A haunting death

Meena

03 Jan, 2014 12:03 AM

I never would have guessed that my best friend, the happiest and nicest looking guy i had ever met, was actually depressed and suicidal. When he would talk to me he would brighten my day and make me feel special and loved, something that no one else has ever been able to do. He helped me forget any problem I had. He even helped me with the worse break up of my life, where my ex mentally bullied and tormented me for months because I broke up with him, after he cheated on me with my best friend and turned all my friends against me after our previous breakups which always came from him because I wasn't following his every move like he wanted me to. My best friend didn't live in the same country as I did but since his father was from here, he came to visit every... [Read More]

Tags: Drugs, Crush, Addiction, Depression, Death
Votes: 5
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Hate The Way I Live

CrystalWolfTear

29 Dec, 2013 08:45 PM

I try to lose myself in music. I have encountered many embarrassing moments that tend to intimidate me. Especially when I'm around this boy I used to like. I find it hard to express my feelings and so I may sound a little odd or over exaggerating. But I don't feel right and sometimes I get these feelings of confusion and even hesitation. It feels like I don't get support or I just don't want any. Many times I would stop what I was doing and ask myself 'what's wrong with me?'. Yet I never quite got an answer, most probably because I can't choke out the truth from beneath. I'm scared that if people know me for who I really am, they will hate me and turn away. I'm scared that I will get hurt and most probably think of that thought I had over a year ago. I... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Sad Story, Hope
Votes: 4
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When The Smart Girl Going To Be Fool

Ija Angel

20 Dec, 2013 07:56 AM

I was a smart girl before I knew Him. Before I fell in love with Him. Because of one guy my life has changed. He made my life become so beautiful so colorfull. He brought me a lot of smile and happiness. He gave me a lot of hopes and promises. But suddenly He said He has no confidence to continue this relation. He can't live with me. He told me some non sense reason to leave me. After He left me, I was lost control. I can't think clearly. I was the most stupid girl at that time. In my mind only him and I can't erase all memories about him. Until i got an accident, I hoped I died in that accident. But God safe my life. My friend tried to contact Him and ask him to help me. He Agreed and He contact me again. We contacted... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Story, Breakup
Votes: -8
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lost

chloe glover

08 Jan, 2014 07:10 PM

Chapter 1 I looked outside to watch the trains go by. All you could hear was their battered wheels trembling on the track. It was a normal Friday night, parents arguing, and my oldest sister in her room listening to her music full blast so she didn’t hear what was going on. Then there was me: just standing in my room listening to the parents going on and on about stupid little things, by this time I was in floods of tears. No-one seemed to notice me; just that girl on her own. I started to sneak out of my room to find my mum, sitting on the cold surface crying, and my dad, with his can of beer and his fag in his mouth. He slowly walked over to me and hit me around the face, I yelped in pain but he didn’t seem to care. He shouted at... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Story, True Story
Votes: 6
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Bullied

Victim

02 Jan, 2014 09:37 PM

Well, today I am going to tell you my story on how i am bullied. In Kindergarden through 3rd grade, I was always the most happiest kid ever! I was always nice to people, (which I still am now) and I always cared about people (which I still do)... But when 4th grade happened, that all changed.... In 4th grade I was still smiling. Until I met a boy, he was really cute! He always was the "Bad Boy" of the class, I don't really like bad boys but he changed all of that. I was always on cloud nine when I met him. One day I told my best friend about the boy and that I had a crush on him. I told her not to tell anybody. She promised she wouldn't. Well instead of telling nobody, she told all of the school! I was already in a relationship... [Read More]

Tags: Alone, Bullied, Victim
Votes: 0
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Painful Love.

Nuha

03 Jan, 2014 07:12 AM

Some of you probably have gone through this, But so far ive been feeling alone. Well, There was this boy he was 17 at the time and i was 16. He was in my class and ive had a crush on him, id be so stupid and ask people about him. later on he adds me on Facebook, when i first saw it, the butterflies in my stomach, i felt like i could just float on cloud 9, that's how happy i was. He said "hey" and i replied with a hey back. we started talking more and more each day and say hey in person and have small talks. i was so happy to have him add me. I will admit. i wasn't the most beautiful girl he has seen. he was attractive, i was pretty big and i was just a mess, an insecure mess so i never... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Crying, Pain, Lies, Hurt, Ugly, Letgo
Votes: 8
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A second chance

Alex Love

05 Jan, 2014 10:40 AM

A little over a year ago, I hit what most would call rock bottom. I found myself sitting alone on my bed, tears flowing down my face, with everything in my life completely unknown. I sit up every night wondering if I deserve a second chance after what I did. I did a lot of things in my past that I am not proud of, I try to be good show everyone that I changed, nobody believes me or wants to believe me. I try so hard every day but it gets really hard. I hope someday my old friends my mom my sister will finally believe that I have changed I do try and I will keep trying until they see that too. I always thought that people change and they deserve a second chance. But in my case every second chance turns to more an turns to shit.... [Read More]

Tags: Friendship, Love, Family
Votes: 2
19538 1

woow

amy louise

19 Oct, 2013 09:57 PM

I'm one of those girls who barely fall for a guy easily I've only ever loved two lads in my life so far. I've been used, played&lead on a million times it hurts so bad..anyway, it was back in summer 2012 I was sleeping over at my best friends house and we went out to meet some friends and there was someone I'd never seen before, he had sparkly blue eyes! we were having a big water fight and he got water in my hair so I pushed him in a bush and he went home, after that I didn't think anything of it, a few weeks later I checked my messages and got one it was from him he was being really nice and said sorry for what had happened the other week, we started talking more and more but I thought of him as a little brother as... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbreak
Votes: -1
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Why would you do this to me?

Evie

05 Nov, 2013 06:33 AM

It all started early in my eleventh year in school. I was attending Creekside High School alongside my two best friends Josh and Jack. Josh was the kind of kid who had a lot of mistakes in his past but was working on it and trying to become a better person. He was there for me and stuck up for me. But Jack was more than that. I fell for him really quickly and things were different between he and I. He had a girlfriend and I could tell they were in love but I don’t know. I can’t describe it. He and I can go months without talking or without seeing each other but when we finally reunite, we talk and laugh like no time has past since the last time we spoke to each other. I remember one night I was so upset about something that had happened... [Read More]

Tags: Depressed, Cheater, Love, Sad
Votes: 1
21816 1

Forever

kat

26 Nov, 2013 09:27 PM

The Last Words Angel Fawn *I adapted this to fit more with my story, respects all paid to Angel Fawn!!!* It's been a while since I remembered him. My brother Chris was 16, he had lung cancer. He was growing weaker and weaker, he coughed and coughed and breathing was becoming hard for him. Very hard... He couldn’t stop coughing, (*cough, cough, cough*) the sweet sound of his voice swept out of his pain filled body, letting me hope. Hope that he’d live. The doctor’s had told us that he had months to live. I remember back when we were just kids. Mom took us out to the dandelion field behind our park and some kids were playing tag through the meadow. The light blowing through the air flew directly into our hearts. “Hey ugly,” one kid yelled. I looked up. “Yeah you ugly! You and your cripple brother!” Another... [Read More]

Tags: Adaptation, Death, Cancer, Brother, Family, Christmas, Love
Votes: 26
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