It's pretty awful to know someone who died. You know what's even worse? When it's someone you love. I'm Emily, and I'm 17. Let me start from the beginning, all the way back to Friday. Will, my boyfriend, and I were watching a movie in his basement. Some sappy movie i forced him to watch with me. He's a good boyfriend to put up with the things i make him do. Anyway, we were watching this sappy movie. He was sitting against the corner of the couch with his legs stretched out, and i was in the middle of them, leaning my back against his chest with his arms wrapped around me, and his face buried partially in my long red/blonde hair. He leaned his head around mine and used his pointer finger and middle finger to turn my head gently and softly kissed my lips. It was a slow... [Read More]
Tags: Sad Story, Depressing, Suicide, Accident, Story, Cry, Crying, BrokenOkay, so I had a best friend, like we all do, right? The one that you think will never leave you, will always be there when you need them, be like your rock, right? Well, this is what mine and Lucy's friendship was like. She was my world, my sister, my rock. Until I lost her last year.. We were friends all our lives, from the age of six months, when we met in hospital. I had complications with my birth and she had lung problems. I was bullied majorly in primary school and secondary school, up to this day still. And so was she, but she was bulled for something that she couldn't change, it wasn't her two mothers faults for being lesbian, was it? They were the best mothers I had ever met! Last year, on January the 13th, was the most horrible day of my entire life.... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Best Friend, Depression, DeathDay 1 My mom is getting married to a guy who she has known for two weeks. He has tattoos and piercings... My mom has had bruises everywhere since they have been sleeping together. I hear my mom cry in the bathroom everyday when hes gone. Is it because he's been a dick? My mom is skinnier and more tired looking, has he been starving her? she hasn't been eating as much. I dont know what to do. Day 5 I caught my moms husband trying to sneak into my room last night. He was wearing only boxers. What was he trying to do? He saw me open my eyes and backed away back to his room. I dont like the feeling i have around him.... Week 1 I found my 'stepdad' ouching himself to a picture of me.... I have locked my bedroom door ever since. I cant add... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Suicide, Abuse, Broken, Depression, Fake, FamilyThese events happened when I was 15 and 16 so some events aren't as detailed as I would have liked them to be but I've tried to recall the events as best I could , thank you for taking the time to read this I truly appreciate it , even if you don't it feels better already writing it down. At the start of March 2013 my mum got a phone call from the army base , that means either two things . One my dad had died or two was seriously injured and was being sent back.He was stationed in Iraq and had served in the army for 15 years. So he was head commander in ground combat.Well it wasn't good news it was basically both of the two options. He had been shot four times by an enemy group on ground and was in critical condition , and... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Family, Friends, Friendship, Despair, Suicide, Shooting, Gang, Army, LoveOne, please understand that I'm 13, and I must of screwed up many places, also if there are any error plz point them out to me. I would try and change it, if I haven't killed myself by then. Enjoy Love? What is love? Many people have defined it as a strong desire for humans of the opposite sex, but did anyone wonder what is the definition of desire? Well, most people would just answer ",an urge to have something or somebody," but still what is that urge that causes you to do so? To answer that question, that urge is simply just love. Now I'll cut the bullshit???? Molly, a skinny blond haired girl, never has understood what is the meaning of love until she met Matt. That night, a stormy summer night, had set a marking stone in Molly's life. Her mother, the only family she had left,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Love Hurts, Lost, SuicideThere was this girl named Julie Green, she had dark raven black hair, blue eyes the coler of the sky, and was tall compared to most girls at her school. Her best friend was Stacy Jekkens, she was meidium sized compared to Julie and had blonde hair, and green eyes. Julie stood up for Stacy when she was being bullied and from then on they became really good friends who swore to always have each others back. When they where younger Julie walked in on Stacy trying to commit suicide by overdosing on pills, but Julie stopped her just in time. From then on Julies been scared to walk in on her only to find her accomplished and dead. The wind outside was blowing hard and Julie and Stacy were walking back from school. "hey...um.. I saw you crying today." stated Julie. "yeah Jessie called me a filthy whore with... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Painful, Pain, Heartbreak, Bullying, Death, Loss, AngerThe following story is probably my futur. Most of it is true. The names have changed for privacy reasons. Two months into the school year I took notice in a boy. I have always thought some boys were cute and stuff but I actually liked him. I am the girl who never brushes her hair and wears jeans and a t shirt everyday and his hair was similar to mine and he dressed similar too. I really liked him. Around January, I started talking to his best friend Emely. They have known each other for a long time. Soon enough I told her I liked him. She then told me she knew his crushes. I was dying to know so we started talking more and more. The first is a belly dancer at my school and the second she doesn't know yet so I asked her to ask home because... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Suicide, Breakup, Depression, DeathMelania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, CuttingWhen my wife died in an accident almost an year ago the only reason for me to live was my 3 year old son.He was the second best thing that ever happened to me after my wife.He used to consider me his hero as I was a rescue pilot he always insisted that I take him on my missions. One day I got a call at work that a school bus had dropped in the river due to heavy rain and slippery roads.I fired up my helicopter and flew there as fast as I could. There was zero visibility due to heavy rain so it took us a while.Until we pulled the victims out....the driver and the two kids they were half gone.After rescuing the victims I flew back to the hospital as fast as I could when suddenly my fellow rescue pilot patted on my shoulder:Give me the handle... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Separation, Shattered, Suffering, Father, Love, Wife, Pain, DeathWhen I was young, I was adopted into a nice family, but it was ruined when we met a man named Jeremy Capello. He married my step-mother and abused me and her. He locked me in a bathroom and hit me for years until I turned 11. We never celebrated my birthday and he made my life a living hell everyday. When I turned 11 he left for cottonwood,AZ. Afterwards my step-mother started acting weird and she started acting like Jeremy. We moved twice.I started drinking when I was 12 and it ruined my life, but it helped me get over my pain. I stopped drinking when I was about 13 and a half. I started begging myself to die, I started taking pills. I kept taking pills until I met a girl who was also suicidal. We talked and learned we were compatible. We became closer, until she killed... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Suicide