Explanations
Joanna
04 May, 2015 06:16 AMI grew up in my loving care of my grandma, uncle, and dad. But, both my grandma and uncle disappeared one day. I woke up searched the house and all that is left is me. I never received an explanation from dad it just happened. Then, summer came and the people who disappeared reappeared took me to their place to spend my summer days and so, the summer days end and I unwillingly come back to my new life. I don't really remember when but woman lots and lots of woman suddenly appeared at my home. And I really never understood. But theres this one woman who get to stay beside my dad during night time and I really still didn't understood until one of the woman whom I like more than the woman that stays with my dad explains what role she plays. I've hearted of an existence I've... [Read More]
Tags: Family, Childhood, Broken Family, Stepmother, Hurt, Expectations, Sadness, Loneliness, Broken, EmotionalVotes: -1
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Stay with me now
Ryder gordon
03 May, 2015 05:51 AMIt has been about 2 years since she died, and I never got to tell her how I felt. Her name was Sadie and we were 13 years old and everyday we spent together we grew closer. We have been best friends since she moved here in grade 1, I can still remember the first day we met... I was playing out side with a toy helicopter when I my mom came out side saying that some one was moving in across the street. She told me to go and offer to help them, I gave her the look you give your mom when you don't want to do something. But she won that argument of course, I ended up over on there yard just standing there when they came out side to grab some more boxes. "Hi I'm Ryder" I said as I said in a loud but quiet... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Friendship, Missing, Love, In My Heart ForeverVotes: 12
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I am no more.
MysteryGuy
01 May, 2015 12:17 PMHer name was jane.She was the most beautiful girl in the world und the most popular girl in the school mainly because of her looks and personality.While I was an ugly guy who was bullied,abused and the loneliest guy of the school.The few good friend's I had left the school or moved on to become a part of the popular group. We used to study together since pre-school but never really talked to each other but I was madly in love with her.On the other hand she didn't even notice me.One day I decided to talk to her and give her a hint I loved her because there was no other way to tell her.Days passed by and her boyfriend although they weren't official noticed it that I had feelings for her Her boyfriend was far more handsome than me and the popular guy of the school.That night he came... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Love, Darkness, Beaten, DeathVotes: 21
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Who Am I? 04/29/2015
Harold Smith
29 Apr, 2015 04:38 PMTable Of Contents Chapter 1: An Orphan Chapter 2: Friends Chapter 3: The Pariah Chapter 4: Forbidden Desire Chapter 5: Love Chapter 6: Self Hatred Chapter 7: Painful Memories Chapter 8: Demons From the Past Chapter 1: An Orphan 1: There was once a humble family who lived in Ireland. They were called the O'Neals. There was man named Brian, his wife named Ida, and their two children, a son named Dillon and a daughter named Claire. They were a poor family, but they were all honest, hard-working folk who all loved one-another dearly. Sadly, they suffered many abuses from their English landlords who stole their land and forced them to pay heavy taxes so that they were always poor. 2: Then came the great famine, and many people in Ireland began to starve. At first the O’Neals tried to make the best of things, but at length they fled... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hate, Good, Evil, Kindness, Cruelty, Peace, War, Romance, Heartache, Depression, Hurt, Pain, Loss, SadVotes: 13
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it gets better
toni
23 Apr, 2015 08:13 PMThere has never been a day when everything is okay. All my problems started when I was 8 years old. I was sexually abused and I didn't tell my parents until I was 10 years old and we took him to court they didn't arrest him. I developed depression when I was 10 and started to devolop anixety from living with my father who told me that the world is dangerous and was very observant of strangers. I guess that is from what had happened to me but I thought he was just being annoying at the time. At school I was very shy and anti-social and got bullied a lot due to my stutter that my dad often made fun of me because which made it worse. But I still had friends and I seen my mother every weekend who was very different to my father. My mother is... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, AbuseVotes: 3
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im sorry
toni
23 Apr, 2015 07:49 PMI was 15 and he was 16.. when I first met him I didn't realise what he was to me, he loved me from the moment he met me but we both didn't like to get close to people because we were afraid of getting hurt. I was meeting one of my friends and we saw him on a bench and my friend knew him, she said hello and she introduced us (his name was Tim), I saw him at school but I didn't pay much attention. I wasn't really interested but she invited him to come meet other friends with us because he had been ditched. A few weeks later I saw him again and I said hello and I started to say hello to him in school. We started to text each over and we would text eachover every second of everyday but still.. I didn't love him,... [Read More]
Tags: Broken Heart, SadVotes: 0
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My life so far
Vic
21 Apr, 2015 12:08 AMI'm almost a sophomore in high school and I don't care if you believe me or not but my story is not your average story. I'm a artist (and I'm trying out writing) but Something terrible happened a year ago. Something that I will never forget. I come from a Mexican family and I'm learning Spanish in school but I live in an apartment next to a busy street (you can imagine how hard it is to get some sleep around here). My neighbors are Arabic and they can actually speak with their parents in another language but half the time I didn't understand what they were saying. Well it was my last year of middle school and my neighbor started bothering me and joking about fighting with me and I kinda brushed it off. Then people started dying. Beloved family members and my friends families started to die leaving... [Read More]
Tags: Friendship, Sad Story, Depression, HappyVotes: 2
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All alone forever
The broken girl
18 Apr, 2015 03:16 PMI literally will be all alone......forever. Me I am the cheerful kind person everyone loves except some people don't see me like that. I have a lot of friends because I study people and then act like their ideal person. I'm not pretending. Each person I act like is just another part of me. Though I always regret it in the end because when I act like myself they think I'm acting weird. I get sad when they look up what our names mean and it shows the exact description of the TRUE me in the middle of all those other ones because when they see it they say its the exact opposite of me or its nothing like me. People pretend they know me all the time when they really don't. I just smile and agree but what they also don't know is I'm a great actress too. Incident... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Depression, Heart Break, LifeVotes: 21
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I Died That Night
Silence
12 Apr, 2015 05:18 PMI don't really remember a time when I haven't experienced suicidal thoughts; they've been flooding my mind on and off for the past few years. It seems natural to say that I never really experienced an urge to live. I never understood how other people could say "I want to live forever" or "I don't want to die" and mean it. On the 4th of April 2015 at around 2:00pm I did something that I have been hesitant about for weeks. I don't even know the reason as to why I did it, I wasn't really feeling down or suicidal, instead I felt cruelly happy to hold the power to take my own life, as pathetic as it may sound. I held the morphine pills in my hand; thoughts racing through my head 'what will others think?' 'will they cry?' 'what does death feel like?'...I remained calm and open to... [Read More]
Tags: Resuscitated, Suicide, Death, Guilt, RegretVotes: 27
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What have I done??
PaiRis
30 Dec, 2013 02:27 AMI have just recently had a tough time dealing with my relationship and having gone thru the internet searching for answers, I stumble upon this website. Having read some of the stories from those who have posted, I thought I should just share mine as well, just to get it off my chest if you know what I mean. Well here is what really happened just in details because I don't want to publish a book…. I met this pretty nice lady when I first came to work in this small town in 2008. She has all the qualities anyone could have dreamt of and I was happy to have met her. It was during that year that I asked her out and she agreed. Having learnt from some of my friends that she has just been thru a divorce, I wasn’t rushing her in to anything but taking things... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, UnlovedVotes: 11
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