i'm so stupid

michaelsims

15 Dec, 2015 01:18 PM

so i just finish reading a story called i broke my promise and i thought if (s)he could tell about the time (s)he had wrong someone by doing one of the worse things that you could do to someone in my case and that is breaking your promise and getting rid of an trust that the person had i thought i should get this off my chest and i'll feel better about it (mind the spelling i again said i'm stupid and have a great problem with spelling) a little back story. growing up i didn't have a good life but i try not to whine because i know people who had it worse than me. i got bullied day and night. i never felt safe anywhere my brother just thought of me as a toy and a pounching bag. he never treated me like brothers should he used me... [Read More]

Tags: Stupid, Self Harm, Friendsship, Trust
Votes: 6
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Silence

Danelle

15 Dec, 2015 03:16 AM

Not long ago a 11 year old girl was admitted into the hospital. She spent her time looking out the Window and smiling. It was as if the view was beautiful. Although it was just a basketball court. Every night she,just listened to the sound of the beeps. It broke the silence of the cold nights. When people asked her if she was sad her reply was " a smile can fix a problem ". No one could see her sadness. Her imagination had covered all over her room. Some say she could bring a light into a and room. Her mask fooled everyone. That was until the day he met her................. A nurse had come into her room with a boy around her age. He looked at her with bright eyes "wow your so pretty. With your big chocolate coloured brown eyes, small cherry coloured lips and brown hair"... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Hope, Love, Lost, Heartbroken
Votes: 65
31857 16

Nicholas

bella

20 Nov, 2015 07:45 PM

There's this guy named Nicholas, He's sweet,kind,caring,the most loving person you can ever meet. We met on this site called meetme it's a dating site, we talked on it for a few months and we got close. We have met in person a few times, I have helped him with his school work and i'm making sure he graduates. He and i have been friends for a while, he is always their for me when i need him. One day, I wrote him a letter telling him how i felt about him, he got the letter and told me he doesn't see me like that, He doesn't want anything to ruin our friendship. I was so upset, I really truly had feelings for him and i still do. He doesn't understand that my feelings aren't gonna go away so easily like his can. One day, me and him went for... [Read More]

Tags: Confused, Love Hurts, Love Story
Votes: 4
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stephen part 2

bella

20 Nov, 2015 08:02 AM

This is part two of my story with stephen, On october 27th,stephen asked me to come over and watch movies and play wwe so i agreed to go, I went to his house it was just him home alone, we talked about how each other been and how the single life is treating us, then he asked me if i have had any fun and i said no i haven't, next thing i know we are having sex. the sex was amazing this time after we were done, he and i just watched movies and just chilled. I tired to hold his hand which was the worst thing to do he rejected it. I stayed their ittl about 4 in the morning and then i left. a few days later i seen him on halloween and he basically ingored me and didn't even say hi to me at all. I... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Unloved, Cheated
Votes: 2
15184 4

Butterflies

Oizys

29 Nov, 2015 04:47 AM

I used to get those intense butterflies. You know the ones that make you feel like you need to sit down because they are so powerful. It started when I was twelve. I have known him my whole life, but now i was beginning to notice him. Our families are close friends, so I would see him almost every weekend. He would sit close to me and give me a cute smile that would melt my heart. The summer going into eight grade, we would video chat almost every night until three in the morning. He loves to cook, so we would watch the cooking channel together. He would watch in his room, because he parents let him have a television in there, and I would watch in the loft at my house. Some nights we wouldn’t talk much, but it was just nice having him there, even if it... [Read More]

Tags: First Love, Butterflies, Betrayal
Votes: 30
17596 11

My Life

Nirmal Shah

26 Nov, 2015 04:18 PM

Hey Guys! I just went on surfing the net & found this website. I haven't read any of the stories until now and just saw that this page actually lets you share your stories to the people so I just started to write my own one. Well It all started when I was of 15. My family were running under a financial crisis & we had to face the hardest time of life which one couldn't imagine. But still my mother grew me up very well & I was very supportive & my parent's last hope for happy living. I was good at studies and It was SSC Matriculation year & my parents didn't wanted to take any risk on that. So they decided to arrange tuitions for me & it was my first time when I was going outside for studying as until now I used to only school... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Regret, Regrets
Votes: 1
14371 5

Olajuwon.

bella

25 Nov, 2015 09:22 PM

Back in the 7th grade, I went to a party with my friend kimmy, it was at her friend's so i didn't really know any one their, But that's when i met Olajuwon, he came up to us and was talking to us for a while, i thought he was super annoying at first, he tried to chase me with a turtle which was weird. After the party a couple days later, I was on the phone with kimmy, and she calls him, And we were talking and i found out he went to the same school as me and kimmy, so me and him kept talking more and more and i fell for him, and then when i seen him at school and we talked, his friends made fun of him for it because i was in a special program, and they made fun of me all the time... [Read More]

Tags: Exboyfriend, Hate, Love
Votes: 4
15031 1

My grandpa

bella

25 Nov, 2015 05:37 AM

I never talk about this i uselly keep it in but i felt like it was time to talk about it, One day I was getting picked up from my grandpa and like normal i would go over their every other weekend and spend time with him and my grandma, so we were in the car and he was asking me what my bra size was, and i was in shock i was only 10 at the time, and i was very confused. He was acting very very strange towards me, then he grabbed my boob. I was terrified and compeletly just in shock, i started not feeling good and he told me do you want me to go to the store and get you some water? and i told him no so when we got to the house, he told me don't say anything to your grandma i don't... [Read More]

Tags: Family
Votes: 1
13643 4

What if?

redlover

22 Nov, 2015 03:07 AM

Before high school I was a pretty good kid. I had never been kissed, never done drugs, only tastes alcohol once, and just innocent. Like others high school changes all that. I got an entire new group of friends and started living. The problem was I was still innocent and I got taken advantage of because of it. This made me have huge trust issues and and a very low self-esteem. I started drinking way too much to try to forget. I smoked weed until my lungs felt like they were going to collapse to try and not feel so terrible. I let guys do whatever the hell they wanted to me if they just called me pretty first, and if all else failed I cut myself to just try to stop feeling. Basically I was a complete mess. Then I met Derek. Derek was not as fucked up as... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Trust, True Story, Broken
Votes: 86
26079 11

I broke the promise

Alfred

09 Nov, 2015 03:53 PM

Before the story begins, forgive any grammatical errors and too much (or lack of) detail or woeful structure. I find that writing out stories helps alleviate the pain a bit. Skip to the last two paragraphs if you want the important parts; the first section just gives some background I had just finished High School and started Uni this year. Wasn't my first preference, but it was still a good Uni to be enrolled in. Here was where I met an interesting young woman, who I had initially disliked and tolerated solely due to her stunning apparent intellect. By the start of Uni I still had a girlfriend, and had been with her for just over four years by then, which was another reason why I found no reason to like this young woman at all. Halfway through the first semester, my girlfriend and I broke up. That tore me... [Read More]

Tags: Stupid, Regret, Real
Votes: -36
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