I met Alex when I was five. He was four years older than me. We were such good friends, time I got, I would be with him. He was someone that I loved more than a brother if it were possible. He was my Guardian until the end. He lived in Mexico. Now I'm thirteen, and still remember him. It was only a year ago though, and I won't ever forgive myself for doing what I did to him. In the plaza where he lived were these really bad guys who screwed over any girl they could fool. One day me and Alex were just walking around when we ran into them, they have always messed with me because they thought I was a "jewel to win" because I was from the U.S and I looked different and I spoke differently. So they came over to me and just started... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Waiting, Lost, Gone, Pain, Love, Best FriendThere is a boy that really likes me. I like him too. He always tell me he wants to be my boyfriend but I keep telling no he can't. But he still insists. He didn't know I liked him and that's why he thinks I say no when he makes a preposition to be with me; And that is when I explained why we could not be together. I told him that I was in love with him and that I would willingly get into a relationship with him in a heartbeat but the problem is my dad. He got very vexed with me and stopped talking to me for a couple of days. My dad doesn't want me to have a boyfriend and if I get one he's going to kick me out of the house. If he kicks me out of the house my godfather would hurriedly take... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Depression, Waiting, Family, SadSo there was this new kid that moved here. He was kinda a bad kid. but once you got to know him. He was pretty cool. I thought I'd never have a chance with him.. then the summer after he moved here we were hanging out and he told me he liked me. We grew closer as time went by and he asked me out. of course I said yes, I had fallen in love with him the minute he moved here.... He has had a hard home life and one night we were laying there and he was telling me about his family and stuff that has happened and he started crying... It made me feel good that he could talk to me about these things. Because he couldn't talk to anyone else about them.. His dad was kind of abusive and his mom never really listened. I was... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Cutting, Selfharm, Love, Breakup, Alone, Depressed, Waiting, Sex, Heartbroken, Lost, True StoryThis was a story about something that happened to me, I'm a theater freak, so I made a personal Pro's piece. "Have you ever felt too shy or scared to tell someone how you felt about them? Or you kept your feeling hidden deep down so that someone else-your friend-can have a chance? Well Ash knows how you feel. She keeps her love for her best friend under wraps to make her friend happy, so she can get the happy ever after, instead of herself after all, what are friends for, right? Hidden Under, by...Anna C. Carrera, a personal narrative. "I say loudly, yet I sound like a whisper." ...Why didn't I just tell him? He would have understood, right? No I couldn't, I can't, for Katt. I mean, she deserves him, I don't. I had my chance. Now I have to let him go, and I will. I will... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Lost Love, Hidden Love, Waiting, Guilt, Best Friend, Girl, Unloved, Heartbroken, Hurt, Pain, Sad, CrThere's a feeling inside me that makes me sad. It's called heartbreak. I used to be able to fall asleep at night without thinking of anyone. I used to be able to sleep without dreaming. I used to be able to sleep through a whole night without waking up. All those days were before I met you, before I broke your heart and mine all at the same time. Now I think of you before I sleep, I dream about you now and then, and almost every night I wake up at some point and get that super sad feeling. That feeling let's me know that I'm still missing you. Every damn day. I keep hoping for something that will never happen. I still want something I will never have. I have to move on, but moving on is so hard when you can't let go. And I'm still holding... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Sad, Waiting, Missing, Breakup, SadnessHis name was Ian. He was 23, and I was 19. I was a sophomore in college just moving into my new apartment when I saw him. He made a habit of smoking on his balcony, which I didn't mind because I knew someday I was going to have enough courage to talk to him. I was so shy. One day I bought a pack of cigarettes, and started smoking, in hopes that he would talk to me- which soon after, he did. Everyday after that I stood outside his balcony to talk to him. I'm a decently shy person when it comes to men. I'm not awkward, but I'm often referred to as being quiet with an angel face. About 2 weeks into our balcony talks, he turns to go in his house, but before he could I stopped him and surprised myself when I asked,"When can I ask... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Waiting, Death, Sadness, Accident, True LoveLet me start off by saying, i am a 17 year old girl who has had struggles ever since birth. My mother is mentally ill, and i haven't seen her for more then 15 minutes since i was 10. She was taken away from me since birth because my parents got a divorce. My two older brothers have memories of her only because her hormones got screwed up when she had me. they say the third times a charm, but completely not true in this case. So i got to see her every other weekend. Whenever i would be with her, i acted like a complete brat. i cried, yelled, threw hissy fits. She would punish me by giving me a 5 minute time out, but then when i got home, my step mother,would put me in the corner for a good hour or so, i was around 6 then.... [Read More]
Tags: Unhappy, WaitingOnce a girl named Blair found her true love. The first time she saw him was in 6th grade. The first thing she noticed about him was his smile. Perfect. 6th grade is a pretty immature time for kids. You think your cool. Blair didn't think much about this boy. Than in 7th grade on the first day she saw him. She got a feeling she never had before. She wanted to know everything about him. She finally got his number. They texted just silly things. Blair told him that she liked him. He just said he wanted to be friends. She was crushed. Than on the date of 4.15.10 the boy asked Blair out. That was the best day for her. One day they hung out and Blair got her first kiss. She was in love. He said he was in love too. Then one day they got in... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Waiting, Love, True LoveMy name is Weather... yes it is my real name, but im ok with it. I just turned 13... but i fell in love when i was only 10 (5th grade). He walked into the class room and my teacher, Mr.Wood, told him to sit next to me. "William" heh how could i forget that name, he had dirty-blond skater boy hair, bright sky-blue eyes, pail skin, and he was so kind to me. He only talked to me... he made me luagh, and helped me become a artist, (i needed more practice with my painting), he would sit with me by a large tree on the feild and we would talk about pointless, kid things, and we always through some anime in there, hehe i was such a geek. But... that all changed when my parents said that we were moving to another town that was kinda close to... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Waiting, MissingI'm Jenny. I'm 13 and I'm in love. At first, I don't really know what love is. All I know is from what people said, "love is something beautiful, something you feels in your tummy when you look at his face. something that makes you smile when he smiles." Until, I met this guy. He was my first boyfriend. His name was...David. He's a senior, he's 2 years older than me. But who the hell cares? You're in love, right? So, we chatted. He asked me out pretty much like this: Him: Hey. What's up? Me: As usual. Super bored. You? Him: Well me too. I kinda wanna ask you something. Me: What is it? Him: Well I'm pretty nervous and hm naaah just forget it. Never mind. Me: Just tell! I'm dying to know. Him: Well, hm. I don't want another guy gets you. You're not close with other... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Waiting, Love