David

Elizabeth

05 Dec, 2012 03:27 AM

Nothing is worse than the loss of a friend. David was a sweeter boy than anyone would ever understand. From my light of my first love to the depths of heart break he was there for me, lifting me up and keeping me in check. His friendship lifted me when the depths of sadness chilled my heart, weighing it down in the most painful ways. I loved David with a love unconventional. I was 15 when I understood it and he was already in college. I didn't lust for him; I loved him more deeply than I ever will a significant other, but for different reasons. I loved David for his beautiful smile, his laughter. I loved when he lifted me onto his shoulders at fireworks and took me to the beach in the hot summers. I loved that he held me when I cried and laughed with me when... [Read More]

Tags: Death, True Story, Best Friend, Love, Grief, Sad, Unspoken Love, Sadness
Votes: 12
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My soulmate

Vanillabean

01 Dec, 2012 01:54 PM

I know you remember that cloudy day, on the muddy rivers edge, tangling and twisting our fingers around each others as we laughed, hugging as we rehearsed our true love vows to one another, and after we thought we had memorized them, we kissed and we pledged our promise to each other... ...one voice ...one heart ...one soul ...one life ...forever... slipping the broken halves of our Dime Store bought heart rings onto each others finger. We kissed and as we put our rings together and made one heart, I felt your sweet lips moving along mine, and in slow motion lip-braille, your lips kissed...*I love you* I look at the small tarnished ring I have kept all these years, reglueing the half heart back on, and even if it not fit, I still try to put it on.... trying so hard, pushing the ring as far as it can... [Read More]

Tags: Soulmate, Sad, Love, Promise, Separation, Death, Missing, True Love
Votes: 6
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In the Waiting Process

Alaska

30 Nov, 2012 10:52 AM

I was six years old when my beautiful baby brother was born. I wasn't an only child anymore and I was ecstatic! My mom was diagnosed with lung and ovarian cancer when he was only six months old. I never understood how dangerous that was back then. My mom would basically live at the hospital. I missed her but my grandma said it would make her better so I never complained. My dad was working two jobs trying to keep up with the hospital bills. When he wasn't working, he was at the hospital with my mom. I rarely ever saw either of them. My grandma would watch over my brother and I. She was old and couldn't do everything that a normal babysitter would. I took on the role. I basically raised my brother alone at the age of six. I changed diapers, put him to sleep, and soothed... [Read More]

Tags: Death, True Story, Sad, Brother, Love, Blame, Sister, Sadness
Votes: 8
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Broken hearts and Stitches.

Valerie

28 Nov, 2012 05:20 PM

Hello, this is my story. While growing up my mom was never around she was always working, I had no idea who my father was. He and my mom separated before I was born. I grew up with my 2 brothers, being bullied all the time my them. They always gave me demands and if I chose not to listen they'd hit me. This continued on for quite a while. I was always that girl who was by herself all the time. I used to watch all the other girls play with their friends and I thought to myself "why don't people like me?" A second grader should not be thinking about those kind of things. My mom always told me the most hateful things, things I can never forget. I used to sit there and cry for hours cause I was so miserable and my mom would tell me... [Read More]

Tags: Suicidal, Drugs, Lonely, True Story, Bullied, Rape, Broken, Sad
Votes: 12
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My "One That Got Away"

Tyler

26 Nov, 2012 06:38 AM

So, get this. I was sitting around my house, listening to sad songs that any other time would make me cry. Why did I want to cry? Because of the worst mistake I have ever made and how numb I had come to most everything in my life. Here is my story (perhaps it's not the saddest, but I think that maybe if I just tell someone I'll maybe be able to actually feel something again besides depression, and since I'm too embarrassed about it to tell anyone in public, why not tell people who have no idea who I am, right?) BEWARE: I'm Pouring my heart out right now so it will be long. Don't feel obligated to read it all. But if you do, I hope you learn from my mistake. So, I've always been a shy person, I'm not the popular kid at school. Don't get me... [Read More]

Tags: True Story, Depression, Sad, Betrayal, Love, Long Distance, Hurt, Alone, Pain
Votes: 11
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The last words with my brother

