I am writing a true story. In 2012 I tried to overdose on pills, my mum had died when I was five and my dad had cancer. I was stupid and in deep depression. I used to self harm and I would not listen to anyone and I would not smile at all. I got in all sorts of trouble. I had no hope in myself, I would sit around at night crying to myself to take my life away. Because I thought there was no point of me living. I didn't believe I could get up on my feet again. I had planned to do it again but one of my friends told me that there is no point taking my life away. Because I'm still young. Someday from now I could have a family, a job, go on holidays, meet new people and make my dreams come true.... [Read More]
Tags: High Hopes, Suicide, Together, Trust, Hope, Strength, Life, Broken, Moving OnI loved him. I thought he loved me. He lied. Everything he told me was a lie. My friends hated him Now I hate him. The story beings now. The day we met he smiled at me. I thought he was just being creepy. Later I found out he lived next door. I went to talk to him to find out we have a lots in common. That day we stared dating. My mother is not one to like me dating, our relationship was just hated. My mother worked at night so that's when he came. He would knocked and I would open the door and he would kiss me and we would just sit and talk. He would hold me this lasted for 3 months. That last day he looked me in the eyes there I knew I finally was in love with him. He kissed me and left.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Lonely, Sad, Heartbroken, Depression, Suffering, Sad Love, Scared, Secret, Sad Love StoryI met this guy over the internet in 2011 and we started talking for about a week and then we just stopped. I didn’t really think much of it until we talked again in July last year. We kept talking and in August he admitted he loved me and I said it back because I didn’t know what to say. There was this one day in August when I found out he was doing things with another girl (let’s call her Sarah*, I’m not actually going to use her real name) behind my back. I told him that I knew and he kept apologizing and saying he loved me and everything and I believed him. He then asked me to become his girlfriend, and I said yes. The thing was we have never met each other. We skyped all the time, but because we lived 3 hours away he decided... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Breakup, Hurt, Pain, Betrayal, Lost, Sad, UnlovedHello everyone I am an Indian girl from a small state & want to share what happened to me. It was in year 2008,that he joined our class. I was in grade 7 then. His name was Vivian. That time he was a complete "nobody" to me. He seemed much of a troublemaker so I used to stay away from him. In grade 8, our teacher kept us together in the same bench. He started talking to me but I was really un-interested but a friend of mine told me that he has a step mom who does not treat him right and that info really melted my heart. Vivian was from Assam, a different state and stayed in hostel in Sikkim, i.e my state. Soon I began talking to him, he did too. Then we slowly started joking, our song sharing business & somewhere between our long talks, friendship,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Friendship, School, Teenager, Relationship, Heart Breaking, Sad, Memories, Unspoken LoveMy story is really very short but very deep (at least for me). So, it all started on a social networking site. I met a guy who was 2 years elder than me. Actually I knew him before because he was one of my friend's sibling. We started interacting and between all our jokes and laughter somewhere I fell in love with him. Then came a day I couldn't live without him. He said one day he felt the same about me. He proposed me and I accepted him. I really loved that guy. I was so much in love with him , I could have left every thing behind if he'd asked me to do so. He did every single thing a boyfriend does for his girlfriend and I thought he is REALLY IN LOVE with me. But just after 47 days of our relationship he came and said... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Relationship, Memories, Sad, Hurt, BreakupI’m a 16th yo girl and fell in love with a 25th yo guy. He is from India and I’m from Indonesia. Here is my story. We met on the biggest social network facebook. I got an advice from my friend to add him, so I did. That day was only 2 more days before my 15th birthday. He started conversation by sending me message on the chatbox. “Hi” “hello” “how are you” “um,,I'm fine,you?” That was the first conversation between me and him. I thought it wouldn’t be longer. But I was wrong, he kept on sending me some casual messages at morning and night. We started to talk about hobby and our favorite things. To be honest, he was really polite to me (as many guys are always talks rude in social networks) and I liked him. But only “like” no more feelings. Day by day passes, we... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Love Hurts, True Story, Hurt, Pain, Letting Go, Long Distance Relationship, Brokenheart, Breakup, MHe trudged through the ankle-deep snow, his hands in his pockets and his eyes on his shoes. Fallen snow stuck in his wavy hair and his eyelashes. He was was walking away from the worst day of his life. He looked back on these past few days... He had first seen her walking down this very block block months ago, her long dark hair flecked with drops of rain. He had been starstruck when he saw her, and ran through the deluge or rain, trying to catch up with her. She turned a corner. He followed. When he caught up to her, he was breathless. She smiled at him as he gasped for air. Then she turned into the coffee shop. He sat at the booth while she was working behind the counter. He couldn't stop looking at her. After a while, he managed to walk up to the counter... [Read More]
Tags: Accident, Death, Love, Sad, Separation, Memories, HeartbreakThere she sat, on the lid of the toilet bowl, with razor in hand. Her hair was tangled, undershirt torn, floral panties, and dirty socks on. She could see her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes were rosy, cheeks striped with tracks from her mascara, her lips soaked with her tears. She felt like garbage. She let out a loud howl, and broke the mirror with her fists. Warm blood ran down her wrist like a river bend. She took the razor and dug into the inside of her thigh. The feeling was almost orgasmic. She cut again, forming an X mark and then an O. Yes, XO, for love. Someone knocked on the bathroom door, causing her to shudder. The door knob turned, and she shot up, blocking the door with her body. "Get away," she growled. "What are you doing in there? I gotta take a dump!" the... [Read More]
Tags: Cutting, Pervert, Depression, Sadness, Family, Lost, UnlovedSilently, I walked in the pouring rain, towards that old abandoned bus station, running away from Daddy again. He was drunk again, and the sting from the smack across my face began to burn with every rain drop that spilled on it. My jaw ached and I could feel my sweater rubbing against my back, against the open wounds from Daddy's belt. He loved adding to the scars. He always had a fascination with making me cry. Then he'd spit on me, and laugh at me. "Crying is for the weak, stupid little bitch! Cry a river if you want. No one cares!" "Daddy, I'm sorry.. I love you.. Please, stop.." I would beg and plead for hours sometimes. That only edged him on more. I sat on the only bench that wasn't drenched in water and buried my head in my hands. I could still feel the burn from... [Read More]
Tags: Abuse, Alone, Cutting, Sex, Drugs, Alcohol, Depression, Bipolar, ScaredShe woke up with a start. Then the cement block of grief hit her once again. The past week had been the worst week of her life. Her dreams had been good, though. He was still with her in those dreams, but in reality, it would never be so again. She got up, stretched, then put on his old coat she kept by her bed. Before she swept out the door, she spotted some old pictures on the wall. They were all taken with him when he was still here. The sight of them made the pain in her chest even worse. She shut the door, hoping that the loud noise would bring her back to her senses. She knew she had to stay strong, for his sake. She walked down the narrow street, crisp autumn leaves crunching and crackling under her shoes. The leaves reminded her when she and... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Memories, Love, Pain, Sad, Tears, Cry