Love…is a word you use when you feel a spark between you and another. In my words, I don’t believe in any type of love. True love, love at first sight, or just plain “I love you”. You can’t just meet somebody and instantly fall in love. You can’t just know after your first date that you two are meant to be, because things happen. One of you could cheat or one of you could move somewhere very far having for both of you to stop seeing each other. Then you’d realize that it wasn’t meant to be. You’d realize that he wasn’t going to be the person you thought you would spend the rest of your life with. I’m not trying to hate on people who think they are in love, but let’s be realistic. Love is just a myth people made up to make them feel wanted and... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Heartbroken, Depressed, SadnessOnce there was a boy. He had quite an experience with love, and with that breakups. He was confused on his sexuality and went out with a boy, they were a cute couple for about 2 weeks then around came a trip, a camping trip. Once there was a girl. Nobody really liked her. She had a reputation of blowing off guys, so she was called a slut or whore most of the time. One of her best friends was going on a camping trip so she thought it would be fun if she went too. The time came around and on they went on a bus to the campsite. The boy and girl in the back, and 5 others scattered around. The boy and girl had fun in the back, listening to music, telling stories and eventually face to face. They glared into each other's eyes but the guy... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Sad, RegretMy true story: I loved them. I was their good captain and their funny friend, and their sweet sister. We were really one team. We played together for 2 years. At the end of the year we all had to fill in a paper, about your next year. Everyone filled in : we want to stay together. But one day before the summer holiday, one girl got a call. If she wanted to go one team higher. She said no, cause she wanted to stay together, and because she didn't know the people in that team. But that team needed one extra player. So one of us needed to go to that team, Nobody wanted to go, so the caller would choose a random name. But that girl really didn't want. So me as a captain said: I'll go. That was a hard desicion, but I made it, for my... [Read More]
Tags: Friendship, Missing, Fake Friends, HeartbrokenOk guys this is a true story this actually happened to me, well I don't know it would be sad for you or not, but for me it hurts so much enjoy. It was the end of 3rd grade as I said goodbye to my friends, I hopped on my car as I head back home. The sun went down as I went to sleep, the next day I woke up as my head starts to spin. I went down as my mom spoke to me. "Your joining this thai summer school, get ready it starts on Monday" she said as she went to work. I stomp my feet as I went up to my room. The day's went by it was Monday. I hopped out of bed as I got ready for summer school. I got to the thai school. The teachers took me for a walk around the... [Read More]
Tags: HeartbrokenIt's embarrassing. To have such strong feelings towards someone I barely even know. It's pathetic.... But, it makes me smile. He makes me smile. He doesn't know it but every time I see him or he sees me, I get butterflies. I feel as if I'm on top of the world and can't be taken back down. He makes me so happy... I love him. His smile is just so amazing... I can't help but to stop and take a second to let it sink in. His voice is like a harmony, not too high, but not too low. It's just right. And his laugh, oh, his laugh, it melts my heart. Once he's done, I just wanna hear it again. Just one more time. I love him.... I talked to him for the second time today. The bell had just rung to go to 7th period and I was... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Unloved, HeartbrokenIt’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, HopelessI think the closest I ever came to loving a girl was a young girl, whose nickname was ‘kirby.’ She was 18, at the time, and so was I. She lived in the Philippines, and I, in Massachusetts. She had plans to come study at Harvard the following year, because she had been accepted with a promising scholarship. That means she would have been a 40 minute drive from my house, rather than across the world! How exciting! I had met her through an online internet forum. Now, Kirby, was perfect for me. She was nurturing, small, and ever-so-loving. When I would talk about how much I hated myself, or how worthless I was, she would give me a list of reasons why I’m not. She would sing me to sleep, and be there for me when I woke up. She knew how to turn me on like no girl... [Read More]
Tags: Loneliness, Sadness, Lost Love, Heartbreak, HeartbrokenHis smile, if only I could have it . He was ... No He is my first love because I haven't been able to get him out my head and makes me sad to think that he doesn't feel the same or idk. It all started in 9 grade he was new to my school apparently, everyone knew him expect me. When I first meet him, it wasn't like the best first impression (showing if you screw the first time don't worry it not big deal), it was beginning of the year in 7th period, which I had him on my 2nd period too the teacher put him and me on the same group but he told me to past him the paper and how I didn't know him i handle him the paper and said "here you go" really quiet and he made fun of me because I was... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Broken Heart, Heartbroken, Unlovedwhy? Why? Why? That man.... his name is john, nice looking guy... bestfriend since first year in colage.... he was so perfect to me.... his eyes, the way he talk, his cutest smile..... He always nice to me.. when Im in trouble, he will be there to help me.... texting me at night and talk about assignment. Remember my birthday..... he make me fall in love with him soo much.... All this time... I thought our feeling are same.... And that time 16 September 2014.... On my birthday.. he give me a huge pink teddy bear and a chocolate....i stared at the doll almost 2 hours... and i have decided to tell him abou my feeling that I have been keep for 4 years..... Calling him that night Me: hey you... thanks for the gift you:welcome... its your bday... someone like you deserve to have the best gift Me: there... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Feelings, Painful, Sad, Love Hurts, Hopeless, Death, MemoriesThis is a story I had to write for an English assessment. This narrative story had to end with "how wrong he was." let me know what you guys think :) Never had she felt so depressed, used or confused. She felt a flood of emotions overwhelm her all at once but still felt so empty. After spending millions of magical moments together growing up and eventually dating, why did it have to end this way? Those special memories were fuel on the fire, causing his distrust of her to pain her benevolent, broken heart even more. Hours went by however none of this mattered to her. Nothing mattered to her anymore. Curled up in an untidy heap, she sobbed hysterically but silently. The self-inflicted lacerations wept almost as much as she did. Little did he know that it was his own so called friends who hatched such lies? Photographs... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Depressed, Selfharm, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Emptiness, Breakup