Forever Gone

Raven

17 Jul, 2015 02:15 AM

This year in high school, i lost the love of my life, heart, soul, and everything. I loved this boy like no other. I would go to the moon and back for him and what he didn't know is that i would've done anything and everything for him. I let my guard down, open up my heart, and show him everything i had to offer. But him and me been on and off every since 9th grade year. When we first got together we clicked like that. We stayed talking 24/7, he always walked me to class, gave me kisses and hugs. He never fronted in from of his homeboys til after we broke up. Like he was everything i always wanted. He showed me how to be myself and got through my walls that i build around my heart. But when we broke up the first time it was... [Read More]

Tags: Missing, Hurt
Votes: -16
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How I lost my best friend

Elliee

15 Jul, 2015 08:10 PM

Okay, so I had a best friend, like we all do, right? The one that you think will never leave you, will always be there when you need them, be like your rock, right? Well, this is what mine and Lucy's friendship was like. She was my world, my sister, my rock. Until I lost her last year.. We were friends all our lives, from the age of six months, when we met in hospital. I had complications with my birth and she had lung problems. I was bullied majorly in primary school and secondary school, up to this day still. And so was she, but she was bulled for something that she couldn't change, it wasn't her two mothers faults for being lesbian, was it? They were the best mothers I had ever met! Last year, on January the 13th, was the most horrible day of my entire life.... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Best Friend, Depression, Death
Votes: 41
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I missed him

Jake

08 Jul, 2015 01:28 PM

This is my story with my partner three years ago. I just want this to be shared so that you will know how much I love him. It was March of 2011 when I first met him. That was the day I took the entrance examination for tertiary level. It was a typical scene where I asked him where was the nearest toilet (the nature's calling me). He smirked and accompany me to the toilet. As I went out to the toilet, I grabbed the opportunity again to asked where's the accreditation room. He told me that he was about to go there. I sighed knowing that we were going together to the accreditation room. To cut this story short, he was our examiner. I was shocked! He suddenly laughed to my reaction. After the examination, he called my name. He walked towards me and asked if he could have... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Sad Love Story, Missing
Votes: -44
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A Ride to a Heartbreak

Zepher

26 Jun, 2015 05:00 AM

A fool, I am! I've fell for the person I swore off to because I knew my best friend like him, and because he had loved her and still love her. Why did I have to go and break my own heart? My story will be long, but to understand it, you must read the next three paragraphs. And I surely hope that he don't ever read this. Let my memories serve me wrong, but from it, I remember being sexually abuse. Let my past serve me right, but from it, I become a villain. And villains don't get happy endings. Although I don't know if my memories are true, I remembered being sexually assault by no one but my family members, and it left me crippled because now I felt used, dirty, ugly and broken. I felt like I was the bad person in everything I did. I felt... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Survivor, Letting Go, Abuse, Self Harm, Longing, Stupidity, Missing
Votes: -63
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Superficial, beauty, abuse...

Aspen

25 Jun, 2015 09:25 AM

Day 1 My mom is getting married to a guy who she has known for two weeks. He has tattoos and piercings... My mom has had bruises everywhere since they have been sleeping together. I hear my mom cry in the bathroom everyday when hes gone. Is it because he's been a dick? My mom is skinnier and more tired looking, has he been starving her? she hasn't been eating as much. I dont know what to do. Day 5 I caught my moms husband trying to sneak into my room last night. He was wearing only boxers. What was he trying to do? He saw me open my eyes and backed away back to his room. I dont like the feeling i have around him.... Week 1 I found my 'stepdad' ouching himself to a picture of me.... I have locked my bedroom door ever since. I cant add... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Suicide, Abuse, Broken, Depression, Fake, Family
Votes: -67
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Noah drowning

Okk

22 Jun, 2015 08:57 PM

These events happened when I was 15 and 16 so some events aren't as detailed as I would have liked them to be but I've tried to recall the events as best I could , thank you for taking the time to read this I truly appreciate it , even if you don't it feels better already writing it down. At the start of March 2013 my mum got a phone call from the army base , that means either two things . One my dad had died or two was seriously injured and was being sent back.He was stationed in Iraq and had served in the army for 15 years. So he was head commander in ground combat.Well it wasn't good news it was basically both of the two options. He had been shot four times by an enemy group on ground and was in critical condition , and... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Family, Friends, Friendship, Despair, Suicide, Shooting, Gang, Army, Love
Votes: -30
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to be broken

Jessica

15 Jun, 2015 10:20 AM

OK... this is a story that starts when I first entered high school... I was a 13 teen year old bisexual girl who was happy and joyous all the time. One day I met this amazing girl who, I have to admit... id fallen in love with... she was beautiful... brown eyes, long brown hair down to her butt, amazing smile, (for this story ill call her "Kate") So on that day I decided to become friends with her. A couple weeks later I had never felt so in love and hypnotized by this one girl so I asked (at the time I did know if she was gay or bi ) "w-will you go out with me?" She stared at me and laughed before saying "we should be wifeys" (of course that's what she said... in other words "no!") Weeks had past and she started teasing me... she said... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Heartbroken, Tears, Regret, Girlfriend, Hate, Love Hurts
Votes: -40
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I DID THE RIGHT THING TO THE WRONG GUY

nerdy191905

14 Jun, 2015 05:56 AM

There I was, minding my own business. All I want to do back then was to pursue my dream, and that means I had to study harder than ever, I had to have sleepless nights, I had to pass the nerve-wracking examinations and I had to endure those God-only-knows-the-answer recitations. I had to be among the fittest to survive. My daily routine was home-school-home. Until you came. I thought you were the typical guy with mischievous smile who would never want a nerd-looking girl like me and also, I don’t belong to the type of girls who would be drooling for a guy like you. I did not expect that I would fall for you. I didn’t even realize that I was falling for you. Maybe I fell for you for making me feel special, or maybe because, subconsciously, I was longing to be in a relationship, or maybe because... [Read More]

Tags: Love Hurts, Lies, Deceit, Hurt
Votes: -15
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Modern Fairytale

Alan

07 Jun, 2015 04:14 AM

One, please understand that I'm 13, and I must of screwed up many places, also if there are any error plz point them out to me. I would try and change it, if I haven't killed myself by then. Enjoy Love? What is love? Many people have defined it as a strong desire for humans of the opposite sex, but did anyone wonder what is the definition of desire? Well, most people would just answer ",an urge to have something or somebody," but still what is that urge that causes you to do so? To answer that question, that urge is simply just love. Now I'll cut the bullshit???? Molly, a skinny blond haired girl, never has understood what is the meaning of love until she met Matt. That night, a stormy summer night, had set a marking stone in Molly's life. Her mother, the only family she had left,... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Love Hurts, Lost, Suicide
Votes: -15
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Love Lies

Senpai Derpyous

05 Jun, 2015 05:18 PM

"I'll like to tell you a story… about a boy and a girl:" "The girl, she had a crush and she didn't leave so easily. To her, he was the only one who owned her heart. But to him… she was just another girl. One day, the girl asked his feelings towards her. He said said he did like her, but she didn't know whether it was love or friendship. She continued to adore him, she would sing a song that described everything or wrote one. She would be happy to say something to him, but she felt like a pest to him. Sometimes, she wished he'll ask a question to her before she would. Her nickname was something she hated being, but coming from him, she felt special. Later, her broken heart was getting ripped more and more. He ripped and stole pieces without realizing it. She wanted to... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Death, Lies, Questions, Why?
Votes: -35
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