In reality there are really those people who were meant to fall inlove with each other but never meant to be together. Isn't sad that somehow someone has filled in the emptiness inside you yet he can never be yours? I'm amara. 22 years of age and working as a nurse somewhere in the middle east. I had a long time lesbian partner before i went here for my job but all of a sudden the distance between us made me feel falling out of love with her. I feel so empty and so blue. It feels like i love her but i'm not inlove with her anymore. We have fights everyday that caused our relationship to be over. I felt sad after that. Everyday i started writing poems, sad letters, listen to sad songs just to get in with my loneliness. I often ask myself "how does it feel... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Pain, Hurt, HopelessA TRUE STORY OF MY BEST FRIEND... When I think about love, the first think comes to my mind is GOD. GOD loves us some much, his creation is so perfect, so that we can do any work by ourselves. Till now, we reached from the bed of Oceans to the end of our solar system in space to learn and gain more and more knowledge. GOD is so powerful, without almighty we can’t lead our daily life, we all see GOD everyday but we never realize that anytime, this world is a gift of GOD, to share with each one of us. So ultimately, all religions in this world are meant to lover each other but that seems to be not happening. We, humans are so abhor to each other, they can’t understand the meaning of life and the words of religions. Even sometime GOD seems to be blind.... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, True Love, Trust, Tragedy, Wife, Regret, Cheated, Real, Love Story, Loneliness, Love Hurts, CryingThis is a story with a lot of ups and downs but it is the truth after all. Me (m 14) am in love with a girl (f 13) and she loves me just as much. You may ask, "Why are you on here if there is love between you two?". The problem goes deeper than that, and I will explain so you can see the pain. For the past years of my life I have never been the person to know what love is like, for someone other than my family to say they care about me. I had a history of rejection but I know this girl isn't like the others. She is unique. Best of all, she loves me no matter my faults. And I love her no matter what. The only problem is....her father doesnt believe in our love. He is the main one in control... [Read More]
Tags: Forbidden Love, Depression, Pain, Love, Love StoryThere was this girl named Julie Green, she had dark raven black hair, blue eyes the coler of the sky, and was tall compared to most girls at her school. Her best friend was Stacy Jekkens, she was meidium sized compared to Julie and had blonde hair, and green eyes. Julie stood up for Stacy when she was being bullied and from then on they became really good friends who swore to always have each others back. When they where younger Julie walked in on Stacy trying to commit suicide by overdosing on pills, but Julie stopped her just in time. From then on Julies been scared to walk in on her only to find her accomplished and dead. The wind outside was blowing hard and Julie and Stacy were walking back from school. "hey...um.. I saw you crying today." stated Julie. "yeah Jessie called me a filthy whore with... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Painful, Pain, Heartbreak, Bullying, Death, Loss, AngerMelania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, CuttingYes,I am a bitch. I know I hurt someone for being so mean. I know I am acting as if I am a perfect person. I always notice someone’s flaws. I am inconsiderate for telling his/her mistakes and give my opinion about it. I am insensitive because even though I am aware that I might hurt somebody, I still express what’s on my mind. I am a beast, a monster that’s ready to kill someone anytime. You might even think that I am a heartless person. I am a self centered girl who only thinks how to be beautiful always. But did you even try to be closer to me? Did you ever try to smile at me? Did you ever try to think that I can be a good friend too? Of course you didn't. You don’t like me on the first place. You don’t like how I carry... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Sad, Lonely, Alone, Judged, PainWhen my wife died in an accident almost an year ago the only reason for me to live was my 3 year old son.He was the second best thing that ever happened to me after my wife.He used to consider me his hero as I was a rescue pilot he always insisted that I take him on my missions. One day I got a call at work that a school bus had dropped in the river due to heavy rain and slippery roads.I fired up my helicopter and flew there as fast as I could. There was zero visibility due to heavy rain so it took us a while.Until we pulled the victims out....the driver and the two kids they were half gone.After rescuing the victims I flew back to the hospital as fast as I could when suddenly my fellow rescue pilot patted on my shoulder:Give me the handle... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Separation, Shattered, Suffering, Father, Love, Wife, Pain, DeathWhen I was young, I was adopted into a nice family, but it was ruined when we met a man named Jeremy Capello. He married my step-mother and abused me and her. He locked me in a bathroom and hit me for years until I turned 11. We never celebrated my birthday and he made my life a living hell everyday. When I turned 11 he left for cottonwood,AZ. Afterwards my step-mother started acting weird and she started acting like Jeremy. We moved twice.I started drinking when I was 12 and it ruined my life, but it helped me get over my pain. I stopped drinking when I was about 13 and a half. I started begging myself to die, I started taking pills. I kept taking pills until I met a girl who was also suicidal. We talked and learned we were compatible. We became closer, until she killed... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, SuicideI'm really sorry but this story is really long. "I'm must be stupid and crazy for falling for someone who I knew I couldn't have." I wish someone would just tell me the exact opposite, but I know that it will only give me false hope,and I don't need that too. I like this guy who will always be two years younger than me. Weird, right? Well, I met him through my friend(who is like my little sister)and he had a huge crush on her. My first impression of him was overly protective and annoying, so I told all my friends that I would never ever like him even if he was the last man on earth. Funny how Karma and fate works. Since we went to different high schools, we only made small talks to each other whenever we met, and I didn't really start liking him 'til I... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Heartache, Letting GoWhen I first ' met ' you I thought you weren't going to be as important as you are now . We became friends , then best friends . I was able to tell you anything , and the same for you . Our late night conversations seemed endless . You suddenly became single! I was sad yet somewhat happy . I was sad since the person you had broken up with was my best friend . But I guess I was also a bit happy since I had developed a small secret crush on you . Then and there you asked me out . The break up happened through text messages as well as when you asked me out . I stupidly said yes . You went on and on about how happy you were to call me yours . We kept a secret from your ex ( my... [Read More]
Tags: Broken Heart, Memories, Missing, Pain, Waiting, Alone