When I was younger, My father left my mother. I can only remember my mother being depressed, talking to herself at night and silently sobbing to herself. My mother soon later had committed suicide, when I was about 5 years old. She had an overdose. At least, that is what I have heard. I ended up living with my grandmother and we both formed a very close bond. She always woke me up at 5:30 in the morning so we could walk around the park and pray to God. Whenever I got bad grades, she got very angry but was always understanding. I remember feeling annoyed by her constant lectures but that all faded away on the week before my 15th birthday. We never had much money but she still brought me an iPod, filled with a lot of The BEATLES songs. She knew that was my favorite band. I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Regret, Sadness, DeathRosalina was 13 years old when her father was shot in a drive by. She ran to my house at midnight when her mother passed out from being drunk. I still don't know how she ran a mile and a half blinded by tears. She pretty much threw herself at my door. When I opened my door she landed in my arms still sobbing heavily against my chest. I picked up the light little girl and cradled her in my arms and sat down on my couch. She spent a good half hour before she told me what happened. The poor girl's voice was shaky and very quiet that If you took a breath you could have missed something. "Daddy and I went to the bronx and suddenly a guy in a 09 mercedes benz shot my dad and left. I got out of the car and ran home and... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Death, Depression, SadnessIt was June 19th, 2008. It was warm, bright, and not raining for once. After getting off the phone with my friend Vivian, I put my shoes on and and began to walk to her house, ready to see what she'd said she wanted to show me. What I saw when I got there was more horrific than either of us could have imagined. I ran in the door to see Vivian laying on the ground on her stomach, hands behind her head. A man, about 40 years old, was holding her at gunpoint. I grabbed her home phone and attempted to call for help. The man, keen on discouraging me, pivoted on his left leg and pointed the gun at my head. I distracted him just long enough to make a 911 call. Before I could call my parents to come over, the man returned and fired his gun... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Murder, Sadnessa boy gave his girlfriend a challenge to live a day without him & if she did it he would love here more.... the girl agreed and she didnt talk to him for a day without knowing?? He had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from cancer...!!! she went to his house the next day tears falling down her eyes as she saw him lying in his coffin with a note on the side ''you did it baby,you can do it everyday'' -shannon-... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, DeathHi,yupp i'm 12 and have a sad love story i think love has no age......I'm very bad at writing but here goes...my 100% real sad love story oh btw i'm not the coolest girl and he's one of the most popular guy in my grade and one of the coolest in my school & is a player It all started in 5th grade when i walked into class late my first day of school too!i was nervous and really quiet because everyone was watching me.....so lets skip this......OK so like in December i figured out i liked you...January my friends birthday party i was with my friend hanging out then he pulled me over like only me and him in a corner...you might imagine all these emotions going through me i'm like ahh is he going to ask me out....but i was sadly mistaken he says"does elizabeth like me?" my... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, SadnessMy mind is a death trap waiting to be sprung. Horrible thoughts run through my head, voices whisper telling me that I'm worthless being. The only thoughts left in my head aren't even my own. Evil swirls in shadows and I'm cornered in a windowless Grey bleak room, with the shadows trying to eat my happiness. Everyone i get close to is stuck in my poison and something disastrous happens and i ruin their lives. My mind is locked up and no one has the key and everyone keeps telling me I have the key that I just need to look harder to find i, but they just don't get it do they? My mind is death nothing more. everything inside of it is evil wanting to released and I keep trying to tame the beast and everyone wants me to let the beast go. I rather have myself torn... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, SadMy name is Jaquee am 13 yrs old. My story is long sorry... AND has some bad language. Comment when done reading. This is a true story. It started in 7th grade. Johnny wasnt the kinda guy I'd fall for or go out with. But he was taken by my friend Leslie. They broke up because they wanted to stay friends. He started saying Sh** about Leslie. She was my friends and i couldnt see her take this so i slapped him. From that day forward Johnny and i started to hang out. I was falling for him to fast. My sis well best friend told him tat i liked him, which was true but i kept on telling them we were friends and it was gonna stay that way. That same day we had to sit outside of the class room to read since we were ahead of the... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sadness, Happiness, Forgivenesswell me and this boy Kevin became friends through my ex boyfriend. but then we became best friends. i could tell Kevin absolutely everything he would always be there for me. but then i started to like him. but i didn't want to tell him because he had a girlfriend. i was so jealous. eventually they broke up. i was so happy. so then me and Kevin started talking. i started to fall for him. we would talk on the phone every night. i absolutely adored him. but i didn't think he felt the same. i wanted to ask him but i was so scared to hear his answer. i loved him more than a best friend. but i didn't tell him that. i told him that i loved him like a best friend. Kevin would always ask me which way do i love him. i would always think he... [Read More]
Tags: Love , Sadness , Betrayal, BreakupThats when i saw him,walking through the cafeteria, listening to his ipod his light brown hair falling over one eye.Than he looked at me and everything froze, there was only me and him. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest, and i knew i was in love. Than my freind, Shelley elbowed me and brought me back into the real world. ' what are you looking at' she asked me, all i could do was point at him. After that in 4th lesson i chose my seat next to the window and waited for the bell to go, but just as my teacher was about to start, he walked in , my teacher told him to pick a seat and said he'd have to share the textbook as there were none left. And the only seat left just happened to be the one next to me, when he... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Sadness, SorrowI was his and he was mine. In my mind, we were the perfect couple and i thought he felt the same way. He told me the sweetest things. He said I was the best thing that ever happened to him, he couldn't imagine life without me. He told me he doesn't know what he did to deserve someone like me. Life was great. We were inseparable...or so i thought. Months passed, and we grew more and more apart. He became distant, started flirting with other girls. Worst of all he started flirting with my best friend and to my misdemeanor she flirted right back. I read the texts, i saw them together. I saw how they looked at each other as if they had some dirty little secret. It broke my heart, tore me to shreds, and left me remains to decompose. In my mind, I believed I couldn't... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Sadness, Love, Breakup, Betrayal, Lonely, Angry, Rage, Tears, Move On