I still love him.... I still need him.... No matter how hard I try, I cant' forget and I can't let go. I have already liked him for a while. I loved him, now I know. I wasn't sure back then, because I never knew love. I never knew how it feels to be 'in love'. But I loved him. I loved someone for the first time in my life and it felt great. I don't even know why I love him so much. I just do. I love everything about it and when I would be with him I would feel safe. I have always thought he thinks of me just as a friend. It did hurt a lot. Then somehow things changed. I have noticed him looking at me more often, talking to me more. Eventually we dated, but only for a couple of days. Then he told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heart, Breakup, MissingSixth Grade... I was walking down the hall with a friend of mine when she ran over to her group of friends and introduced them all to me.. It was first week of sixth grade... One of them was named Marissa. I was young but when I laid eyes on her it was as if the world just...stopped. I was stupid and the first thing I said to her was "Hey, you wanna float my boat" she laughed and the group of girls walked away I was shocked at what just happened and I knew this girl Wasn't just another girl I'd meet and never share anything with. The next day i "asked her out" in sixth grade tho dating is nothing more tha Talking on the phone tho.. Sadly I had competition many other people asked her as well. Sadly she said yes to another guy.. But me and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, DrugsThere was this guy. Two summers ago, We had this bond.. this feeling that felt so unreal. To me it was like living a dream. We spent every single summer day together. But before everything had happened, He was in love with a girl, (not me) I guess she was the definition of "perfect" She had long nice hair.. a cute smile, a bubbly personality, think she was funny too. Well, he was madly in love with her. But she broke his heart and slept with another guy. And they broke up. And during that summer I was rebound girl. He started talking to me, we got close. He pulled off "stupid" and went back to her when she told him she was sorry and that it was a mistake. OF COURSE IT WAS.. That was our first try The summer of 2010.. I guess that they had broken up... [Read More]
Tags: Drugs, Love, Cheating, MissingI'm a 14 year old girl who is very depressed and wanting to be loved by him... Now some people would say that 8th grade was too young to have their first love?I, on the other hand, think otherwise. It was a Monday, the second week of school. I was off to my 8th period class, Spanish. We were assigned to sit at a table of four. Grant S sat in front of me. He was very shy and never talked. At least that's what I thought. The next day when I went to Spanish, I overheard two girls shouting at Grant. "Why won't you ask her out!!!!" shouted one girl. "Don't you like her?" yelled the other. Grant stood for a second, looking like he would explode. Right before he could respond, class started. After school, I came home and went on Facebook to check out my Farmville. I... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Forbidden, Mormon, Missingthis story is about the losses i've been through and i'm only just turned 13 here we go; i knew a little boy named Matthew. he was in grade prep and i was in grade 5 so he was my 'little buddy'. he was a bit of a trouble maker so to stop him mucking up in class my mum suggested i give him treats so he would be good (like chocolates and toys). he agreed to this and he behaved. to be honest most of the time we had fun together, he was a typical little boy, funny and cute. anyway i only had him as a buddy for 1 term but before the term ended i gave him a little silver car key chain and he liked it so much he came back the next day and gave me 2 of his mum's necklaces she want anymore. i... [Read More]
Tags: Love, MissingI am a Flip who stayed in U.S. for 2 years. I went back to Philippines for some reasons. Well, here's my story... I've known this guy for half year and he's a family friend. He's name Brian. He's half flip - caucasian/white. He's 2 years older than me. I'm 16 Hmm.. From the start, I know that he really don't like me, but I'm just pretending that I don't know about it cause I do really like him so much. I tried my best just to get his attention, but didn't work out. He's such a bragger. (that's the only thing that I didn't like about him) Cause to me he's the perfect guy ever. even My family do likes him. sucks for me though at that time, cause I have my former boyfriend. (but we broke up though for some reasons, so forget about him) I was so... [Read More]
Tags: Cheating, Crazy, Lovethere was one point of my life that i believed deeply in fairy tales but above all things LOVE. my heart was full and very heavy of happy emotions that filled my life with happiness.but as i grew aware of how life can be so cruel to a person i started opening my eyes, really opening them. the boy that i grew so in love with since i was younger was no longer the boy i once knew but a man that was aware of everyone else's existence except mine. we were once close and know we hardly know each other. my first love, has no idea that i still think of him and that every day that i wake up living i wonder what he is doing. my heart aches of all the pain that he has put me through and he doesn't even care. i sometime stay up... [Read More]
Tags: LoveIt was my second year of middle school and I have had a crush on him for like forever(2 years and his like best friend). He than tells me since we are friends that he is going out with someone, I thought I had lost my chances with him. Like a week or so latter he tells me that she broke up with him she never really like him and he never really like her. He and I only have 2nd period P.E. together and we were on the same volleyball team. So I tell my p.e. buddy's that I am ready to tell him how I feel but after we run the one lap. But the both of them couldn't wait and they told him while we were running. Its was October 15, 2009 when all of this went down and he came into my life. So we finish... [Read More]
Tags: Love, HeartbrokenEveryone on our neighbor hood knew the homeless man. He was old, around the age of 50. Every day he would sit down on the corner of the road, but he was never sad. My parents always told me to stay away from him, but that never stopped me. I would talk to him almost everyday, I would give him some of my left over dinner, and we would just sit down and talk. He always told me stories of his past, his dad, who died from unknown diseases, and his mom, who threw him out of the house a year later. He wandered into an orphanage until he was 18, and he left. He tried to get a job often, but there was just no openings. He gave up after 4 years, and retreated back to the city. In his depression he turned to beer, until he had no... [Read More]
Tags: The Homless Man, Love, DeathI am a 17 year old boy. I am not emo. Just a typical Asian boy in school who carries a guitar around 247.. This summer I felt I fell in love for the first time. I grew up without a father since I was 6. My mom is a clinical counselor (ironic isn't it). I liked drinking, got into fights and had problem with sexuality. I moved 6 times in 4 years and even more before that. I have no friends now, my sister and my mother makes me the third wheel. I am the second choice. One day my old friend who was very spiritual manipulated me into thinking I could fit into her community of religious people and that I'll have a great time visiting for the summer. I worked at a religious camp for a month with her.. I felt passionate about her. Trust me I've... [Read More]
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