I fell in love with this guy, He's 21 and I'm 18. Every time we got together I fell more and more in love with him. We would text each other everyday. While I was on vacation in Oklahoma, that was when I started to fall for him. He was the only guy I felt completely safe with. In his arms, when he holds me I felt so content. When other boys would hug me, I never felt that way. He knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile. we slept together, not in a sexual way. We just cuddled next to each other, and fell asleep. One day after I slept at his house. He was gonna go shopping with this girl AKA his best friend. He told me things like I would be the first girl he would take on a date, how I'm... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Heartbroken, Pain, Breakup, Alone, Tears, Betrayal, Sorrow, Memories, Hope, Hurt, Depression, UnIsn't it funny how people think they know you? They think they know every single thing about you and your feelings. How it will effect you, how you'll feel after they say it to you. They don't realize what they're doing to you. It's almost funny, but not quite. Everybody says how girls are vicious and mean, and it's true. I once read in a book that women have their trays of sharp pointy tools, like at the dentist office. But I have a better analogy. It's like getting stabbed in the heart with a knife. Only it doesn't hit the heart right away. It gets deeper every day by milimeters. The blood that pours out are the tears that are emptied into the pillow late at night when no one's listening. The deeper it goes, the more you start to think about killing yourself. Once it reaches the heart,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hate, Never, Forget, Pain, Sorrow, Hurt, Killing, Crush, Hopeless, SadnessYou close your eyes and count to 3. When you open them you hope things are ok. But when you open your eyes it’s all still here. I hate you! You try to walk away but it follows. Always negative, always there. I wish I was dead! A new day a new start. Wrong. Still there, still hating. Ill just run away then! Your angry now, all this negativity is rubbing off on you. You lash out and everything you want to say comes out. SHUT UP! You don’t know what you’re on about. You have a lot more than you think. You’re lucky, try living someone else’s life for a day! But it doesn't end. I don’t care! I’ll be better somewhere else anyway. The argument never ends. It continues never getting old. Do the dishes No! Now! I hate you! You can’t help it your angry, too angry.... [Read More]
Tags: FAMILY, DEPRESSION, SORROW, ALONE, SADMy aunt Connie ...It was one rainy day. I couldn't bare not to cry. She was everything to me, she was my life, my sunshine that kept me going. I need her. She was my inspiration. I loved her so much. Now on this rainy day, she got sick. Not just any kind of sick, but a virus. My uncle thought it was just a cold. Until she started acting like she was two years old. Then he took her to the doctor. He said that she had a virus but they couldn't find out what it was. Or what was causing it. The last time I saw her, was right before she got sick. Now it's September and she isn't doing very well. She has been in and out of the hospital for day and weeks. My mom has been going to see her daily to make sure she... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Sorrow, Love, Separated, SadnessOn may 22nd 2010 I fell in love with a 15 year old, and I was only 13? he really didn?t care about my age, but still it bothers me. We are not dating anymore because he was just not taking anything seriously. All he talked about was sex, and he is talking about sex with a 13 year old? I AM 13 NOT 25! I had a feeling that he would have sex with me and leave me, I asked him that question and he laughed and said ?of course not!? but I didn?t believe him. He once called a girl Hun and beautiful, it really wasn?t ?OKAY? with me, I talked to him about it, but he would just always change the subject. He always changes the subject about my ?stuff? and he would always tell me what he wants to do with my ?stuff?. I talked to... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Pain, SorrowI was a river of sorrows, time and tides made me a sea and now the fate has gone against me so it made me an ocean of sorrows. You might be thinking that water flows in my ocean of sorrows. But you are wrong, only the tears flow in it. I always swim in the ocean of tears and collect all the sorrows that god has given me as the gift. Have you ever seen a person born just to suffer the sadness and the pain? Your answer might be NO. But you can see me just suffering all the sadness, sorrows and pain that exist in this entire world. Why do you know? Because the almighty god is against me. It hurts too much when dreams broke like the glasses. I had experienced it and dropped silent tears from my eyes. Alas! I can do nothing. I am... [Read More]
Tags: Sorrow, Sad, LostSo I was dating this guy. I thought we were really in love. I guess it was because I guess I was out of his league and I knew anything I did he wouldn't breakup with me. So one day I found out he asked some other chick for a naked picture. I broke up with him of course but the same week I lost my best friend. My best friend that I was with since 6th grade. I don't have many friends that I'm close to. This girl was with me through everything she was like my sister. But after this guy broke my heart I was done with everything so my best friend slipped through my fingers and I could care less. But after a week I start to feel lost. alone. empty. I had nobody Of corse I wasnt allowed to date so I couldnt talk to... [Read More]
Tags: Leaveing, Boyfriend, Bestfriend, Sorrow, Alone, EmptynessThats when i saw him,walking through the cafeteria, listening to his ipod his light brown hair falling over one eye.Than he looked at me and everything froze, there was only me and him. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest, and i knew i was in love. Than my freind, Shelley elbowed me and brought me back into the real world. ' what are you looking at' she asked me, all i could do was point at him. After that in 4th lesson i chose my seat next to the window and waited for the bell to go, but just as my teacher was about to start, he walked in , my teacher told him to pick a seat and said he'd have to share the textbook as there were none left. And the only seat left just happened to be the one next to me, when he... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Sadness, SorrowDelilah was everything a guy wanted, she was pretty, funny, smart. All Delilah wanted was someone to love her. She found this guy online. His name was Tim. Their lives were both bad but they had eachother. Over time they came to know eachother much more their love grew more than anyone would have thought. 5 years later Delilah earned enough money to get a flight to where the boy lived. He was at Virginia Beach, and she was in Canada. She bought a plane ticket and they arranged to meet that very same day. Tim drove to the airport right when they arranged to meet and the exact place.... as he waited he read on the airport t.v "A devistating crash of the plane from Toronto Canada to Virginia Beach has just been reported" He broke down in tears knowing that was her flight. He went home.... got a... [Read More]
Tags: Sorrow, Sadness, Lost Love, Lost, Love, Death