My story.

Michelle

28 May, 2014 09:58 PM

Hi, my name is Michelle. I'm 16 years old. And I want to tell you my story. It started when I went to highschool. I always felt insecure and i didn't like my body. Then I got a boyfriend but after a month he broke up with me saying he didn't like me anymore. He said I was ugly and fat. That made me more insecure. I started to change. I wore more make-up, changed my clothing style, I didn't listen to my parents anymore. I got punished a lot and I didn't have many friends. In the second year of highschool everything went okay. And in the third year it went downwards. I stopped eating, i got days where i ate a lot and days where i ate nothing I got in touch with a boy I saw a lot at school. He was the first boy who kissed... [Read More]

Tags: Life
Votes: 21
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What Happened

Bob

25 May, 2014 11:06 PM

I am still really just in shock as to what happened. The day before I'm getting ready to move my stuff down there my girlfriend of four and a half years tells me that she doesn't think I should move there. Of course I was initially shocked, though the way she first said my name in the text (she doesn't do that often, she usually says "babe" or "love") I could tell something was up. It's in a weird limbo between being a blurry jumble of words and emotions and some parts being crystal clear in my memory. Some of the things that stood out to me were her responses to my questions. I explained to her how I feel like she makes me a better person and how I know that we disagree and that that's just part of continuously growing and learning about each other. She told me... [Read More]

Tags: Vent, Breakup, Lost Love
Votes: 0
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Why Me Tweety?

Sumit Bajaj

19 May, 2014 06:08 AM

I know you moved on sweetheart, i know you left me, i know you dont love me anymore but all i know i cant accept things, i cant accept that you left me. But yea its true thats why i dont fight with myself. I will never know why you said that you never loved me, you only liked me. This thing making me shattered day by day. I dont express what i am going through but its very hard for me to survive. Its like i am counting my days of the remaining part of my life. I know you wont feel what you did to me except the fact that you did bad to me & hurted me, but you will never know the level of hurt you have given to me. I remember every single day spend with you, every moment with you. We shared everything from... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Lost, Love, Remember Me
Votes: 4
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In the rain

otteroe

16 May, 2014 12:06 AM

She has been more than a best friend to me for an eternity. But yet, I still do not know how to articulate and express my true feelings. Her name? Natalie. It is a fitting name for her; innocent and beautiful. We were both 15 years old. Although I was head over heels for you, I could not tell you because of him. You have had a thing with him for a couple months now, and every time you tell me a story about him, I wear a fake smile to avert the fact that I'm madly in love with you. There were many nights I would just say, "ok?" and I would always hope for the response of "ok." . Though this was one word consisting of two letters, the meaning was worth a million. Night by night would go by, not one without us ending up texting or... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Hurt, Hard, Impossible, Sorry, Forgotten, Forbidden
Votes: 12
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I need HELP!!!

Leo Ambrosio

02 May, 2014 04:23 AM

Hi guys, I am new in this Forum. First of all I would like to add that I am gay (if you are against, stop reading now, please) I don't know what to do anymore I need help. I tried so hard to move on to start feeling better with myself that looks it will be impossible. I am 21 I am Mexican ( born and raised) I chose to belong to this forum, due to the fact that I think people I know could hardly find me or something. Since I was in kinder garden I knew I was gay, since I was 6 years old I had a lot of self-esteem problem because and don't really know why, I think maybe because my dad always compared me with other people and the people my family and I use to get along and hang out with ( the family... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Help, Lonely
Votes: -2
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Speak Silently

CrystalWolfTear

29 Apr, 2014 11:21 PM

It seems like life always gets in the way. Restrictions lurk everywhere; life is not enjoyable. I get hurt easily, I get disappointed easily. Life gets harder everyday. Even when I try to stand up, I fall back down knowing that I am weak and hurting. My feelings are indescribable, you could even say that my heart is literally ripped and torn; my scars are engraved with every second of my petty existence. I am isolate from the world and I am not planning to change that, I am dying yet I won't put up a fight... I am drowning in my misery, yet I won't struggle when I lack air. Time seems to be moving quickly then fading, I am left in the past wishing for something impossible... Wishing for my past to be erased; yet the harder I wish for it the more I get hurt. It seems... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Suicide
Votes: 14
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The Explanation

Ambrosia

19 Apr, 2014 11:08 PM

So before I get into the actual story, I'm going to tell you a little bit about it first. See, I'm depressed, but there are a lot of my friends, one in particular, who aren't. I really want to talk to them about it, to let them know how I'm feeling, but I know that they'll never fully understand what it's like to feel yourself falling apart and not being able to do anything about it. One night, while lying in my bed thinking about it, I thought of this sort of story, sort of metaphor. So here it is. You're on the top of a mountain in summer. The air is warm, friendly, fresh and clear. The sun is shining and the breeze is caressing your skin and running loving fingers through your hair. You are loving every minute of it, but you aren't exactly aware of how good... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Depression, Falling, Slipping, Metaphor, Climbing, Recovery, Fear, Desperation
Votes: 1
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I survive because , i have to die daily

Narinder singh (ricky)

03 Apr, 2014 08:53 AM

“Not everyone in this world has the fate to cherish the fullest form of love . Some are born just to experience the abbreviation of it.” The past is flashing its scorching light beams. Tearing me apart, breaking me at the seams. The darkness of my life is more visible in dark. On 3rd April 2014, Since past few days I was seeing the improvement in her, but all of the sudden she fell down drastically. The impact is so much that it led to collapse me. Being unknown from all that was happening, I was still in a state of shock. The truth was so hard to accept, but I could imagine her dealings and behavior towards me …. I hear all those cries of pain around me especially of my eyes and heart. Few days before she used to spent whole beautiful with me, but oh GOD! Who... [Read More]

Tags: Life, Love
Votes: 4
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Love is

Ashley Coulson

30 Mar, 2014 04:59 PM

I had three friends. Eric, Cathleen, Carol. Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school. Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish. Carol was just one of those plain and average girls but still awfully pretty. Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric. Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric, for she was already attractive enough. Carol on the other hand, showered Eric with love and care. Carol wasn't ugly at all. In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant. However, she wasn't a cheerleader and she didn't wear spaghetti-straps or tubes. So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathleen. While Cathleen was labelled as the cool and attractive type, Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl. Eric always insulted Carol. He was always telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was and how dumb she looked. It... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Love Story, Loss, Death, Heartbreak
Votes: 58
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The Way I Am

Dissentient

02 Mar, 2014 09:57 AM

We're exhausted and our souls have grown weary. Just like the clothes you wore grew worn, your soul also wears out. Soon, the tiredness will overwhelm all and there will only be a darkness surrounding the hopes of the souls' wandering. Does life matter? Does it matter? Does it? We ask this question many times. We struggle and frantically kick the air about us but we hit nothing. We're all alone. We suffers alone, and all we love, we love alone. Some love wishes are granted, and some are rejected. Some death wishes are granted, and some are rejected. Some hope wishes are granted, but some are crushed. The world we live in is as such. Crying out, "Cruel!" doesn't help anyone. No one cares, no one sees. No one sees the hand drowning in the midst of the wide diversity and assuming it as a waving hand, non fathom.... [Read More]

Tags: Life, Love, Insight, Tragedy
Votes: 7
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