If I knew it would end

Kevin

24 Aug, 2014 08:43 PM

It has been almost 3 years... Jacob has been the love of my life. We shared every moment together good and bad. Everyone taught we were going to be together forever, but forever was too long. I taught we were going to be something; have a small apartment, kids, long old memories, but that dream just didn't come through. We met at a party. We had been chosen by our parents to be partners for a girl's dance. When we first met, it was awkward.. I had never knew this guy and now I was suppose to hold his hand and dance with him? He was pretty annoying, something he tripped me on purpose, and It irritated me. I even told my mom I wanted to get out, but she insisted I continue with the dance. Months of practicing the dance with Jacob, we got to know each other. He... [Read More]

Tags: Jealousy, Hurts, Ruined
Votes: 10
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Words Unsaid

dracodormiens

23 Aug, 2014 02:43 PM

I didn't see her. I just heard the scream. I can't imagine anyone else would have recognised her scream, but I had been listening to her every day since we were five. I'd heard her scream before. Not often, but once or twice over the years. I was in the middle of an exam, near the end of the year in the eleventh grade when I heard that scream, and the last time I would ever hear her speak. I ran without thinking. I ran out of the classroom (completely ignoring my teacher as I passed) and down the stairs. The closest stairs were the ones that ran down the centre of the school. Had I been looking, I would have seen that the door to the roof was unlocked. Had I been looking, I would have immediately blamed myself. I found the combination to the door to the roof... [Read More]

Tags: Story, Sad, Death, Suicide, Love, True Story
Votes: 34
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Close, Yet So Far Away

Luke

22 Aug, 2014 09:00 AM

I always thought that I was different than most of the 16 year old guys out there. You know the "sex crazed, got my whole life ahead of me" type. All that has it's place sure, but I considered myself a gentleman and put priorities first. She helped me to see that. Funny. Looking back 6 months, I couldn't see myself here. Seriously contemplating suicide for the first time in my life. The Internet is the only way I've "vented". This isn't like me, but so much time has passed I don't even know me anymore. "Who I Am With You" still rings in my head. Ironically, to avoid pain and more self torture I'll give you the short version. I'm Luke, Ash was her nickname. We were both from small towns almost 250 miles apart in Wisconsin. Meeting through an online school, we emailed constantly and soon enough we... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Fear, Pain, Love, Lost, Depression, Suicide
Votes: 3
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THE PERFECT GIRL

Monstrous Angel

16 Aug, 2014 03:38 PM

They hate her. They hate her guts. They hate how she carries herself. They hate how easily for her to get what she wants. She can be anyone. She can easily transform her emotions. She can be too friendly and too mean in a minute. They say she’s so hard to understand. She’s not kind yet a lot of people like her. She’s not that pretty yet a lot of boys admire her. She’s not rich yet she doesn't know anything about household chores. She doesn't have much money yet she keeps eating on the expensive restaurants. She’s not a celebrity yet she’s famous. She’s not a politician, yet she knows most of them. She’s “so girl” yet she can control the PUNKS. She’s strict and perfectionist. She loves her friends. She loves her family. She’s intimidating. She says what she wants and what’s on her mind regardless of how... [Read More]

Tags: Broken, ALONE, Loneliness, Sadness
Votes: 15
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Goodbye means I love you

Monstrous Angel

16 Aug, 2014 03:35 PM

To be right doesn't mean to be happy... I didn't expect to meet you in unexpected time. When I saw you, you're smiling and it made my day. You were the perfect example of my ideal man. I want to be near you yet I am afraid. I want to be your friend yet I can't utter any word when you're near me. I was so shy then, I didn't know what to say. When it's time to say goodbye, I heard your laughter’s and its music to my ears. After a year, we met again. My feelings for you were still there. I guess it became deeper. I really liked you a lot. I liked how you talk, how you smile, and how you laugh. When you saw me, you hugged me and treated me as your close friend. Oh! I felt heaven. I wanted to hug you back... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Forbidden, Sad, Pain
Votes: 20
19963 10

