Do you ever fear that you are going to lose someone close to you? Do you ever think that you might not see someone ever again? Well, I didn't. It was the summer after sixth grade. My hometown had just opened a new swimming pool and everyone loved it. Now, I can’t go there anymore without seeing her sleeping on one of the chairs, or dipping her feet in the water. The her I’m talking about was my best friend Erin. We had started hanging out at the beginning of the sixth grade when we were put in a group for a school thing together. After that, we were inseparable. We were always at each other's houses, or going to the pool when it was warm enough. And about half way through summer vacation she stayed a full week at my house. Nothing seemed wrong. A few days after she... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Best Friend, Loss, Sad, Death, Cancer, Memories, Tears, SadnessWe met in grade 2. I didn't really cared back then about him. Our parents became family friends in an instant. Our houses weren't that far. And we were invited to their parties. It was until grade 4, I started to notice him more. My friend, Carrie, had a crush on him. She introduced me to him around the end of gr.3. That was when I really started to take interest. After Christmas break, in the grade 4 year, my friend Carrie just kept talking about how awesome he is and such things. During those talks, I developed feelings for him for the first time. We got to know each other since our families were close friends. We were like BFF's. We played outside, everyday during summer with other friends. But that relationship didn't last very long. Grade5, he knew that I had a crush on him. So we started... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, True Story, Heartbreaking, Sad, UnlovedIt has been a while since I last thought of the first love I've ever had. But here I go again, regressing to a period in my life that I should just get over and accept! For some reason though, I can't. Not fully anyway. My thoughts wander back to him, just as a child wanders away from its parents and into a candy store. However, I want to tell my story. So here it goes! My first love (for reference sake let's call him MAN.I know, I have no creativity.) caught my eye sophomore year in high school. He was immensely tall- 6foot 1'- had lovely hazel eyes, and cute shaggy brown hair. Little did he know that I planned to win his affection and become his girlfriend. It was my hero's quest, and I was determined to fulfill my destiny! I had never wanted a boyfriend before. I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Best Friend, Sad, True Story, Dream, Broken, HeartbrokenMason Ledet was the guy everyone loved, dreamed about and I wont lie even I dreamed about him once, or twice. He was the guy who you walked up to just to smile at. We first met in 5th grade we didn't talk much but we were friends none the less. Mason Ledet was my friend and he felt like family to every one he met. Mason talked to me and I talked back. Then one day we went to middle school and we barley saw each other. Middle school was a new start for me trying to get out of my depression. It was time to start fresh then sadly in 8th grade the unspeakable happened. Mason his brother Paul, and his uncle and dad where on the news. At first I was like all right he is on the news so naturally I text him. I pause the... [Read More]
Tags: Death, True Story, Suicide, Sadness, Prayer, Love, HappinessIt seems as if everybody is always happy around you, but you're the only person who seems to be depressed. I was the type of girl who didn't need anybody to reply on too. I didn't need anybody to make me happy. I didn't mind staying home by myself. As I became older and watched movies it seem to be that relationships were the key to happiness. All I wanted to do was feel loved. It seemed like all my friends were in love and happy. I understand that we're still young and have our whole life ahead of us, but when someone makes you feel wanted, it's one of the best feelings. I met a guy on MySpace, and corny as it sounds that was the thing back then. He said he saw me at school and I caught his eye. He's was a year older then me, and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sadness, True Story, Cheater, Breakup, Sad, Hurt, Depressed, Betrayed, Unloved, PainHi, I'm Catherine and my story is about my ex and friend. So two years ago, I was new at a public middle school and I was going into 7th grade. This was the happiest year of my life so far even though I'm currently a freshman in high school right now. But that's not what this is about. So I met my first love and his name was Simon. I had the happiest times with him and he smashed my heart into millions of pieces when he dumped me. It took me a while but I got over him even though he is currently my best friend. A few months after my breakup with him, I met his friend, John, who was very sweet but a bit of a loose cannon and socially awkward to a lot of people. I kind of thought I liked John since he wasn't... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, True Story, Friend, Agony, Missing, Memories, Sad, DeathIts funny how on TV the image of a relationship is simple. You meet a guy/girl in freshman, fall deeply in love. The relationship carries on all through high school and college. Having special moments when you say "I love you for the first time." Going to prom together etc. And then getting married and living happy ever after. That's not my case at all. I'll start by saying I was surrounded by a family filled with failed marriages, relationships. So at a young age I knew not to believe all the lovey dovey stuff I saw on TV. I went through my first year of High School watching girls desperately go after the senior boys, football players, anything to get there status in the role of High School a little bit higher. Me on the other hand was avoiding all the arrows cupid had thrown at me. Until I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Confused, Help, True Story, BetrayalIt's only been weeks since I last saw him, but it feels like years. I can still remember his smile, like I saw it yesterday, but its only been weeks His name was James. Tall, athletic,class clown, and my heart throb. I spent sixth and seventh grade just staring at him, looking at him, and even stalking him on Facebook. Yeah, I admit it. Then high school came. I became taller, prettier, and louder. Finally, just finally, James started to notice me. It feels like it's only been weeks since he asked me out. We went to the beach, and dinner, it was pretty cool. No awkward moments or anything. Soon, we were joined at the hip. James and Arcana, James and Arcana, it was the perfect match. He was my best friend. No, more than that.We were the popular couple. Gossip went around about us, whispers about what we... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Moving On, True Story, Heartbroken, Love, Sad, Cry, UnlovedWell how is it that some people get lucky in their love and life ? I always had this question which could never be answered by many of them, some tried answering but I was never satisfied with it. How do I start the story? well I came across a girl name PIYA who was born and brought up as a boarder from her nursery days till she was done with her schooling, a girl who is quit a tom boy cause she was grown up with guys around her, a kid who always took a car over a doll, joyful kid you could say. As a kid PIYA always missed her mom and always wanted to live with her, Piya always wanted to live like any other family did but Piya said her life had planned something else for her, she has a brother who is 10 years younger... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Lost, Family, Unloved, Sad, Death, Love, Sadness, LifeNothing is worse than the loss of a friend. David was a sweeter boy than anyone would ever understand. From my light of my first love to the depths of heart break he was there for me, lifting me up and keeping me in check. His friendship lifted me when the depths of sadness chilled my heart, weighing it down in the most painful ways. I loved David with a love unconventional. I was 15 when I understood it and he was already in college. I didn't lust for him; I loved him more deeply than I ever will a significant other, but for different reasons. I loved David for his beautiful smile, his laughter. I loved when he lifted me onto his shoulders at fireworks and took me to the beach in the hot summers. I loved that he held me when I cried and laughed with me when... [Read More]
Tags: Death, True Story, Best Friend, Love, Grief, Sad, Unspoken Love, Sadness