As the car made contact with my fragile body, all our memories passed by my eyes. I didn?t think about the pain. I thought about the things I would miss: My High School graduation, getting married, having children. And then, I thought about you. Your smile, your soft hair, the sound of your laugh. All of that would be gone, out of my reach, but the memories will never fade. I will never forget you. You will eventually move on, but all I ask from you, is remember me. Remember our good times, and remember our bad times. Remember our fights, and remember our apologies. My body lands in a heap on the side walk. Blood forms a pool around me. I hear screams from all directions. The car swerves and hits a tree. The driver, injured and clearly intoxicated, stumbles out of the car to my side. ?I?m so... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Car Accident, Heartbroken, Love, PainWhen people learn how to love dog's they are hook for a life time. Everyone has an animal that touches their life more than any other. For me, it was a dog named Jade a pure breed German shepherd dog. He was given to by a friend who does not want him anymore. Jade in a way is not in a physical condition when i took him in. His pelvic bone is fractured due to an accident with his previous owner. But with this he was a normal young dog that chewed, dug and yearned for the attention he was not getting. I rescued him only once but he rescued me over and over with his unconditional love. German shepherd dog's is known for its intelligence, beauty , loyalty and nobility. this characteristic are what makes German shepherd the perfect choice for their work as a police dog. But for... [Read More]
Tags: Friend, Love, PainSo im not really sure where to begin but before i start I'd like for you all to know the reaosn why I'm telling my story, its not because i wish for anyone to pity me or anything of the sort, more or so to get some type of closure, to finally break free of my past and start living a new life. And so here my confusing and long story begins... So my story begins my senior year of high school, to many of my friends im known as a trust worthy friend who just cant let friendships break no matter whats happened. Ive always pushed them to fix things or at least make them somewhat better, because to me losing a friend is like losing a piece of your heart. Well anyways my best friend since grade school AJ was having problems with one of her good friends... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Tears, PainI have always been a frail person since the day I was born. So was my twin but he died before he was even born. And when I was born mommy became sick and frail. And when I was born daddy left us........ I have a big sister. When she came home from school we would play with each other. Since I was a frail child I couldn't play outside very often. But I was happy because I have mommy and sissy. One day I waited for sissy to come home from school. I waited outside this time and some kids came and bullied me. They called me a freak. They kicked they scratched and pulled my hair. They laughed and pointed at me when I couldn't get up from the ground. I stayed there until my sister found me there lying on the ground. I had red scratches all... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Pain, DeathStarted with a Hi whats up? Ended with bitch bye. In the start, everything was just perfect..I thought I knew what perfect meant, what it felt like. The day I found out he liked me I was really happy cause yes I did like him back but 100 questions came into my mind, would this hurt my friends? What should I do? I couldn?t do this to them, so I stopped myself and asked what they thought about it and as always they supported me. As days went by we got closer, talking till 4 in the morning I was comfortable around him we shared all of our pain, our happiness, our retardness. That time I couldn?t be happier, the smile on my face wouldn?t go, I would sit under the stars and think about him. From liking I don?t know where I?d reached, I don?t know where I was,... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Hurt, PainYou didn't care. You always told me that with such arrogance, that of course, l was led to believe lies. I walked, planning to express my love for you, not knowing if you would just laugh in my face as I wept at your feet. You wouldn't care. I was almost reaching your house when my heart knotted painfully and plummeted to the ground. You Stood There with your arms around her, your lips impaled to hers in heart-wrenching kiss. I broke into a run, thinking of how stupid I had been, and now of my despondent mood. I noticed the rough road my feet were pounding on so hard that the small rocks felt as if they were slicing open my toes. I turned to see you holding that girl away from you, your eyes wide with desperation, you came after me. Did you care?Maybe you did. Just as... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Hurt, Pain"Call me best friend!" You said to him. "I will best friend!" Cody said to you. You and him had been best friends ever since the 5th grade, and you guys were Seniors this year. You loved him, and I mean in a boyfriend way. And he felt the same about you but you guys wouldn't tell each other. The next night you guys go to a party. There is sweet slow dancing, fun fast dancing, and just complete fun. A nerdy boy was about to ask you to dance, so you grab Cody first. "Cody, of I'll dance with you!" You said. "Great," he said back. Your dancing to the song "I Need You" by Faith Hill and Tim Mcgraw. You start getting closer and closer, and you feel so comfortable, and you know he does too. The way your head laid on Cody's shoulder, and the way his... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, PainNothing's harder than loving someone who loves you, but then something horrible happens that separates you, forever. It doesn't matter how I met him, what matters is that I loved him more than anything, with all my strength and my heart, he was the reason why I smiled, my motivation my sun and moon, the light that shined out of my eyes. My heart was filled with so many beautiful things, his voice his name, his touch the color of his eyes the strength in his arms and the warmth in his embrace. His laughter came to me during the night in whispering winds reminding me that he wasn't that far away.Once we took a walk at the beach me and him holding hands leaving our footprints in the sand a memory that the ocean could swallow up, but share with everyone who sees the eternity in it, he was... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, DeathJune 29, 2009, 4 days after my 15th birthday, I was just getting off of work. I had to take my dog for a walk. Mom and dad weren't home. I walked on the lonely dirt road. A man in a red sweatshirt was in the distance coming towards me. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone. But I didn't know who he was. The closer he got the more I realized I couldn't see his face. Only his piercing black eyes. He watched me with every step I took. When he finally reached me he stole my dog from me and hit her over the head. The next thing I know I am on the ground and he is on top of me ripping my pants of. His dirty scarred hand covering my mouth. I could feel the tears running down my face. I remember thinking... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Rape, FearUpon entering high school, one of the most popular advices that can be given is to not believe in love. And well what do we do? We believe in love. It was one of the beginning years of high school that I thought my life was quite honestly ?perfect?. Not to sound like a typical snotty teenager, but I had the life. I had the money, the boyfriend, and the ?best friends.? The posse and I did absolutely everything together, from eating to shopping to clubbing and to sleepovers. We also shared everything from books to clothes also. The year drifted by and we were still great friends. However, that began to change quickly the following high school year. I believe it was my last or second to last year of high school. I was still going out with the same guy but I decided to distant myself from the... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Hurt, Confused