Why I could not cry

Pierce Bonds

10 Jul, 2013 03:38 AM

The night was cold. It had just stopped raining and the streets glimmered as the moonlight and stars reflected on them. I was standing on the curb of the sidewalk under a streetlight. I had my white umbrella balanced under my palm. I check my watch. It was growing late but I didn't want to go home. I don't know why I had stopped there; on that very spot. So, I headed home. I entered the house and the strong tension hit me like a wave. I could hear my mother and my stepfather fighting in the kitchen. It wasn't their first fight. My little brother was sitting in the living room, staring at the TV with a dark screen. I asked him what was going on but he never responded. I sat next to him and he immediately wrapped him arms around me. Everything happened so fast. Mother made... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Angry, Family, Alone, Hopelss, Heartbroken, Brother, Love, Night, Rain, Cry, Tears
Votes: 4
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Cougars & Break Ups

Pierce Bonds

10 Jul, 2013 04:07 PM

In the middle of my freshman year, my mother had a job offering in New York as a secretary. We moved there into this condo complex that was offered to my mother by the company. I started school in this academy where we were supposed to wear uniforms. They were itching and stuff. Summer came. I was 15 but I really wanted to find a job. There were jobs for people my age like mowing lawns or cleaning pools. I cleaned a pool for a 27 year old lady who paid me 300 dollars that day. She said if i came to clean her pool every Friday i would get 350. i accepted. I would go to her house every Friday and she would supervise everything. She was hot but i knew i didn't have a chance. One day she invited me in and offered me a drink. Without know... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Sad, Love, Cougar, Granted, Break Up, Hurt
Votes: 9
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A Few Hours Too Late

Katie

10 Jul, 2013 02:54 AM

I've always had a good life. My parents are together, I have a big family and lots of friends, and I never had a rainy day. The worst that happened to me was when we had to move for my dad's job. We moved practically every two years. My friends weren't close enough to me for me to miss them terribly until i started high school. My first class was full of people i knew. There were also many i didn't know. By the end of the semester most everyone in that class was on my good side. It was one of those days when the class goes to the computer lab to work and you're able to choose where you sit. There was one guy i didn't know. We'll call him Sam. I decided to sit with him. People say eyes are the windows to the soul. The first... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Best Friend, Death, Suicide, Loss, Tragedy
Votes: 35
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My first Love

Nadiwa

07 Jul, 2013 09:58 PM

It all began in October 2012. I had contact with this boy for one week when we decided to meet each other in person. I was so nervous, but it turned out to be just fine. We had seen each other 5 times in total, he always came to me. I never went to his house, because he said he had problems at home and wasn't that close with his family. In December we had two argument in two weeks. That was the end. I didn't hear from his for two days after our last argument, than he broke up with me in a text. I had wanted things to be ended in person, instead of with a text! But he was cold and distant. I didn't see why he wouldn't give me another chance, because he also still loved me. Two days before Christmas, I found out he already... [Read More]

Tags: Heart Broken, Lonely, Fist Love, Hurt
Votes: 3
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A long wait

DavidThomas

24 Jun, 2013 11:24 AM

I was emotionless, i felt nothing for anyone, i didn't care about anyone, in fact i couldn't care less if you're mother died from cancer, that's how emotionless i was. it was all because i had enough, i had fed up of being ignored and being tossed aside after peoples use. i mean i was always there for every one, but not one person was there for me. i was verbally bullied, embarrassed and pushed to edge of even considering taking my life. so at last i decided to not care anymore. but all this was changed when i met her. me and my friend were standing outside our church after the mass. i was about to leave when my friend, lets call him Richy, asked me to come inside with him because he wanted to talk to his sister. so i went with him. walking inside he saw his... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Waiting, Unloved
Votes: 3
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Cloudy Eyes