Help Me

DavidThomas

15 Aug, 2014 11:42 AM

recovered ? i ask my self i have recovered from the rejection of a girl that i loved for 6 years now. To be honest i do not know, sometimes i feel like i have, that i don't care about her anymore even though she is my best friend, sometimes i think to my self that its not going to hurt me anymore then i see her with another person. But then there are times where i break down, where i need her so much in my life i actually get scared of doing something bad like killing my self. i sit down and i cry. yes i know i shouldn't be saying it out loud because men don't cry, but for her i do, i sit down and just cry, time like that i ask my self have i really gotten over her. asking myself this question over and... [Read More]

Tags: Done, Help, Save, Fedup
Votes: 3
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My Ups and Downs story

Tommy Mai

10 Aug, 2014 11:01 PM

Hi well there are always ups and downs in life. Im just going to write about my biggest down and up in my entire life. If i say that i remember when was the first time we kissed its true. If i say that i remember the first time i said i loved you its a lie . If i say that you gave me light in this dark passage called life its true. I have always had a very easy going life, never really felt alone , have always had friends and family around me. The first time when i actually got to really know girls and want to get closer to them was summer when i started in high school. You know what happends ? Theres actually a girl that likes me just when i know that there are really good to have a girl in your life.... [Read More]

Tags: Alone, Love, Sad, Waiting, Hurt, High School, Breakup, Cheated, Heartbroken, Heartbreak
Votes: -19
45297 19

Depressing

EvanescenceLuv

03 Aug, 2014 08:10 PM

There once was a child named Hope, and she was in the 3rd grade. Hope always was a happy child...she was kind to others, loved life and got very good grades. One day she walked in on her mother on the edge of her bed crying, and asked her what had happened. Her mom looked at her and patted the place next to her. Hope sat down and looked up at her mother wide-eyed and whispered softly, "What happened, Mama?" Her mom gently held Hope's hand and mumbled, "It's Daddy..." her mother suddenly burst out crying and hugged Hope. "Daddy got in a car accident, Baby...he didn't make it..." Hope didn't say anything...when her mother let go, Hope had a single tear streaming down her face. After that, Hope never talked to anyone at school, her grades went downhill and so did her happiness...finally at the age of 16, her... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Depressing, Heaven, Suicide, Death, Emotional, Crying
Votes: -5
28277 9

And I Love Him So...

Monstrous Angel

25 Jul, 2014 05:49 AM

It all started when I was still first year college. I pretended to have a crush on someone who was quite popular in our school.He was part of the Basketball Team,certified playboy and heart-breaker. Every time he passed by,my friends teased me,and I pretended that I really liked it. A year after,he's one of my classmates,and it was really awkward because our classmates gave me a "THIS IS IT!" looked.One time,we're both early for our next class,he talked to me and asked my number. When I went home,I received a text message telling me that it was him.That was the time that we started to build our "secret friendship". We didn't talk in our school,nor glanced with each other we just sent each other messages even inside of our classroom. He entrusted me his past, that he loved a girl so much and that girl dumped him for another man.... [Read More]

Tags: Broken, Hanging, Love, True Love, Sad, Pain
Votes: 36
24768 24

just another sad story

mike

23 Jul, 2014 07:03 AM

i don't have much of a reason for writing tonight, but it's 4am and i'm wide awake, dwelling on a recent situation. I'm a gay high school student, and i've been handling it really well, everybody takes me for who i am, and i love feeling accepted. however, in two of my classes this year, there was an older guy. He's kind of a role model to me, he's gorgeous, funny, highly intelligent, accepting, generous, and just an all around nice person. Since the beginning of the year, i had developed a crush on him, which eventually grew huge, and I realized half way through the year that i was head over heels for him. I've never loved anyone before, so it went to my head. of course, my close friends knew how i felt, but we all knew that, even though he may seem like he's into guys, he's... [Read More]

Tags: Gay, Love, Depression, Sadness
Votes: -2
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