This is not my story but rather of someone I know. I don't know many details, so this is fiction based off of a real story which remains untold to this day. Alright, this is going to be a great day! I'm going to go to church, lead worship, and maybe, just maybe I'll get noticed and invited somewhere. Thus were the thoughts of young twenty-year-old Jay Crenshaw (not his real name). Poor Jay was obsessed with math, music, Jesus, sports, and chess. He was very talented. He was also extremely socially awkward. When he arrived at this new church who wanted him to play piano for them, he was full of optimistic thoughts. How could anything go wrong? In fact, nothing went wrong that night but a few years in the future. That night, he met a wonderful girl named Angela who loved God. She saw past his social... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Hurt, Love Hurts, Rejected, Pain, True StoryAt one of my school events, I kept my eye on a particular fellow for a majority of the time. You could say he was pretty popular...he knew a good amount of people and seemed to be well-liked. He was formerly a varsity football player, and varsity lacrosse player. I asked some of my friends who he was, and they told me his name was Alex. Most of the friends that I asked didn't seem to think he was that attractive, but for some reason I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. I had seen him before. Football games, basketball games, previous school events, but I never really talked to him because he was into one of my former best friends. At the time I saw him at this event, he wasn't into the same girl anymore- he was really an open book. As the event goes on, we... [Read More]
Tags: Goodbye, I Love You, Waiting, Missing, UnlovedAnika. My best friend. My BFF! What she did could be forgotten but not easily. She betrayed me and everything I stand for. I don't understand, what did I do?? Did I hurt her somehow so she felt the need to do what she did?? I don't understand... It was about two years ago that I met Anika. We became instant friends. Similar taste in music, similar opinions, similar style and just similarity in everything, but we never got bored of each other. We told each other everything, even super gross stuff that we did. I trusted her with my life, I think she felt the same. One day, at our hell hole of a school, we notice something immediately. A new kid. HE was gorgeous. We looked at each other and ran over to him introducing ourselves. His name was Travis, he also had similar music taste as us... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Betrayal, Bestfriend, SuicideLet's start this story out with a not so sad quote. "I will not say, do not cry. For not all tears are of an evil." -Gandalf the White. Okay, here we go... I was six years old at the time. I had a good life, outside my house. I had friends, I had talents, I was liked. I would go to school, ready to learn, go to recess, see my friends at lunch. It was the most exciting thing. The only down side was going home. I had to ride the bus. It wasn't a long ride, I was the second stop. The bad part, was walking up the front steps. I would debate on whether to go in, or stay out there. My parents wouldn't notice anyways. I ended up walking inside. I slowly turned the handle, making as little noise as possible out of fear that I... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Tears, Love, Family, God, SonHis smile, if only I could have it . He was ... No He is my first love because I haven't been able to get him out my head and makes me sad to think that he doesn't feel the same or idk. It all started in 9 grade he was new to my school apparently, everyone knew him expect me. When I first meet him, it wasn't like the best first impression (showing if you screw the first time don't worry it not big deal), it was beginning of the year in 7th period, which I had him on my 2nd period too the teacher put him and me on the same group but he told me to past him the paper and how I didn't know him i handle him the paper and said "here you go" really quiet and he made fun of me because I was... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Broken Heart, Heartbroken, UnlovedI met a boy, not a boy actually met a man. A mature, attractive, charming, good, intelligent man. Exchanged numbers. chatting all the time. we had time for each other i guess whole day i was chatting with him. I was somewhere special girl for him. I got priority. He was like a more than friend for me. Gradually i started liking him. After several days we went physical.. That was the awesome moment i felt. But I had a question for myself that am I doing right. Should I trust. What if this guy walks out of my life and leaves me ? ohhhh!! bullshit how can i doubt him ? He is the only guy i trusted. THE BEST GUY. As the days passes I started liking him more and i was just clinged to him whereas i knew that aftersome months he is going to leave me... [Read More]
Tags: Moving On, Unloved, PainSince from childhood, I use to live alone, as loneliness was everything at that time for me. I always use to spend my spare time with my loneliness. I was deep bonded by my relations with my all nears and dears. My love for my family was infinite, especially to my brother and my uncle (chachu). But unfortunately I lost my uncle in accident almost 4 years ago on 20 April , 2010, after that incident I was all broken because he was my role model at that time even still. The influence of that very particular incident was that much Drastic that I lost myself completely and became addicted to alcohol and smoking. So that, I can destroy myself as I was not able to survive. On the other hand my elder brother was not with me while staying with me in a single room. Oh GOSH! I fell... [Read More]
Tags: Loneliness, UnlovedI'll start this one with a quote from Sarah Elle Emme- "I bled onto pages To spare you grief I was holding inside, Blood mixed with my tears, my ink wove a desperate tale of another time, As pages climbed towards another sky the burn in my chest began to subside, Till the pain lie dormant once more and the blood, tears and ink had nearly run dry." I'll be honest here. I've had learnt not to believe in love, or people who believed that you couldn't go on in life without love. I was in love once upon a time, we were kids and the girl I loved was 'taken away from me because God had to call his angel back home, so she could look over me better,' as they said. She made me promise that I will go on in life no matter what, make world a... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Survival, Death, HappinessBefore, you begin to read; I would like to tell you that this is based on a true story and that you should read it all the way through. I had a childhood friend. His name was 'Ben. Pittwater'. He was my friend, my neighbour, my child hood friend, my lover and soul mate. And I like to think that Ben loved me as much as I loved him. Thinking back, the first time I saw Ben was when I was 9 years old. Even though he had a luxurious living style, he was the only child and his parents were usually at work and returned at around 1PM. I sometimes saw him and after that, I let out the courage to say “Hi” to the member of the famous, rich Pittwater family. I still remember the moment he looked up after scratching the dirt then smiling at me with... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Child Abuse, Childhood, Death, Sadness, Despair, Alone, Foreve, Lost, LonelineIt all started a few weeks before school started.... I was finally in grade seven and we were starting a fresh new year! I wanted this one to be a really good one after the bullying incident that happened last year (my best friend bullied my other rlly close friend and broke us apart and got us into a lot of trouble, but now we're all friends again ????) Anyways... The first couple of weeks of school were really boring we'd just go to school sit there listen to lectures all day and then go back home and mostly watch Netflix and do the homework in the car the next morning... Then a couple of months into the school year (during November -ish) I got a dm on insta and it was a guy from my class that was best buds w my older bro so he was kinda close... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Unloved, Hurt