie calls us to see how we are doing. She asks me the same question every time, "when are you coming to visit?" I always said "Soon." She... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, Unsaid Love, SadnessIt was around 4:28 and the sun threw down its golden rays of heat torturing everyone in my group picking up trash. It was my final day at this park and I was beyond happy to finally get out of here and live my life. For the past time I have been doing yard work I have noticed many interesting things in this park. Such as the young couples that copulate on the park's benches. There was a group of kids who would always hang around the play structure and would play pirates every day for around two hours while their mothers gossiped about the latest couple on the Telly. And then there was the man. The painting man as I like to call him. This man would go outside at the heat of the day and watch the children frolic and play around. He would sit there and bring... [Read More]
Tags: Love, SadnessWe started talking when he moved to our school. He was so sweet to her, they texted for hours and hours, everything was going good. She had told her friends about their love for each other, about how great everything was going. One day he came up to her. "Okay, I really like this girl, and I can't stop thinking about her," the girls heart started to pound and her palms started to sweat. All she could think was, 'this is me.' "Go on," she said, her cheeks hot. "And well, I want to be her boyfriend," he smiled. "And?" "She's so beautiful. I really like her.." "Who is it?!" "Renee, could you give me her number?" "Oh. Um, sure. I'll text it to you later." The girl ran to the bathroom and started to cry. Renee, her best friend had stolen him away. How could this happen. She stared... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Broken, Betrayal, Depression, Heartbroken, Hurt, Lost, Lonely, Love, Pain, Sadness, Secret, DeathI feel so lost.. because I feel that I am the only one going through with this problem. My father lives in California, and my mother in Ohio. I live with my mother in Ohio, and I visit my father during the holidays. But I don't really love my father because he is a control freak. I am never aloud to have my phone and I am always trapped in his little apartment which I have to sleep on his couch every time I visit him(like the holidays and the whole summer). And I never really want to be seen with him because he is always or well most of the time annoying me and forcing me to wear these horrible clothes, and when we fight in public I am afraid people think I am a mean person when they don't even know the story. And since I go to... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Sexual Abuse, Bad Parents, Tears, Help, Abuse, MolestedHis name was Ian. He was 23, and I was 19. I was a sophomore in college just moving into my new apartment when I saw him. He made a habit of smoking on his balcony, which I didn't mind because I knew someday I was going to have enough courage to talk to him. I was so shy. One day I bought a pack of cigarettes, and started smoking, in hopes that he would talk to me- which soon after, he did. Everyday after that I stood outside his balcony to talk to him. I'm a decently shy person when it comes to men. I'm not awkward, but I'm often referred to as being quiet with an angel face. About 2 weeks into our balcony talks, he turns to go in his house, but before he could I stopped him and surprised myself when I asked,"When can I ask... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Waiting, Death, Sadness, Accident, True LoveOnce upon a time, there was a girl. She was the worlds biggest hopeless romantic, and always dreamed of finding her soul mate. She had severe, horrible abandonment issues, because her father had abandoned her. Her father was leaving one day and looked her straight in the eye and told her that she was unlovable.That no one would ever, ever love her. She had fallen in love before, but there was one special boy. She risked EVERYTHING for him. She wasn't aloud to date him. Her stepfather beat her when he found out she loved him, because she was 14 and he was 17. But she still loved him enough to keep in contact, even though she feared what her step dad would do. He swore multiple times that he wouldn't leave, that he understood her constant fear of abandonment. He told her he loved her, he promised he wouldn't... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Abandonment, Love, Sadness, Cutting, Self, Mutilation, LossI never had any family. I was bounced around orphanages and foster homes from birth till I was 18. I was lucky.. I didn't get seduced by the dark side. I finished college started a company. I beat the odds. All I ever wanted was a family. A wife and children but I was always ashamed of my past and if a gal got to close I would just vanish. Stupid I know. Then one day out of the blue I literally got smacked by this gal in a grocery store by her buggy causing me to drop a dozen eggs. It was very funny and as the "eggs" cleared she was just the most beautiful lady. Long blond hair, green eyes. What a site! She was so embarrassed but it was just a funny moment. She offered to pay for the eggs which of course was not an issue.... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Sadness, LoveThe weird thing about me is that I have this huge amount of anger inside me that I can't seem to get rid of.. though I keep it all in..there were times when I would snap ..just like that with no triggers or anything of that kind?.i would be lying if I said I don't know the cause of that anger.. I would be a damned liar! Just like your perfect lying? Hey my stranger, you added to my anger.. tons even?cause although I didn?t trust you enough .. I believed you to be a kind person?one with a heart of whiteness?. But you know what? ? I am not stupid as you think me to be .. I had this nagging feeling that this day would come.. ! it just came sooner than I expected ! Does it seem stupid to you that I am talking to you on... [Read More]
Tags: Anger, Sadness, Depression, Missing, MemoriesThe weird thing about me is that I have this huge amount of anger inside me that I can't seem to get rid of.. though I keep it all in..there were times when I would snap ..just like that with no triggers or anything of that kind?.i would be lying if I said I don't know the cause of that anger.. I would be a damned liar! Just like your perfect lying? Hey my stranger, you added to my anger.. tons even?cause although I didn?t trust you enough .. I believed you to be a kind person?one with a heart of whiteness?. But you know what? ? I am not stupid as you think me to be .. I had this nagging feeling that this day would come.. ! it just came sooner than I expected ! Does it seem stupid to you that I am talking to you on... [Read More]
Tags: Anger, Sadness, Depression, Missing, Memories, Secret, Liesi wont post my real name because i dont want people to know this part of me, but this is my story..... Ever since i was little i was lonely, my parents would always fight, and in my country (bangladesh), if anything wrong happned my dad would sometimes slap me. i was a very bad student because i couldn't care less about studies. suddenly my parents decided to move to canada, and i was upset but not that much because nothing ever meant anything to me. i was different from everyone. i didnt talk, no nothing but everything changed when i went to grade 5, where i met this boy who was my classmate. he was very kind, gentle and nice. aldo he was the type who wans't really into relationships or dates. and he was really smart. he was different from other guys, and i didn't even notice, but... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Heart Break