Alright. I don't want to make this over formal or annoyingly depressing. But hey - I'm going to be completely honest in this. It feels like I have somewhere to say all my troubles because I can't tell them to my friends or anything. So here we go! Part 1. Who I am! I'm the kid everyone knows. My name is Lyric, I'm a guy, I've done modeling gigs and a lot of girls say I'm attractive. I am NOT narcissistic. I just want to make that clear because a lot of (not to be rude) not very good looking people whine about not getting a girl / guy but it's obvious why. Sorry to be rude. Anyway - literally every kid at my school knows me. The kid who is always fighting. The kid who is always making people laugh. The kid who is always being nice and caring... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Sad, Teenager, Teen, Love, Loved, Hated, Worthless, DeadOnce there was a boy. He had quite an experience with love, and with that breakups. He was confused on his sexuality and went out with a boy, they were a cute couple for about 2 weeks then around came a trip, a camping trip. Once there was a girl. Nobody really liked her. She had a reputation of blowing off guys, so she was called a slut or whore most of the time. One of her best friends was going on a camping trip so she thought it would be fun if she went too. The time came around and on they went on a bus to the campsite. The boy and girl in the back, and 5 others scattered around. The boy and girl had fun in the back, listening to music, telling stories and eventually face to face. They glared into each other's eyes but the guy... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Sad, RegretAnother day, Another waist of my time. My mom is going on and on about how she and her boyfriend are fighting. Again. I lean back and yawn, stretching my arms out. I'm tired, I haven't gotten much sleep these past few days, cause all I hear is my mother yelling at her boyfriend. I get up and walk away, she is too busy talking to notice. My name is Amber,I am small, and have long black hair and ugly green eyes. I am 17 and live in Woodboorn, Virginia. You might not have heard of it, it's is infact a extremely small town. I am the nobody at my school. You know those cliche cliques, yeah well we have those. The popular, the nerds, the goths, the stoners and then there is me, the nobody who is friends with another nobody.I can already tell you think this story is... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, Cancer, Oldage, Sad, TeenloveIt's embarrassing. To have such strong feelings towards someone I barely even know. It's pathetic.... But, it makes me smile. He makes me smile. He doesn't know it but every time I see him or he sees me, I get butterflies. I feel as if I'm on top of the world and can't be taken back down. He makes me so happy... I love him. His smile is just so amazing... I can't help but to stop and take a second to let it sink in. His voice is like a harmony, not too high, but not too low. It's just right. And his laugh, oh, his laugh, it melts my heart. Once he's done, I just wanna hear it again. Just one more time. I love him.... I talked to him for the second time today. The bell had just rung to go to 7th period and I was... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Unloved, HeartbrokenThis is just some sap story of how my social anxiety gets (and still has) the better of me, and has kept me from things. Sorry if it's weird or off, I'm not a good writer, I just need to get my emotions out somewhere. Let's begin. It was 7th grade, first day, I had none of my friends in my classes so far. As I walk into my next class (gym) I sit down and wait to see if I see anyone I knew. No one. This one girl walks in and my little 12 year old self instantly fell in love. She was beautiful. Even more so now. She had sat next to me and introduced herself, and said she had no friends in her classes, and that she was a 7th grader too. My heart was racing. We stuck by each other that class, and it turns... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Anxiety, Loss, SchoolSometimes, time doesn't give you "times", its just once. Now, close your eyes. Imagine your closest bestfriends, remember all of your bitter sweet moments, remember the first time you broken hearted, the first time you kissed, when you said 'i love you' to someone, when you said 'goodbye', when you said 'sorry' and 'thank you'. Now, let me tell ya something, all those moments not all of it could have happened again. Learn to appreciate everything you have or had. I had a bestfriend at elementary school, she's like my own sister. We shared everything like kiss and tell, she know the worst part of me, so was i. But by time everything start changing. Go to middle school, find new friends, and moving always be the hardest part. And i moved to another province, left her. Sometimes, i missed her. But, by then i get used to live my... [Read More]
Tags: Cancer, Bestfriend, Regret, Sorry, Sad, Memories, Motivation, GodOnce there was a little girl. She had hair that shone; sparkling blue eyes and a heart full of love for her to eventually give away. This girl had her first crush when she started primary school (elementary school) on a boy called Henry he was small but she didn't care. You'd think they are perfect...think again. Henry had a crush on someone else however, the little girl didn't know this. She told the boy and he said "I don't like you back I love *****." The girl went home crying. She was embarrassed,broken hearted and she thought to herself it's okay I'm only young I've got loads of time ahead of me. The little girl started to get bullied by her ex-bestfriend and some other girls. Then, the unexpected happened when she needed it most, a boy called Finley in her class said that he loved her she instantly... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Heart, Heartbreak, Promise, CheatingIt’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, HopelessLet's start this story out with a not so sad quote. "I will not say, do not cry. For not all tears are of an evil." -Gandalf the White. Okay, here we go... I was six years old at the time. I had a good life, outside my house. I had friends, I had talents, I was liked. I would go to school, ready to learn, go to recess, see my friends at lunch. It was the most exciting thing. The only down side was going home. I had to ride the bus. It wasn't a long ride, I was the second stop. The bad part, was walking up the front steps. I would debate on whether to go in, or stay out there. My parents wouldn't notice anyways. I ended up walking inside. I slowly turned the handle, making as little noise as possible out of fear that I... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Tears, Love, Family, God, SonI'll start this one with a quote from Sarah Elle Emme- "I bled onto pages To spare you grief I was holding inside, Blood mixed with my tears, my ink wove a desperate tale of another time, As pages climbed towards another sky the burn in my chest began to subside, Till the pain lie dormant once more and the blood, tears and ink had nearly run dry." I'll be honest here. I've had learnt not to believe in love, or people who believed that you couldn't go on in life without love. I was in love once upon a time, we were kids and the girl I loved was 'taken away from me because God had to call his angel back home, so she could look over me better,' as they said. She made me promise that I will go on in life no matter what, make world a... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Survival, Death, Happiness