So it was really gone then. I thought that we could still stay. I really wanted to stay. Mama and Daddy really wanted to stay. Even Charles, who absolutely hated this place, wanted to stay. I guess anybody would stay here in Oklahoma rather than somewhere else, where they would have to start with a new life, new farm, new everything. But we can’t stay now. We wouldn't have anywhere to live. Because our home was gone. The big, mean people crushed it into little pieces. Although I’m hoping that a miracle will happen in the next few seconds bringing our home back. I really, really hoped, but deep down I knew that the miracle was only in my dreams. I guess that we could live at Aunt Heather’s house, but they will do the same to her house soon, if they haven’t already. It’s the same case for everybody... [Read More]
Tags: Drought, Young, Dust Bowl, Childish, Sad, Depression Era, Depression, Tragedy, Innocent, Parents, FamilyOn a Saturday afternoon, i decided to go out with some of my friends. As i walked into Forever 21 i saw a gorgeous, cute boy. I had seen him before at my school. I stared at him, as he turned around i turned and pretended i was looking at the jewelry. That day started an amazing connection towards him. The next day... I was sitting down with my head down, as i see something or someone coming towards me, i felt someone sit down next to me. He said " Hi?!"....as i lifted my face i realized it was him. "Hi.." i said. I blushed as i looked into his eyes. "I saw you yesterday" he said. "Oh really? did you?" I said. he smiled as he sad " Yes, you looked gorgeous!" "No, don't say that" I said "Why not?. I am just saying the truth or what?... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Kiss, Love, Caring, Hurt, Goodbye, CheatedHer side of the story. I looked at his leaving back. The one I used to lay on when I'm asleep. I looked at his hair. The same i use to pull on when we were making love. The same body. Except that he no longer belonged to me anymore. How I wished he would turn to look back at me. The "me" that he once said he would never leave, coz it would hurt himself. But now he's got someone else to love. I'm nothing to him. Anymore. "You promised" I muttered to my self while I cried. "You promised" "SIMON!" I shouted across the heavy rain that's now pouring down. "You promised!" He stopped in the middle of the road "You said you would never leave me!! In the world alone. Not unless I told you to. But I want you now. I need you." I was nothing... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Lonely, Cry, Lies, LoveThis was in 9th grade. I loved a boy named Brad, and I thought he had the same feeling for me too. Until valentines day that year… On that day, instead of love, I felt heartbreak. At lunch break, he came to my friend group with a bunch of roses and a blushing face. At first I thought it was me who he would give it to; but he kneeled on one knee in front of Jade: someone who I considered as a friend. Although Brad's moves where only jokey, I could see through his eyes that he means his love deep in his heart. My best friend dragged me away from the scene where the rest of the group are now clapping and hooting. I didn't dare to look behind me in fear of bursting into tears. That whole afternoon and night, I spent my time thinking about before.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, HeartbrokenThe scent of roses and women’s perfume filled the air. As I entered the restaurant, tears started forming in my eyes. I’m a man I can’t cry. Whatever, I don't care, there’s good enough of a reason for me to cry. The waitress welcomed me. I asked for a table for 2, and told the waitress that she was coming, she was on her way. The waitress nodded and looked at my eyes. “Sir, are you alright?” No. “Yeah, Yeah, I’m fine.” No. “Uh actually, miss, may I choose a table to sit at? It would mean very much to me.” It really would. “Uhh… okay. Which table would you like to sit at?” I led her to the table I sat on that very night. “But sir, I’m not sure… that’s a family table…” “Please, I’ll pay extra. It would mean so much if I could.” “Uhh… okay. Would... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost Love, Love, DeathI was silently sits on my chair, writing on my sheets on paper while the teacher was talking about the Geographic Region of Montreal. I look at my right hand, which was holding my pencil; on my hand, I have wrote "depression hurts but it's the only thing that keeps me alive until you love me <//3" in black, blue and red pen, with some sad faces. It was true, after all… I just see myself like a tall teenage girl with very short red/blond hairs, shaved on one side with a long fringe that hides my left eye and my forehead covered with small scars; a scary white face who always seems unhappy; two brown eyes always full of water, like if I could cry to every single words; a really good pair of boobs, that every perverts likes; a little round belly because of my few small extra... [Read More]
Tags: Girl, Boy, High School, Jealousy, Heartbroken, Depression, Sadness, HurtI met her in second grade. She was cute and funny and nice and everything that a best friend could be. By the way if you're wondering, no I'm not a guy writing about a girl, I'm and girl writing about her best friend. We were in the same class and our teachers put us together for a project. And that's pretty much how we met. I have so many good memories with her. She was amazing. we grew older, and soon started middle school. She was becoming beautiful, and sometimes I was so jealous. She always got all the guys, and was probably the most perfect, most luckiest girl. In 8th grade, something changed. We weren't hanging out as much, and we got into small little fights. I thought it was just whatever. Soon enough we started high school. She started doing things I thought she'd never do. In... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Abuse, Cutting, Friendship, Old Friendship, Death, Loved OneSo my story starts with a boy and girl. Their names are Danny and Jodie. Jodie is from Australia and recently moved to California, America. Jodie moved into Danny’s school and that’s when it all started. “Err.. Who’s that girl over there?” Lana Said with disgust in her voice. “Is she with Danny?” Lana pronounced. Shannon replied “I think that is Danny, He is getting a bit too comfy around her, you should stop it. After all he is your boyfriend” Lana didn’t reply, she just walked over to the mouldy water fountain where her boyfriend and his new friend were hanging out at. “Danny!” Danny looked round, Scared about what his eyes were going to see. His faced dropped when he realized it was his over protective girlfriend. He just walked towards her; his heart was beating out of his chest. He didn’t want Lana to get the wrong... [Read More]
Tags: DeathI'm sorry Aaron I really am, I'm sorry you never loved me, I'm sorry I was never good enough for you, I'm sorry that you don't want me, I'm sorry for ever believing you, I'm sorry for everything, I can't force someone to love me, I truly am sorry Aaron. I'm sorry that you never really meant any of your promises, most of your promises you have made, you end up breaking I really want this to work out but i guess that's just not possible, this "love" we have in just one sided. I really was trying and I guess that's what I get for trying so hard it blows up in my face. I guess I was never a girl you loved just a friend that you talked to everyday. I'm sorry I can't be more, maybe one day, or maybe one day we talk again and I... [Read More]
Tags: Forgotten, Love, Pain, Forbidden, Alone, Sadness, Sorry, Letter, LonelySummer of 2004, I was 16 years old a sophomore in high school.. My friends called me and told me they would be going down to the beach for a bonfire and asked if i would like to join... Well i didn't have anything to do so i said sure lets go... Little did i know i would meet someone that day that would change my life for ever... His name was Andrew he was also a sophomore... Might as well state now that he was not my type, haha.. He was white/mexican, bald head, baggy clothes, and a weed smoker (Hey i was fun, but at that time i definitely had not experimented with any drugs), pretty much what people would call a "gangster" except he did not claim a set.. Andrew had shown up with some friends.. One of them was dating one of the friends i showed... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Heartbreak, Sad, Lonely, True Love, Mistakes, Missing, Miss You, Love, Relationship, Broken, Heartbroken