I am writing a true story. In 2012 I tried to overdose on pills, my mum had died when I was five and my dad had cancer. I was stupid and in deep depression. I used to self harm and I would not listen to anyone and I would not smile at all. I got in all sorts of trouble. I had no hope in myself, I would sit around at night crying to myself to take my life away. Because I thought there was no point of me living. I didn't believe I could get up on my feet again. I had planned to do it again but one of my friends told me that there is no point taking my life away. Because I'm still young. Someday from now I could have a family, a job, go on holidays, meet new people and make my dreams come true.... [Read More]
Tags: High Hopes, Suicide, Together, Trust, Hope, Strength, Life, Broken, Moving OnHave you ever fallen in love from the first sight? Or did you ever wonder if it was real? well..I can tell you it is in fact real, since I'm one of it's victims, now you wonder why I called myself a victim..well that's because nothing..happened..and I kept on wondering and wondering .. and wondering. I have not a day in my life when I thought I'd meet someone like him. Though that day .. I felt like life was finally giving me something bright and warm, that's what I thought.., we made eye contact my heart skipped a beat. I felt like time has stopped and everything around me stopped moving. I just saw his eyes only his eyes..I loved him and I didn't get the chance to hear his voice..or know his name..I didn't care about that stuff because .. his smile made my brain blank .. just... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Distance, Hope, Sadness, Hurt, AloneIt was December... A regular, cold morning in our school. I was only an 8th grader. I had just gotten over my last 'crush', who had ignored me and talked wrong about me behind my back. This year had been very tough for me- my best friend had stabbed me in the back, half of my other friends left me, and almost everyone else around me hated me or didn't want to talk to me. I went through a time when I just wasn't happy and I wanted to be alone. That time changed when I talked to a boy named Stephen. Stephen was different to me, but I didn't know it yet. I had met him in the 6th grade, and he was amazing. Then, we slowly forgot about each other. I talked to him again in 8th grade (I sat behind him). He was also so charming and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Crush, Honesty, High School, Unloved, Sad, Hurt, HopeIt was a cold rainy night.. I met up with him the day after our huge argument. I parked outside his house as I usually did every night and as I opened my door he was already standing outside waiting for me. as soon as i opened the door he grabbed my hand and led me inside his room. We locked eyes and we both knew what was going to happen that very moment. He began to explain how disappointed he was in me and he's had enough. i was wrong, I knew I was. I pathetically began to weep and beg for forgiveness. He held my hand and told me it was best we were friends and as he's eyes got watery... He walked to the opposite side of the room and had his head in his hands and said, "I care about you so much.. Why is this... [Read More]
Tags: Sad Love, Sadness, Depressing, Love Story, Love Hurts, Life, Lies, Hope, Lonely, Sad, Breakup, MemoriesThis story is about a teenage girl... To tell you the truth, it's about me. My story about my painful, brokenhearted, crushed love. People say I'm young and all but no matter what age, I believe we have the right to love someone. ___________________________________________________ It's been 3 years... 3 years of loving him. But in the middle of the 3 years, a knife stabbed my heart. He got a girlfriend... The thing is he knew I liked him, he never said anything. How am I suppose to know if I'm suppose to give up? When I heard he got a girlfriend, I didn't know what to do. I didn't feel anything, I was numb, too shocked to do anything. That night, I thought of killing myself, I knew it was stupid yet I still thought of it. I cried and cried, I kept thinking and thinking. He was happy and... [Read More]
Tags: Painful, One Sided Crush, Love, Broken, Broken Heart, Hurt, Crush, One Sided, Hope, Crushed, Giving UpI fell in love with this guy, He's 21 and I'm 18. Every time we got together I fell more and more in love with him. We would text each other everyday. While I was on vacation in Oklahoma, that was when I started to fall for him. He was the only guy I felt completely safe with. In his arms, when he holds me I felt so content. When other boys would hug me, I never felt that way. He knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile. we slept together, not in a sexual way. We just cuddled next to each other, and fell asleep. One day after I slept at his house. He was gonna go shopping with this girl AKA his best friend. He told me things like I would be the first girl he would take on a date, how I'm... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Heartbroken, Pain, Breakup, Alone, Tears, Betrayal, Sorrow, Memories, Hope, Hurt, Depression, UnMe, my mum and dad were heading off on a family vacation for my 11th birthday , I was looking forward to the holiday but not the six hour drive there . I remember my mum and dad waking me up at seven to get dressed and eat my breakfast next thing I knew we were in the car . My mum in the passenger seat my dad driving and me in the back seat. A few hours later the rain started to hit on the car and the sun was going down so my dad decided he would speed up just to catch the time back up but I guess you would say that would be the biggest regret of his short lived life. It was now around 11 o clock and almost pitch black . I jumped as my dad suddenly slammed his foot on the brake my... [Read More]
Tags: Family, God, Crash, Death, Pain, Hospital, Hope, Cry, Love, LifeTogether With You, Is Just an Extravagant Hope Two year ago, grade 8, she walked into my life. It is from that second, my world, my life and my heart is linked to hers. Perfect light brown hair that would makes every other girl jealous, big light grey eyes that makes the stars looks like they are not shinning, straight and white teeth that makes the purest pearls lose their shinny sheen, perfectly good-looking with a gorgeous body, smart, nice, cute, mature but still childish. When all these things come together, they made a girl, Ro, my love of my life. The first time I met her was in the library. She was sitting beside the table near the window and concentrating on her book. Half of her face is blocked by her long, beautiful hair that is hanging in front of her. Because there was no other seat, I... [Read More]
Tags: Help, Hope, Broken HeartI see you at school, Armida. The days I don't see you I still feel rather empty, for the mere sight of you is enough for my comfort. You have such an amazing natural pull; I feel as though I need to talk to you, but I can't. I'm too shy, and you display no interest in me. Once when I was headed for class I saw you and you saw me. I looked at you with a passion to converse and tell you how fascinated I am by you, and you looked at me instinctively; and that was a huge thing for me. Your casual look absolutely accepting for me. It made my entire week. You have no idea. I was happy. School, because of you, appeared fun and exciting. Every time I sat at my table I would see you pass by on your way to get food.... [Read More]
Tags: Desire, LOVE, Hope, UnlovedI'm 25 years old withing theses last couple years of my life it haves been nothing but hell. When I was little my mother never was around she always left me and my brother to go be with strange men and drugs I know when she came home it was only for a couple of Min cause when she tuck me into bed she would rub the back of my head to put me too sleep so I wouldn't be up set when she left all I ever wanted is a mother which I still never got. When I was 8 years old my father took me over to my sister and her husband house to play with their kids well I got thirsty I went into the house to get some Kool Aid on my way back out my brother in law stop me he said he wanted to... [Read More]
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