I met her, during a dinner. I saw her. She was so beautiful, And I could not keep my eyes off her. We talked for about an hour, I fell so deeply in love with her, her smile was so magical that it seriously melts my heart so much. Her name was B. B and I were once strangers, but my friend introduced her to me. It was the dinner when we both got to know each other deeper. I was seriously dying to tell her my feelings for her, but I was afraid that she would not like it, and will avoid me and also hate me. A few months later, I mustered all my courage and told her about my feelings for her. Her immediate reaction was to quickly look away from my eyes, and from the days to come, she told her friends to tell me that... [Read More]
Tags: HeartbrokenI was Grade 4. I was just a new student in my school. Everything was so awkward and new. That's when I met him, and experienced love for the first time. It was only after our examination, and I was tired but ready for another quarter of studies. One day, a friend told me that a boy in class had a crush on me. I didn't believe her at all, for that boy was someone I don't even know. But after I actually met him, he caught my attention. And before I knew it, I had a crush on him. I tried to deny it, but his hooks on me were just too deep to ignore. He was kind, smart, gentle, sensitive, mysterious, and totally DISTRACTING.I lost my focus on other things, and thought about him everyday. My feelings for him lasted for 3 and a half years, and I... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Friend, Crush, DilemmaWhen I came back to school last year as a freshman in high school, I was greeted with many surprises. There were plenty of new faces and some old ones that had changed quite a bit since I last saw them. Out of everyone else, his change shocked me the most. He was taller, his hair was longer, his glasses were absent, and his clothes, were admittedly, a lot less outdated. He seemed more eager to socialize and was a lot more approachable than he had been in middle school. He, well... intrigued me. We started talking. We got to know each other. He got me addicted to hockey, and I got him to joke around, despite his usual uptight attitude. By December, he was my closest guy friend. By December, he had also rocketed up to the very top of my recent infatuations. I had never saw any of... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Friend, Drama, High School, Love, UnlovedI met this guy through my gay friend. i just asked what's his name and I didn't expect that my friend would give him my number to let him text me. I was so shocked when he text me that day, but my friend said that he's nice so i befriended him. OK, to make the story short, we get along just fine, we became closer as the days go by, we chat almost everyday. Then one day we went to the mall with our friends and suddenly I felt something different inside me when accidentally our eyes met, I'm definitely falling in love with him. I can't fool myself so I made up my mind that night that I will tell him about my feelings soon. But just that next afternoon, he told me that he broke up with his girlfriend that day so I end up comforting him.... [Read More]
Tags: Waiting, Love, Sad, Heartbroken, FriendshipI was 18 and he was 25. It just started off as a thing. Nothing more then a random person on facebook. We talked, we laughed and we shared things about each other. I will admit if I had based him on a first impression if I had seen him on the street, he would definitely be on of the people that I would not even glance at him because I would believe he just wasn't "my type". As got to know him, things turned out different. He asked me if I would hang out with him and I was like, sure, why not. In my head, I always wanted to have the guy that would first be my friend before anything else, someone who knew my family and loved them as much as I did. Someone who my mother wouuld take to be her son before he became my... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Cheating, LiesI met this guy through my gay friend. I just asked what's his name and I didn't expect that my friend would give him my number to let him text me. I was so shocked when he text me that day, but my friend said that he's nice so I befriended him. OK, to make the story short, we get along just fine, we became closer as the days go by, we chat almost everyday. Then one day we went to the mall with our friends and suddenly I felt something different inside me when accidentally our eyes met, I'm definitely falling in love with him. I can't fool myself so I made up my mind that night that I will tell him about my feelings soon. But just that next afternoon, he told me that he broke up with his girlfriend that day so I end up comforting him.... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Friends, HeartbrokenI dont get it, everytime that someone hurts him he come running to me.I mean im sick of this,I just want him to know that i love him so much and i dont want us to be just friends.He already knows that i like him,but i dont think that he likes me back, yeah he said he does but i dont believe him,im not that gulliable. It hurts when he said i love you and i know that he just loves me AS A FRIEND.And now i heard that he's planning to court his ex girlfriend again. I mean doesnt he get tired?!? and when this girl will broke up with he's gonna come back running to me again?i dont wanna be the rebound or the one he comes running to when his heart got broken.I wanna be the one who he'll love forever and i will never ever hurt... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Love, Heartbroken, ReboundKissing air You chased after me. I shove open the door with a deafening crash, slamming it against the opposite wall. You rise and call out to me, incoherent words and meaningless phrases. The late afternoon light is bronze and sears my cheeks without notice. The suitcase in hand is empty, barren and void like a desert; what do I have to take it with me when you've plundered and stolen everything else? The lonely dirt road is strangely unfamiliar but the train station is in sight. I stride towards it. You caught my hand. As you wretch my body to face towards you, your gasps surge down my face and your dark eyes distort, wild with fear. You ask me stupidly if I was really going. When I recoil away, you pluck me back again as if I am a flower that bends away from your oppressive wind. Staring... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Goodbye, Cheated, Breakup, Betrayalonce up a time, when i was fifteen years old i dated a boy. he was sexy and handsome and just everything i could ask for in mister perfect. he was also very experienced. i was in love about a month and a week into the relationship. although i'd never felt this, i was certain he was it. the months went by as we grew closer and closer. we shared so many secrets and so many memories and we laughed so much. i had never gotten past so much as a kiss with a guy, although i found myself getting in deeper and deeper into wanting more and more from this guy. so, i grew more attached. about two years had past, and we had spent nearly every waking hour together and so many nights together. and, eventually in time, i had lost my virginity to him. i was completely... [Read More]
Tags: Two Years, Heartbroken, Wrong, Played, Blind Sided, Lied To, Stupid, Hurt, Betreayedhis name is jacob. and he is love. i can't see anyone else besides him. 7 months of holding a secret relationship behind everyone's back. he made me feel. after my uncle and best friend committed suicide, i was numb. and when he came into my life, it was like i was reborn again. i was literally a different person, all my friends said so. he broke off what we had on march 25. i gave him everything that i could. and i mean everything; he held my innocents in his palms.. but he has crushed them. i'm not saying that HE is THE REASON i am so utterly, pathetically, insanely depressed.. he's just the main cause. so much hope was stored in what we had, and he was my everything. he still is my everything. now, he won't even look at me. going from crazy hot make out sessions,... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Lost, Alone, Almost Lover, Stupid, Mistakes, Memories, Missing