SnowDreams97

25 Jun, 2013 09:12 PM

Eyes always clouded with sadness filled with tears, eyebrows so defined so dark so high, eyes so dark so beautiful so mysterious, nose so small so soft, lips so red so tender decorated with a smile as bright as crystals, cheeks so red as an apple, skin as white as pearls, as soft as a delicate petal, hands as small and tender as the ticklish wind, hair so long so dark so thick so shiny and wavy as a running free river, legs so tall and slender, body so fragile so beautiful so sweet. I stumbled upon a Goddess of the Greeks, I never knew they exist, never knew they're here, I have not seen such pair of thick lashes decorating those haunting dark pair of eyes, she had the saddest eyes, her eyes were like a cloud ready to rain, she had the saddest look the saddest voice and... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Loneliness, Sadness, Suicide
Votes: 60
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I Remember

Diana Kotyuha

24 Jun, 2013 05:27 AM

I remember the day I first met you. I remember the first word you said to me. I remember it all, but I bet you don’t remember. I remember the conversation we once had about doughnuts. I even remember the first time you said I love you. But I also remember how we fell apart. We had been together almost 5 months. It was the first day of school but it was also the day my heart died. I woke up feeling happy making sure to send you a good morning text and to remind you how much I love and care for you. Getting on the bus to find a seat was ok. I got to the school slowly feeling the dread of last year’s demons coming back. Me getting called fat and ugly while wishing and hoping for someone to hold me to help me fight my demons... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Lost, Regret, Painful, Unfaithfulness, Cheating, Unloved, Broken Heart, Death, Hurt, Betrayal, Tears, Memor
Votes: 13
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All Alone In The World

ShadowMoonMLP

24 Jun, 2013 03:11 AM

I walked into my first day of school on a cold, rainy morning. I was wearing a sweater, even though it was early fall, and much too warm for sweaters. I had to hide the bruises. My parents had fought again. I decided to attempt to break it up. It hadn't gone very well. I sneaked my way through the crowded hallways, praying I didn't bump into anyone and hit my bruises. Someone would notice if I winced. I reached my small locker and opened it. I was surprised to find a note in it. It read; "What's it like, to be all alone in the world?" "The hell?" I muttered, crumbling up the paper and tossing it into my bag. I heard snickers from what sounded like a girl behind me. "What do you want?" I groaned, spinning around to face her. Ariella. The only girl who knew about... [Read More]

Tags: Alone, Sad, Depression, Death, Hurt, Broken, Lost, Pain
Votes: 19
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My note, You decide what to do...

Carter Mullins

22 Jun, 2013 03:40 AM

Every one who reads this please give me your honest opinion. My name is Carter Douglas Mullins. And my whole life has been swaying to both sides. You may have read before a story I write called Mason and I. Well if you read it all you would know that for a lot of my life I have been a suicidal. It really sucks how all these people want to help sometimes because somewhat they are giving me even more reasons. Yes I have loving parents, and other family and yes I take a pill called paxel to help me get happy. And yes I used to have a therapist. And now though it has become exceedingly harder to move on. I cant help to look back at my parents and my family to see what they have been through. So far I have lost my twin, a couple of... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Love, Hurt, Regret, Pain, Memories, Family
Votes: 12
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The Undying Love

Julia Sullivan

22 Jun, 2013 08:49 PM

I'm currently 18 and this story started way back when I was 13. I had a 3 year major crush on this cute guy. After waiting and having kept the developing feeling, I was soooo happy to finally know from a friend that he actually fell for me. LIKE FINALLY. Well, you know that happiness. Well, after getting more about each other for several months when we started to get closer, he finally decided to ask me to be his girlfriend, which was what made me felt so good about it. It was worth the wait. We dated for like 7 months, we went out a lot, explore places, go for hiking, out for dinner at good dining places, and writing lengthy love letters to each other even though we usually meet during school. I would always remember how he loved to kiss my forehead, waved and blow a kiss... [Read More]

Tags: Broken, Sad, Heartbreak, Sorrow, Betrayal, Unloved, Breakup, Sadness
Votes: 17
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