A Part Of My Life

Jenny98

02 Sep, 2015 01:02 PM

Sadness is not only about being heart broken by a boy or a girl, it is not only about going through a bad relationship. Sadness can be of various types. It can be of different categories and my one falls in one of them. I'm a girl and I have a hidden pain inside me which I wasn't not being able to share with anyone till now. I feel anxious. I feel anxious and scared when I'm standing alone in a crowded room. My whole body starts to shiver and I start to sweat. I feel very weak. And nearly collapse every time. I used to hate my life. I felt so sick all the time. I cried for endless hours and spent sleepless nights alone in my room. I used to feel very alone and scared. I just was not able to share this pain I felt with anyone,... [Read More]

Tags: Life, Truth
Votes: -27
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The "Happy Mask"

Jill

03 Sep, 2015 10:16 AM

Having everything yet feeling empty is quite a weird feeling. Smiling to others when you feel like you want to cry and just die just eats you up. Saying your 'fine' when really you're not is more than just a lie, it's a weapon that breaks you every time. Putting on a mask of a happy face on everyday and acting like a happy person is very tiring. Because you know that if you show your true face, you will be hated, you will be beaten up, and you'll be scolded and lectured. People will tell you "You have no right to be sad!", "You have no reason to be tired when you didn't even do a single thing!" The people around me just don't realize just how hard I work to play the role as the happy-go-lucky child. They never realized how much I've been hurt because of this... [Read More]

Tags: Freedom, Sad, Sadness, Family, Hurt, Pain, Mask, Happiness, Loneliness, Darkness, Salvation, Chain, Bound, Help
Votes: -1
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insipiration by love

dalip

04 Sep, 2015 08:35 AM

Hi, here Dalip speaking. you can call me Danny I want to share one event that happened to me last year. I live in Delhi. I passed schooling from g.b.s.s and start pursuing engineering from BVCOE, but I am not a good student in class when I was in 12th standard then thought that I would never fall in love with a girl, but in college, I fell in love with a girl. She did not like me, but I love her so much she never thought about me, but I always thought about her. She was a princess of my dream, but my class friend told me that she is not much hot as you are thinking about her . it was wrong .she is damn hot and my first and may be the last love in life. But I figured I would say her I love you, but... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved
Votes: 2
8536 1

Stephen

bella

12 Aug, 2015 01:41 AM

It all started back in 2014,I was watching The royal rumble, when i get a kik message from stephen asking me how the paperview is going and we start talking for a while, and then he tells me i have to tell you something. I said okay and waited for him to respond,He told me he has a crush on me since i turned 18 and that he really liked me. I was completely shocked i had no idea that my stepbrother had a crush on me. We started talking and the more we talked the more i was falling for him, He made everything better and he made me smile. He made life seem so much better, He and i talked for months, Ittl one day he met this girl name Rachel,she became his whole world, that's all he talked about was her. I felt like I just lost... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Heartbreak
Votes: 4
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With all of my love, Will

em:)

29 Aug, 2015 03:20 AM

It's pretty awful to know someone who died. You know what's even worse? When it's someone you love. I'm Emily, and I'm 17. Let me start from the beginning, all the way back to Friday. Will, my boyfriend, and I were watching a movie in his basement. Some sappy movie i forced him to watch with me. He's a good boyfriend to put up with the things i make him do. Anyway, we were watching this sappy movie. He was sitting against the corner of the couch with his legs stretched out, and i was in the middle of them, leaning my back against his chest with his arms wrapped around me, and his face buried partially in my long red/blonde hair. He leaned his head around mine and used his pointer finger and middle finger to turn my head gently and softly kissed my lips. It was a slow... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Story, Depressing, Suicide, Accident, Story, Cry, Crying, Broken
Votes: -30
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Keep still loving him

PinkMolly

27 Aug, 2015 11:56 PM

last year I went on a school camp, it was a survival camp so it meant no showers or actual toilets. i was at my worst (looked really bad). there was guy that was on the camp that i really liked. we ended up making out in the tents while everyone else was having fun and making dinner and no one noticed us gone. we talked alot after that for a few weeks but it slowly died down. On the summer holidays there was a beach party that i was invited to, i went and took a best friend with me because i wasn't sure if anyone i really liked would be there... I was wrong, he was there, the i liked. we talked alot that night and my friend ditched me to hangout with some others. I was quite drunk and had absolutely no clue what i was doing.... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Love, Love Hurts, Heartbroken, Heartbreak, Love Story, Broken, Him
Votes: -70
39739 15

Confusing love

Raquel

24 Aug, 2015 04:54 AM

It all started when I was about 6 he was 7. He had just gotten to this country and I was a little shy. We were at a family party. We we're just friends ,my big sister was messing with us and she pushed his face into mine. After that day I felt weird I didn't know what I was feeling I was only 6.I realized I liked him. 5 Years pasted and all i did was think of him my feelings for him got stronger. I was 11 when i first slept over his house I was so excited. He had to sleep on the floor I felt bad so I joined him .I woke up around 1a.m because I had to pee and woke him up too because I was scared of the dark I tried going back to sleep but I couldn't so he wrapped his arm... [Read More]

Tags: First Love, Only Love, Unloved, Hurt
Votes: -27
15467 1

Missing her

Charity

24 Aug, 2015 12:34 AM

Hi my name is Charity. I was always told sharing what happened would make me feel better, so here it goes. It takes about two days (when I was 11 years old) before the "Incident", back where my stepdad and my mom got into a fight, they barely argued but when they did it was BAD! The night of the fight I was laying in my bedroom just listening as my stepdad and mom fought. They threw stuff at each other (Phones, chairs, books etc.) Eventually they started claiming things and starting hitting each other. I cried myself till I couldn't cry anymore, until I fell asleep to them screaming. When I got up my stepdad was still mad and my mom was crying her heart out as I tried to comfort her. We begged and begged for my stepdad not to leave us, but he wouldn't even talk to... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Confusion, Wonder, Hopless
Votes: -9
13838 5

To him and to her

Nibras Syed Mahmood

22 Aug, 2015 09:03 PM

He gave her his heart and she gladly accepted it with the promise of love. The concept of love was all new to him, growing up surrounded by conflict and unconventional practices; it was a bold step but one he mustered up the courage to take because he felt that she was special someone he'd been waiting for all along. To him, she was everything he could ever hope for. Smart, witty, beautiful and highly talented. The exact opposite of what he was; average, maybe even less. But what he lacked in terms of desirable qualities he tried his best to make up for by being loving and supportive. By being there for her even when she didn't need him to be. She was far too independent and had plenty of friends to go cry to. To her, he was nothing more than a meaningless fling to the pass the... [Read More]

Tags: Sorrow, Sad, Experience
Votes: -5
15812 1

He was Never Mine

Ink, paper, and a pen

18 Aug, 2015 02:55 PM

In reality there are really those people who were meant to fall inlove with each other but never meant to be together. Isn't sad that somehow someone has filled in the emptiness inside you yet he can never be yours? I'm amara. 22 years of age and working as a nurse somewhere in the middle east. I had a long time lesbian partner before i went here for my job but all of a sudden the distance between us made me feel falling out of love with her. I feel so empty and so blue. It feels like i love her but i'm not inlove with her anymore. We have fights everyday that caused our relationship to be over. I felt sad after that. Everyday i started writing poems, sad letters, listen to sad songs just to get in with my loneliness. I often ask myself "how does it feel... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Pain, Hurt, Hopeless
Votes: -11
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