I tell this story for times ago, ages past and memories lost. Damned am I, and damned forever. Eternities of endless wandering I must suffer... and all because I, a hopeless girl, and a foolish boy fell in love... I fiddled with my thumbs aimlessly, the crisp October breeze pricking at my arms. My blonde hair was gently blowing in the breeze like golden tendrils of flame, dancing with the setting sun. My smiling eyes were set on one thing, and one thing only... Shawn's front door. My stomach jumped when I witnessed the knob turning, the deep, violet door slowly creaking open. Gradually, in which every second was like an hour, my mouth turned up in a smile from the jitters of his arrival. His silhouette was jet black against the blinding light erupting from his home. The radiant glow from inside was electrifying against the fading sky, flowing... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Moving Away, Death, Sorrow, Pain, Tears, Separation, Love, MemoriesWhen I was little, my mother told me that I was the happiest little girl in the world. Wrong. It was all wrong. I was always alone in this world. Never once have I've told to be myself. Sit up straight, be polite, talk to others when spoken to, don't stay up late, and what not. Rules, rules, rules, it's all I've ever known. Years pass by, and so many times we moved from state to state, house to house, and school to school. I was broken, shattered so many times that I'll never be that little girl again. All of a sudden I'm in high school. The years always dragged, but I find myself as a freshmen too soon. Seven years have passed since I realized that no one really cared for me. Seven years I was alone, pretending to be happy, pretending to be someone's friend. I've been... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Lonely, Tears, Pain, Regret, Real, True Love, Young Love, Shattered, First Love, Gone, Heartache, HiI've always been closest to my grandparents. I was their favorite, you see. When I was younger, I lived with them, they cooked for me, helped me with school- everything. I hardly ever saw my parents or my siblings. My Grandmother was strict. She was the one who made sure I finished my school work and studied. I used to think of her as an annoying teacher who lives with me, watching my every movement. My Grandpa, on the other hand, was a sweetheart. He came to my every need, even slept in the same room with me because I was scared of the dark. He'd pick me up every day from school, asking me whether I was hungry, or thirsty. Every time, every time I'd reply 'No' in a very annoyed voice. I loved them with all my heart, I just didn't think much of my behavior, I never... [Read More]
Tags: Grandparents, Grandmother, Grandfather, Love, Missing, Home, Sad, Tears, MemoriesWell, like most of you guys know, all fairy tales have a happy ending, right? With their prince and castle and all that. But my story does not have a happy ending, it's just the opposite. By the way, it is a real story, my story. Hope you enjoy it! It was the beginning of my freshman year-I only knew 3 people by that time-and he was staring at me. I didn't know his name, but I liked the way he was looking at me, because no one had looked at me that was before, I was happy. At the end of class, he came up to me and asked my name. I was shocked, but at the end I gave him my name, phone number, and e-mail. He did the same. After school he did something I did not expect. He was waiting for me at the parking lot... [Read More]
Tags: Sad Love, Death, Depression, True Story, Love, Sad, Pain, Memories"Eva, this isn't how it ends." He whispered. Tears flowed freely from my eyes. I didn't care how ridiculous I looked, all I wanted was him. I grabbed his hands, holding them tightly...I never wanted to let go. I never wanted him to let go of me. "Y-You can't leave me! D-don't do this. I don't know what to do...I can't do this without you." I sobbed...my whole body shaked with my tears and pain. "I'm sorry." He just whispered. "Lin-Lincoln...No. Please. Don't." "I'm sorry." He whispered again, and leaned in to kiss me on the forehead, "I love you, I love you more than anything in the world...And I always will." I shook my head. It wasn't enough. I needed him to stay by my side.I wasn't anything without him. "Why are you l-leaving me? I-is it something I did....?" I choked, my voice barely audible, "I can-I will... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Forbidden Love, Alone, Love, Pain, Missing, Memories, SadSo, it was some 9 years ago, when I went abroad. I was only 10. It was for a family wedding, my relatives lived there. I made really good friends with my dads distant cousin. She was so nice, and we always had a laugh! One day we were out, and her older brother walked past, he was 2 years older than me. I talked to him and after that we became such good friends, he always made me laugh, bearing in mind we were only young, he'd accompany me in the weirdest of adventures! The holiday lasted for 2 months, but in that short time, I felt a attraction to this boy, without actually knowing it. It didn't occur to me that in some distant way he was related to my dad. We were such good friends, but the time came when I had to come back to England.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Forbidden, Sad, History, Endless, Unspoken Love, Separation, Missing, Memories, DistanceI sat by your bed, holding your hand, crying, begging for you to wake up. You've been in a coma for a year now. Everyday I come and visit you. I do the same thing over and over again. I'm so sorry. Its my fault you're here. My fault you're like this. I hope you know I didn't mean to do it. It was just a game. You shouldn't have listened to me, but you always do because you love me so much. I love you too. Please wake up. I miss you. I need you to come back. Remember before the accident what you asked me? You said it meant that one day I promise I would marry you. I told you that if you win I would answer you. But you didn't win... you got hurt really badly... and now here you are... barley breathing... for a year.... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Love, Accident, Separation, Missing, Sad, MemoriesWell I'm back here in this dark world. I might as well make it my new home since I don't belong in the world where everyone is happy and enjoy the light. I'm an outcast in that world, no one will miss me, no one will care, or no one will even notice that I'm gone. There's a story behind this world I am and why I'm here, so everyone take a seat and I will tell my tale and why I'm here. There was a girl that was full of the happiness, life, and full of the light. She wasn't just an ordinary girl. She was a special in a way that everyone loved. The beautiful smile she had on her face, filled everyone with happiness. She had those sparkling eyes that brighten everyones days. She was perfect to everyone, but she had a secret that no one knew... [Read More]
Tags: Darkness, Sadness, Suicide, Death, Alone, PainI remember seeing your face the first time we met. You were walking around the neighborhood because you just moved in. You were looking for some friends and my two little brothers saw you. Because of how short you were, they thought you were their age. Ha Ha. Turns out, you were mine. I never really liked you at first, speaking of, I was like 10. I thought you were just going to (like other people in the neighborhood,) stay for a month and move out. Boy was I wrong. Everyday that summer you came over asking for my brothers. More and more I fell into your spell. Suddenly we started hanging out more and more. We were really good friends then. When school started, we were in the same class. You became good friends with one of my best guy friends. After that, we were as close as friends... [Read More]
Tags: Confused, Hurt, Lonely, Friends, Heart, Love, Unloved, Pain, GuiltIt was December... A regular, cold morning in our school. I was only an 8th grader. I had just gotten over my last 'crush', who had ignored me and talked wrong about me behind my back. This year had been very tough for me- my best friend had stabbed me in the back, half of my other friends left me, and almost everyone else around me hated me or didn't want to talk to me. I went through a time when I just wasn't happy and I wanted to be alone. That time changed when I talked to a boy named Stephen. Stephen was different to me, but I didn't know it yet. I had met him in the 6th grade, and he was amazing. Then, we slowly forgot about each other. I talked to him again in 8th grade (I sat behind him). He was also so charming and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Crush, Honesty, High School, Unloved, Sad, Hurt, Hope