Thats when i saw him,walking through the cafeteria, listening to his ipod his light brown hair falling over one eye.Than he looked at me and everything froze, there was only me and him. I could feel my heart pounding against my chest, and i knew i was in love. Than my freind, Shelley elbowed me and brought me back into the real world. ' what are you looking at' she asked me, all i could do was point at him. After that in 4th lesson i chose my seat next to the window and waited for the bell to go, but just as my teacher was about to start, he walked in , my teacher told him to pick a seat and said he'd have to share the textbook as there were none left. And the only seat left just happened to be the one next to me, when he... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Sadness, SorrowWell, how should I start this? I am 16 years old! I have lost the person who meant the world to me! here is my story! My name is Carolyn... I am still In love with this guy, his name was James! Well this is our story, the day I met him, I had like a week that I broke up with my boyfriend, ugh, he broke my hard badly, I was so tired of the same old story, that I thought prince charming was not going to appear in my life, never! So I was all depressed, my friend Norma Calls me "Hey Lynee, let's go to this party, is at my boyfriend's cousin's house" Me: "Ah I don't know, I am not in the mood" Norma:"Come on, just come with me, I promise if you start feeling bad, I'll drive you back home!" Well, I agreed, & told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Lost, Missingi was seven when i watched my mother drown in her own blood and mucus. four years before i was born, she had been diagnosed with lung cancer. she battled this horrible war for more than ten years before crashing and burning, eventually dying. cancer puts on an excellent poker face; just when you think you're better, you then are lying in some pathetic hole in the ground for eternity. just a month before she had died, she had actually been laughing and talking and she had even been out in the garden a little. sure, the chemo had made her loose all her hair and she looked like a zombie because she was so pale, but my dad was still so madly in love with her. in fact, i'd hear him cry every night before she left, and sometimes look into their room and see him kneeling besides their... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Cancer, Seven, Half, Alone, Familyeveryone thinks that being a teen is awesome...but what they dont realize is all the drama and heartbreaks there are, i know from experience. i was dating this guy named john, he was the most amazing guy i have ever met. we dated for a while and then he ended it.the worst thing of it all was he broke up with me on the day 9/11. from the time i woke up that morning i was telling everyone that something bad was going to happen...but never did i think that something bad was going to happen to me. well he ended it and then i fount out that the girl that was suppose to be my friend was dating him....THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE !!! i got really depressed and started cutting my wrist. while we were dating i told him that if anything would ever come between us... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Cuts, Cancer, Death, Lost, MissingMy first day of college, saw him standing by his car. At that very moment the first thing that came in my mind was 'i wish, i wish he was mine'. Dint ever think that i would have a story with him. As people say true love comes once in a whole life time, mine was that guy standing by his car. he was a student in the same college. one morning i received a message saying 'will you be my friend?' guess who it was, the same person who i saw standing besides his car (the first day of college). something that was just unbelievable. i said yes to that text and after that day we started talking, talking and talking. there was no day i missed talking or thinking about him. you know something that you do daily, you cant miss it?? i couldn't miss texting him. in... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, MissingLaura slowly swung back and forth on her backyard swing, she watched a boy walk past her backyard fence, but she didn't know him... "Hey, hey you." She said. The boy looked at her and waved. "Hi." He said, smiling. Laura walked to the fence, her brown hair swayed in the wind. "I'm Laura." She said, introducing herself. "I'm Matthew." Matthew said. "Just call me Matt." He smiled. "Cool." Laurua replied. "Have you been around a lot? I've never seen you before." "Oh, I'm here and there." Matt said. "What's that mean?" She seemed confused. "Oh nothing." Matt said, wiping his hand down his sweater. "Aren't you hot in that sweater? I mean, it's the middle of summer." Laura noted. Matt sighed. "I get cold easily." He said, putting the hood over his head. "Hmm, want to come play with me in the backyard?" Laura asked. Matt nodded. "Ok." "Want... [Read More]
Tags: Sickness, Death, FairySo there was this boy who changed my life and I his. His name was Benjamin Nathan Ailmens. He was my love, my life, my everything. We shared our love for 4 years. We were the ideal perfect couple;soul mates. Life was going great, until his dad who was a pilot had to transfer to California for his job. He broke my heart the day he told me he was leaving. But what made it even worse was that he didn't want to leave. He wanted to stay:He wanted to stay for me. But because I loved him I had to let him go:Go over 1000 miles away from me. Before he left he made me promise to never forget him. He made me promise to look for him in years ahead of us. As we said our goodbyes our hearts broke. 9 Months went by no word from him.... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Death, Love, LostLife sucked since day one. Beatings from my dad most of the time. The worst part was watching him stomp on my mom until her eyes were bloody and her hand was broken. Later that night he stomped on my brother into the corner. I couldnt do anything but scream and beg him to stop. but that didnt do any good. All i wanted in life was a happy family. With siblings who all got along, and a mom and dad who loved each other. But obviously that wasnt going to happen. It got so bad my mom and i had to walk each other to the bathroom every time one of us had to use it. We had locks on our doors that had to use a key. and everywhere she went, i had to go with, or my dad would try to hurt her. Life was so horrible,... [Read More]
Tags: Saddest, Family, Pain, Death, Lunaticone day i met up with a really nice looking guy that looked like the boy i met when i was younger and i found out that was him and we stared hanging out and it was love at first sight , started going out for almost a year probably about 11 and a half months between those months i lost a good friend , she had committed suicide , broke my heart and couldnt stop crying until i would see him , i kept my head high for him , just to see him happy every day . probably around new years (09) i went to his house while he was babysitting his little cousin , and before i left his house i kept on telling him " i love you soo much " and he kept on telling me " i love you more " , and he... [Read More]
Tags: Love , Death, FriendshipSeptember 29, 2006 my father died from hypertension. He was 56 years old, and I was just 10 years old back then. Few weeks before my father died, he was confined in a hospital. My mother, brothers, sister, uncle are the only who are allowed to go there. I was left at the house with my auntie. I kept on going to school, my classmates and teachers do not know anything about my father being confined in the hospital. Few days later, my sister went home to take care of me. When we were about to sleep, I asked her. "Sis, what is dad's illness?" "He has no illness. Dad is just sick. He'll come home soon." she replied and went to sleep. I felt relieved, 'coz I thought it was dangerous or something. Then after 1 week, I read some messages in my sister's mobile. She was out that... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost, Death, Family