Have you ever wondered why you feel a certain way in a particular season? Have you ever counted down the days to that season? Well, I certainly have, although I never searched for a reason; it was buried inside my heart a long time before I fell in love with it. Its a bit confusing as to my feelings for the particular seasons, for one thing; I dread the seasons yet I admire them just the same...I guess I'd call it a love-hate relationship between the two seasons that I love. Autumn is my time of year which gets me ready for my "depressive" state. I always sit alone in my room staring out of my window, rethinking my life and just admiring the long nights and the lack of sun during most hours. It is also the time when I recall the time of my life. I was in... [Read More]
Tags: Winter, Reasons, Crush, Memories, LegendDear friend, Remember that time when we first met? I was nothing in your eyes and you were nothing in mine. We were strangers back then; shy to take the first move, yet somehow we managed to break that wall. I started chatting to you, made a joke and you burst out laughing. We became friends. We built on our relationship by joking around and testing our trust. We moved unto secondary high school and our bond became stronger with every day. You see, I was the one you kept to when the times were hard. I would joke around and you would laugh away. I was the only best friend you had back then and I would be there for you at every demand, every day of my life. When I was off ill, you would cry because no other friend could make your day. It was all quite... [Read More]
Tags: Left, Abandoned, Hurt, Pain, AloneI'm A, I'm the eldest in my family. i grow up happily wt lots of love and cares.what i wish all my parents will do it for me they wont even say no to me. At the age of 18 i fall in love with R and the love last for only 4 years i start to get fed up on him cause all the time controlling me and i get to know that he is trying to separate me from my parents. I start my studies I'm out of my state my studies term was 2 1/2 years in that period i get stress a lot from him once i finished my studies on 31.12.2008 i decide to break off with him so it happens on 4.1.2009. I felt like a free bird no 1 can control me i can be happy with my family i can go anywhere... [Read More]
Tags: Painful, Alone, ForgottenAs she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past... [Read More]
Tags: Inspirational, EnlighteningThis is a true story... I had a friend named Rebecca (becka) that had a boyfriend and she cheated on him constantly. .. I started talking to her boyfriend when he added me on Facebook when him and my friend becka broke up. I soon found myself falling for him, I felt horrible for falling for my friends ex, but I couldn't help it. He would tel me how bad of a girlfriend becka eas to him and I belived him. But when my friend found out I was talking to him she got mad but not nearly as mad I thought she would get. She had me tell her what her ex was saying to me behind her back. I told her how he would say that she cheated on him 24/7 but of course she denied it. Soon as the time went by we decided that we wanted... [Read More]
Tags: UnlovedThere I was standing there in front of my love, my world, the light on the street lamb shinning up on us, making everything else dark. Her hair slowly moving because of the chilled wind, I looked into her eyes and saw someone new. Hearing the words “it’s over” from her lips broke me inside, a tear rolled down her face, reminding me of all the memories we had together. I turned cold, I couldn't feel that warmth within me, everything was dark, the outside, the inside, I had let the darkness completely consume me, she took my cold hand in her hand on last time, held it tight one last time, looked me the eyes, gave me one last kiss on the cheek and turned around. It had started to rain, as if earth itself was crying, pouring down on me, the rain hid my tears, as she walked... [Read More]
Tags: Last Love, Death, Light, Dark, Gone, Done, Rushing, LoveThe bus is were it all started freshman year of high school...actually it was the last two weeks of summer at band camp when I saw her beautiful eyes staring at me from across the room. We talked and laughed while she was throwing green peppers at me and my friend for us to catch. This was the start of it all. But she had a thing going with someone else ,and I has these...feeling for her. But then the bus ride, I was shocked to learn she was on my bus but she didn't know me and her boyfriend was on the bus...well things happend that I don't like to recall and they broke up. She came to me and we talked and that Friday was game day for the schools football team. So me and her sat there being In percussion, we had nothing to do. But it... [Read More]
Tags: Love Story, Hurt, Pain, Depression, Cancer, Deathso, I started talking to this girl Ashley a few years ago, and right off the back we clicked and I honestly thought "this is the girl" she was perfect for me. I still remember the first time talking to her, first tile meeting her, and so on. so we started talking, she was about to go to her softball game and said we shared each others numbers ( good ole Facebook started this off ) so after softball she texted me, it was a Saturday if I remember correctly and we talked for hours and hours. and I was so happy at first. I thought I finally met someone who I had a chance with and things would work out with. we talked daily for hours at a time and after a few days, I texted her a long message overnight, one of them appreciation messages I guess you... [Read More]
Tags: LifeThis is a tale of two people brought together but then torn apart by insecurity and anxiety. Their names are Davis and Elizabeth and they are both living in an average sized town in Texas. The story starts off with them both in high school living their lives not knowing how they would change at a drop of a hat. Davis was a very emotional young man, he had many disorders which were ADHD, Anxiety, depression, and not a disorder but the worst of all is that he a crippling insecurity. He constantly felt like no one cared for him even though he had a whole family who would take a bullet for him. He never had many friends though, he could never manage to keep them since he was so insecure about himself. He would constantly want to talk to girls he liked and was just so aggressive in... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Depression, Despair, Fear, Anxiety, Sadness, LonelinessA few days ago, on the 29th May, my cat brought in a bird smaller than a ping-pong ball. I could barely hold it in my finger since I feared of crushing it. Now after some research I found out that it was a house wren fledgling. I went outside to look for its parents but I didn't see any nest or any wrens nearby. At first it was paralyzed from being in a cats warm mouth. However when I picked it up it attempted to fly. When I finally let go it flew out of my hands and unto the curtain, then madly went flying up the stairs and rested on a curtain like material I have hung over the stairway. That's where I caught it gently. I put it into a box and kept it warm. Of course it was very lively and wanted to get out. However,... [Read More]
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