This is not a story about a lover,friend, or family. Just a cat. But not any cat. This cat was my everything. I didn't have that many friends in freshman year so I am pretty lonely. Everyday I'd go home on the same bus with the same bitch of a bus driver. Stressed thanks to all the stupid homework I had. But as soon I stepped in, there she was, waiting for me, like a loyal dog. I would always go into the kitchen to grab a bite to eat and sit on the floor. Then she would pop up from behind me. Purring and rubbing against me like I was catnip. She'd eventually roll on top of me and fall asleep on my belly while kneading my shirt. And as I looked at this little tabby cat, all emotions of the world washed away and I instantly grew joy... [Read More]
Tags: Pets, DeathWell, it was the time of Christmas holidays, and I was in 4th standard. It was just a normal morning for me. And for the rest as well. But I guess, not for someone.. As it was first day for her at new school.. New city.. I still remember the moment, when I saw her for the very first time. Sweet innocent face with mixed feeling of excitement and a little fear, pink cheeks, soft red lips, dark hairs.. I was kinda hypnotized. She was the most beautiful gal I ever saw.. I was so fallen in love with her, at the moment. Luckily, we had same taxi that'd escort us to the school. I was so glad to have her there with me. God had completed my universe.. Had granted me MY ANGEL. Soon, we became friends. We'd spend lot of time together.. playing, building sand castles, studying.. Days... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Lost, EmptinessHis name was Ian. He was 23, and I was 19. I was a sophomore in college just moving into my new apartment when I saw him. He made a habit of smoking on his balcony, which I didn't mind because I knew someday I was going to have enough courage to talk to him. I was so shy. One day I bought a pack of cigarettes, and started smoking, in hopes that he would talk to me- which soon after, he did. Everyday after that I stood outside his balcony to talk to him. I'm a decently shy person when it comes to men. I'm not awkward, but I'm often referred to as being quiet with an angel face. About 2 weeks into our balcony talks, he turns to go in his house, but before he could I stopped him and surprised myself when I asked,"When can I ask... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Waiting, Death, Sadness, Accident, True LoveYou know, you can call me a brat, a kid who doesn't know a thing about the world, because I'm just sixteen years old and honestly, I wish it was like that. Just to be a naive kid, to knows nothing about death, about money that seems to vanish and parents, who just get older and older. And in their shadow follows death. Certainly, but always lets go of them at the last moment. Seems to always leave you behind with the message don't forget me, one day I will come'. It began first when I was, I think, eleven years old. My mother had cancer. It wasn't that bad even though it was cancer, but we first didn't knew if she could recover. What made her conditions really worse were the medicaments she had to take. She was weak and you couldn't do anything than just watch. Watch your... [Read More]
Tags: Life, Death, FamilyBack when I was in high school, I was a smart kid but never really striven for high grades or perfect scores... At times, I would make sure I would get a zero on my tests and get a 100% on my exams to confuse my teachers... One day, on my senior year, one of my math teacher announced an up coming quiz bee... Eleonor (not her real name just in case anyone actually knows me), was chosen to compete 'cause she was remarkably excellent in our math classes since our sophomore year. She needed two more students as teammates; so Jody (not her real name too) was chosen too [she volunteered herself 'coz she's Eleonor's bff]. I was listening to music using my earphones, thinking the teacher was too cooped up with the participant-choosing that she wouldn't notice me. My conclusion was a mistake, she saw my earphones and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, DeathThat very moment when our eyes met ,his big black sparkling eyes flamed that spark that kept my hurt burning forever ,i was hypnotized by the first sight ,i couldn't stop staring at him ,but i collected my papers apologized and went to the class room ,but i kept thinking about him. I thought it was destiny when i saw him getting into the same class room (my class room) . By time we get closer and then he became my best friend ,we felt communication by each time our eyes met ,but no one could ever say the truth of his feelings ,for i was a very shy girl, i just pretended that we was just friends, even though i'm so into him and he's so into me ,but each time i see his eyes i swim inside them with all of my emotions ,i was involve with him... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Death?3 Days Till Forever? BY: Fatima Mae M. Panganiban GIAN: It was her 5th birthday as her nurse explained to me that she collapse after a brief game with her friends. She was brought to the hospital and there they found out what she has been suffering. It was the start of our 2nd grading and time to switch places; from a front seat I transferred myself to the very back. There, in that place, was peaceful, silent, and cold. It had a very different climate from my past seating place, but it was nice though I didn't have anyone to talk to for the seats beside me were empty (but not for long). At the same morning, our school principal walk right in our classroom with a new student at her side (and I wonder why they change their minds about late enrolled students, but this was an exception... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Death, Lost, SacrificeIt was August 2009 and my boyfriend Cody was on con-leave after graduating basic training, and breaking his leg. 28 day he would be home for and sometime in those last 5 days before he would leave for 17 weeks I got pregnant. We were apart for 3 months when he came home to visit, just in time for my ultrasound. A girl, we were having a girl, Evelyn Marie Johnson. We had been talking about baby names since before he had left for basic. Evelyn, so simple, so elegant, so beautiful, and kind of old fashion. Evelyn, my daughter. My love, if you don't have never been pregnant you can't imagine how a love like this feels. It fills you up in every way. Every kick, every roll, every hiccup magic that makes your heart leap with joy. I was 18 weeks pregnant when they told me baby was... [Read More]
Tags: Pregnency, Death, LostThis are comments I wrote of my departed wife... left so quickly from health to departure, in less than six months from Cancer. With Death I see her in the sunlight shadows and in the corners of light, a glimpse, a memory a thought a smell, a bump in the night. These still all are Deb for me. I find myself waking at 11:00 and at three, in search of her. Where has she got to now? It is time for medicine. And then I remember, she no longer needs it. It will work no more if it ever did, she is gone, gone, gone, and then I cry some more. I cry for myself and for generations passed, for all those before and after me, who if they are lucky enough to have so loved a woman will feel the pain that I now feel. And, I don?t envy... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Wife, MissingOne day there was a girl named Danica she had a boyfriend who is Jake, Danica and Jake are already 28,they were dating since they were 20 with their parents permission,their parents said they were a perfect pair, Danica and Jake was already planning to be married because they know that they're at the right age and know that they can already supply their needs because they already have their own jobs, Danica is a high-school teacher while Jake is working in an office.When they're parents knew about their plans the both side agreed and even helped them about it, Danica and Jake was very happy and can't wait for their wedding.The next month they were really busy for their wedding because there are only five days and they are to be married,they already sent invitations to their guests and prepared their clothes for their wedding,a few hours Jake noticed... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Accident, Heartbreak