DarknessAngel

24 Nov, 2012 02:56 PM

It's been a while since I've experienced this. This happened in 2007, when I was Ten. My brother Chris was 18 at the time, and had lung cancer. He was growing weaker and weaker, he was coughing so much, and breathing was becoming hard for him. Very hard. On December 23rd 2007, 2 days before Christmas, I visited him in the Hospital. He was in the hospital because doctors expected him to pass very soon, and they didn't want him at home to die. Me and him acted very friendly towards each other. He acted like he had no cancer, and he was at home again. He laughed, he coughed, but suddenly he began to cry. He looked me right in the eye, and told me these words, the words that still haunt and make me cry to this day: "Rachel, I need you to know some things. No matter... [Read More]

Tags: Chris, Death, Sad, Cancer, Brother, Love, Missing, Memories, Sister, Sadness, Cry, Tears
Votes: 150
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Empty me

Marilou

24 Nov, 2012 09:15 AM

Some people believe in dreams,in wishes,in unconditional love or in love with the first sight. I used to be one of those people. But I'm not anymore. I used to live in a world full of magic a world that none can possibly hurt me. A world completely safe for me and my heart. I was a dreamer and none or nothing could take away my dreams ,my hopes. I was perfectly happy in this situation, I was perfectly safe. I was keeping my distance from everyone. I was building huge walls around me so none can come and get me from my world , my reality , my safety and then suddenly you show up. You brought confusion in my life. But it was a sweet confusion. We were having good time together. I shared my dreams, my hopes with you. And little by little you took everything from... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Depressed, Breakup, Love, Unloved, Alone, Sadness
Votes: 3
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Going,Going..Gone

goingsoon

24 Nov, 2012 07:41 AM

Well I guess it all started off last year when my friend committed suicide. No one knew why and I blame myself completely as her best friend, I should have noticed but I didn't. Soon after my parents got divorced. For years the only thing I'd asked them is "will you ever get divorced" because I couldn't bear the thought of losing a family life and they always said "no" but I realize now that the answer was yes, they were just waiting until I was older. People say the older you are the more it affects you because you get so used to living as 1 family in that lifestyle. My mum says that they didn't divorce earlier because they thought it would hurt us more (us being my brother and I). My mum was wrong. I don't love my parents for the way they treat me, as a... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Depression, Unloved, Sad, Lonely, Alone
Votes: 6
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Cheater

Joanna Baily

23 Nov, 2012 11:36 PM

Its been a year. A whole year since I lost him. He was my everything. His name was John. Our relationship was exactly how I wanted it to be. We started out best friends. And that's all we ever wanted to be. Neither of us ever thought of turning it into more. It was on one Saturday night, we went to a party together, both of us were a little drunk. We were in high school, and one of our friends had the idea to act like little kids again and play spin the bottle. Why not? We had nothing to lose. We sat in a circle of course and took turns. We kept playing and we kept kissing whoever the bottle pointed too. With each guy I kissed, nothing. Not even a hint of a spark. Then, the bottle pointed towards Jon. I leaned in to kiss him. And... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Cheated, Heartbroken, Sad, Betrayed, Sadness
Votes: 12
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My nightmare life.

Jeffrey

23 Nov, 2012 11:34 PM

So, this is my life, my story and my pain. This isn't a love story or any of that stuff this is my story, my entire story. You the people reading this will know how it all started, and how it ended. This story is all true, nothing made up. I hope you learn some stuff from this story. It all started in middle school. I had a lot of cool, Truthful and Helpful friends, at least I thought I did. Until one day I started being blackmailed over Facebook, Still not exactly sure how he found me but he did. He put up pictures of me Naked... I was disgusted, sickened and mad. That's where stuff started getting bad. I started loosing all my respect, friends and everything. I moved schools, thought I'd be happy and not bullied anymore, Right???, Wrong. I started being blackmailed again, the man came... [Read More]

Tags: Bullying, Suicide, Blackmail, Hate, Depressed, Sad
Votes: 12
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