In the whirlwind of mind-blogging activities, I frenzied in the library in quick steps. I didn't even look hither and thither, just stormed inside to acquire the necessary material for my college assignment. As soon as I stepped in, I rushed in so quickly that I didn't even realize that the door got slammed harshly; the sound exceeded the room. Each and every living soul positioned their heads at me from different angles."Ummm......I'm sorry for disrupting the silent vibe." All the heads swirled back in unison. Yet, only a particular head unaltered his head position. I saw a vicious smile on his face. On a closer look, he wore a red tie on his collar and a snap back hat."What an unlikely combination!" I wondered. His eyes stared into mine, it felt surreal because we kept staring for almost ten seconds. Eyes met; time started ticking; something was bound to... [Read More]
Tags: Feelings, Infatuation, ApologeticI was a tender 21, she was a strong 26... I fell in love the moment i met her.. She had an amazing sense of humor, a carefree heart, and not to mention she was stunning.. I still remember the first time i met her 6 years ago in September... She picked me up and we went on a date to Target, little did i know that she would change my life for ever.. i remember feeling butterflies as the time to see her got nearer, She picked me up and i clearly remember her telling me I was so much more beautiful in person.. Oh yes i forgot to mention we met online.. We went to Target to buy her dogs food and treats, then she took me over to her house, I met her family, we played with her dogs and grabbed something to eat after.. I remember... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Promise, Break Up, Tears, Pain, Relationship, Lesbian, Gay, Happiness, FirstThis is my story. I was born into a newly-wed couple, with a family history of depression and anxiety. I was a normal child until it came time for me to go into first grade at a new school. I didn't know anyone there and I was fairly shy. That year I was constantly bullied for the way I was, not to mention I made very few friends. After that year, it got better but I never fully recovered deep down, and while I was moderately outgoing, I started to develop self-image issues by the time I was in fourth grade, and in fifth grade I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Ever since then, my life has been steadily going downhill. Grade Six - I started off Grade Six optimistically. It was my last year at the school and I had a number of friends who I was in... [Read More]
Tags: Life, DepressionI'll keep things short for you, well, as short as I can. Witch really means kinda long. I'm 19. I'm one of those strange people who gives more than they have whenever they can. Doesn't have many true friends, in fact not one real friend. I was just never good with friends. I was always good with ladies if I wanted but I was never into the dating scene through out most high school because I knew the chances of it lasting were slim so no friends and no love life. I did have friends but no real true friends. Family? I was the second oldest. My mother had had my older brother when she was 17. His dad was never in the picture. Then she had me with a different man 2 years later.and he was gone before I was born. 2 years later she married a navy man.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Loss, TragedyThe first memory I have of her is one of the best memories of my childhood. It was my first day of kindergarten and there she was. At first sight, it was like I had seen an angel with bright lights shining behind her. I instantly knew she was the girl for me. I had her in my classes pretty much throughout elementary school. We were really good friends and it seemed like one day we would be together. I would always be the kid that helped her with classwork and stuff like that. She had that effect on me that made me wish I could just have the courage to tell her how I felt about her, but I never did and I regret it everyday. Over the years we grew apart and everything chaned. Middle school came and there I became more social and so did she. We... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Choice, RegretIt all began in spring, when I was shifting gears to taste a bit of happiness in life. Though I'm a happy person from the core, yet sometimes feel vacuum from within. The hustle and bustle of city life has caused a stir in my daily routine until when I met a cute lad, my cousin's friend via facebook. We started chatting almost every day but not every hour. Within no time, he expressed his feelings for me after three months. I was very apprehensive in accepting his proposal because we became such good friends and to say no, will crash his ego and to say yes will indicate my likeness for him, which seemed a far cry from reality. Ofcourse, he seemed like a nice chap with positive traits despite his "playboy" appearance. Either way, I thought I'm going to lose him. The most herculean task was to overlook... [Read More]
Tags: Feelings, Deception, FriendshipMy name is Kendra Tinch, I have night terrors to the point where I am scared to sleep, I woke up by having one about my best friend...Charlie and I can't fall back to sleep so I wrote this about him. Why did god put his life in my hands...my weak, confused, and young hands. Ever since I was in Kindergarten I have always been a loner. I would never talk to anyone and I would always swing alone ever day. My teachers and family members were worried about me saying I was abnormal and needed to make friends. I was all alone, until third grade when I met my best friend Charlie Tuggle. He was my only friend we would swing together everyday. I had the biggest crush on him and I wanted to tell him but I was too scared so instead of saying anything I just kept... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Depression, AloneThere once was a girl named lily she lived in Oregon but when her parents decide to move to Los Angeles she is forced to leave all her friends and her boyfriend Mike. The next day she wakes up with a moving truck it has already been packed . Her dad comes in and says to get in the car.She panicked because she wasn't ready to leave everything behind . She gets up and does what she is told . She gets dressed and gets in the car she hears the car engine power on and start to drives she turns her head as she leaves her home and then sees a boy ..... A boy....it was mike ... He is running after the car but slowly and slowly he fades away . She wakes up in a city and then asks her parents if we were there yet. Her... [Read More]
Tags: Sad Story, Pain22nd September 2014, I am not holding anyone responsible for what I have done, nor am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this. Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I was determined to achieve this end result. I disguised my plans quite well, I just needed to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it. I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not, experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide Note, Suicide, Goodbye, AloneIt is one of the most difficult and complicated and wonderful mistakes of my life: having an affair with your "boss" at work. A married man of whom I work with and is in a position of authority. Why would I even make an effort with someone like that? A beautiful wife and two adorable children. Not to mention his wife is the niece of the owner of the establishment! Como Loca! But of course when I begin working anywhere I find that one person to become my victim of "entertainment" at work. I saw him a few days into working at my new job and immediately knew I wanted to talk to him. At the time I was unaware of his personal life when I asked for his number just in case I ever needed anything work related. But I later found out by my own mother that he... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Other Woman, Sad, Affair