Everyday I would wake up with a frown. I looked around my surroundings and realized that I am back to reality. When I fall asleep, I feel like I can escape and dream of something beautiful. In reality, I am just another broken person. My father has lowered my confidence and me having hope of doing anything. My mother has a way of making me feel bad by yelling at me. February 2012, I began to cut. I didn't know what to do I just cut. At times I was having troubles at school and home as well. That month my parents began to push me really hard and that's when I began to go insane. I wanted to die. I thought about suicide and was gonna attempt to kill myself but I didn't do it. I knew that if i killed myself that it would effect my parents a... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, DepressedStanding in the room watching Daddy get drunk and beat up Mummy again, I'm five, there's nothing I can do to stop him, I scream and shout but it only makes things worse he slowly releases his hands from Mummys throat and turns to me, "shut it you, Daddy and Mummy are just playing a game" they always play this 'game'. Mummy cries when they play the game, mummy looks scared when they play the game, i try and stop the game but daddy says "why, do you want to play as well?" mummy screams no not her she doesn't want to play just stop it. Mummy picks me up and takes me into the bedroom and tucks me into bed, "night night darling go to sleep i love you." she picks up the phone and starts telling someone about the 'game' her and my dad were playing and then... [Read More]
Tags: Abused, Hurt, Depressed,NOt good at writing stories (note: English is my second language) ok ,so here we go. im jane, im in love with a guy that's 56 yrs older then me. he is married and got 3 kids one of them my age. i met him at work and we fell in love since the first day we met. i feel sad because ive never being in love before until now and i know that this wont be forever, one day this will end and i will broken heart. (try not to judge really hard) we been having a 6 years relationship and nobody knows about this, i know all this is wrong but i will never tell anybody or his family or anything like that,but this is true love. the kind of love you see in the movies!! really! sometimes i feel that i know him from somewhere but i... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, DepressedWithout a shadow of a doubt, I knew I loved him. Stetson was so beautiful. One of my old friends was trying to help me get out of a bad relationship in Feb, so she invited me over that night to meet her finacee's cousin. I agreed. I went over and honestly I looked pretty damn good. Not to sound stuck up. When I first saw him he was in dark cop glasses, a Full Throttle hat tipped a little to the side and baggy jeans. My first thought was holy shit...your so hot. Well Stetson and Rhett were drinkin and I was watching every move he made simply because thats who I am. Dark eyes, dark skin and dark hair, he's so handsome. Well he was tipsy and he walked over to me with a shot of Vodka and smiled saying you need to take this. So I played... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Depressed, Breakup