6478 Miles

Phylburt Fagestorm

17 Nov, 2012 04:48 PM

It's all about the Distance. I met him on a online chat rooms, his name was Marcus. The first time I saw him, I can't take my eyes Off of him. I was telling myself, it is not LOVE, it's just adoration, but then, I don't adore him, I love Him. I don't know how this happened, but we just started calling each other "Babe, hunny, sweetheart." until we told stories to each other, until 3 magical words came out from both of us. I LOVE YOU. Most guys I met on chat rooms, was all Bad. They think all girls will give in and show something to them, Marcus and my friend has done that, but I showed Him, I was different, because it was true, you can make a guy love you in so many ways and not just showing them you are hot and interesting. Sex is... [Read More]

Tags: True Story, Distance, Missing, Sadness, Love, Friendship, Heartbreak, Heart, Pain, Sad, Alone
Votes: 13

The day he went alone..

Kimberly

06 Nov, 2012 07:23 PM

It was two years ago. He had asked me to go ride bikes with him, but I refused. I was mad at the time. I'm not anymore. Anyway, he decided to go by himself..... He had gotten hit by a car. I ran to his side to see his bike handle bars had went through his chest. I pulled it out and tried to hold the wound closed. It didn't work well because I didn't have the necessary experience to stop the bleeding. I sat by his side holding his hand in mine. He kept mumbling about things I didn't understand. He gave a tight squeeze to my hand and whispered "I love you..." before the life left his eyes. I still remember that day...his blood on my clothes, the look in his eyes as he whispered to me, and the moment his eyes closed forever. I sat there cradling... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Death, Love, Alone, Missing, Memories, Pain, Sadness
Votes: 4

Lucky me

casandra

03 Nov, 2012 08:00 PM

My Best friend has always been there for me, she has always accepted for who I am. Even when she had her first boyfriend she never stopped talking to me until she got her second one. I have always envied her she is beautiful long straight hair, slim, smart, confident see's the good in people. She has a good family who love her and spoil her. And even her friends as well. I never have, I am the completely opposite of her. I'm negative my family hates each other I am in my room doing homework and they are always yelling at each other. My sister bullies me and used to hit me and always brought my self esteem down. I got to the point where I would cut myself and cry almost every nigh. I would try and talk to my mom but she never listens. I even told... [Read More]

Tags: True Story, Best Friend, Betrayal, Sad, Alone, Deprived, Unfair, Unloved
Votes: 7

Make it stop

puresage29

03 Nov, 2012 09:51 AM

I am no stranger to pain. It's an endless struggle, like walking on an endless path with no known destination. I used to be optimistic. I used to always love myself and all of the people important to me. But... 5 years ago a great evil ruined my life. I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder. It doesn't matter how optimistic I want to be or how much I want to just enjoy my day and be with my friends or family. Depression, caused by a chemical imbalance took hold of me. It all started on my 18th birthday. My mother set up a party at a Japanese hibachi grill: my favorite restaurant. Not only that, but I was surprised by five of my best friends! They were there waiting for me! I was having the best time of my life! And then I was sad. I don't know why... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Lost, Alone, Sad, Pain
Votes: 4

I didnt know I loved you

lily

03 Nov, 2012 01:48 AM

Before I start I want to say this story is not real I made this up. When I'm older I want to be an author so could you comment if it was good or bad. Thank You The alarm clock beeped as Jenny woke up. It was 8:oo, she was late. When she got to school her friend (Lola) asked why she took so long to get dressed but Jenny didn't listen. Josh walked up to the door and entered his brown waves falling in one direction over his forehead. Lola nudged her doing an imitation of me, Jenny laughed. Maybe a little to loud because he looked over in her direction and waved. This shocked Jenny. She walked over to his seat and said: Hi josh said: Hey? His friend nodded at him Josh nodded back Josh: Wanna go out some time? Jenny: Yeah sure text me the details... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Unloved, Death, Sad
Votes: 13

My Best Friend, The Blade

Jenna

02 Nov, 2012 01:23 AM

This is going to sound so cheesy and I don't really know how to explain it so I guess I will say it...I just feel so empty and lost inside myself and I don't know why. I mean I have a great group of friends and a family who loves me and I know that some people don't even have that but I don't know why I still feel so empty and alone. It started when I started to self-harm (which I have stopped) and like any other person I thought I could trust my best friend so I told her the truth and it felt good to finally tell someone and get it off my chest, but months later I found that you cannot always trust the people you love. My so-called Best Friend had betrayed me and had told someone else my secret, but not just anyone, she... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Alone, Depressed, True Story, Hurt, Cut, Betrayal
Votes: 18

That one, thing that meant the most.

Josh

02 Nov, 2012 06:32 PM

I've been in a long distance relationship for a year. She broke up with me about five months ago. I tried to get back together with her after she dumped me, but she rejected me for about 4 times. She was the first girl to ever reject me. I didn't give up, I still tried. Til one day she tells me that she'd get back with me, but she has to change first. I was so happy, so I told her I was fine with it as long as we'd get back together. We had a an argument a couple of days after, so she told me that we had no chance together and that we should move on. I still didn't give up. I tried and tried, til she said okay. She also said she'll get back with me after she changes. And again, I said I was okay... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Hurt, Breakup, Heartbreak, Longdistance, Unloved, Sad
Votes: 0

My Story

Jessica

01 Nov, 2012 12:06 AM

6 years ago I was abused. My parents got divorced cause my dad threw my mom across the hall and she hit a wooden toy box. My sister got choked against a wall. I tried to stop him and he pushed me down.My sister's actually my cousin but her parents are dead and in a looney bin. I am his only daughter. He's changed. He's remarried. He promised me if he ever got married I would be the first to know. I didn't know till I got a text. "She said yes!" My mom's boyfriend hits my sister and the government got into it. Oh so much help. Now today I come home everyday to verbal abuse called a bitch or fat ass. Then my mom wonders why I don't talk to her. Today, Halloween, I went to school with make up on. I cried on the bus. The gym.... [Read More]

Tags: Abuse, Failure, Fake, Tears, Sucide, Sad, Girl, Depression
Votes: 0

Love of my life. A sad one. NM <3

Marouf

31 Oct, 2012 01:26 PM

Alright guys so I'm going to tell you about what happened with my life. I'm going to make sure that you guys don't get bored or something. Sit back, relax and read this story, it's not special though, but moments are special for me. <3. So alright, I'll start it. First of all my love was different, it will remain different. Haha yeah I never wasn't a playboy or something. Was never interested in all this. Okay so my name is Marouf. I just turned 17 on 28th October. Life treated me badly, was just average life. Still I love my friends who are close to me. I just love them, they're the best friends I could ever get. They are Hamza, Sohail and Obaid. These 3 guys are the best friend of my life. Alright I'm from Dhaka Bangladesh. And I don't know much about my country cause I... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Betrayal, Unloved, Hurt
Votes: -1

It Ended Before It Happened(TRUE)

Sadie Bay

31 Oct, 2012 06:41 AM

I was not a normal girl. I was different from other people. I dressed differently, was more developed,and had a different maturity level than most. But one day my friend Kayla and I decided to hangout at the local park(it was also a skate park). I was waiting for her to arrive when I notice 3 boys. They looked a couple of years older. I tried to ignore their staring eyes. I accidently dropped my phone out of my pocket when one of the boys walked up to me to return it. He politely tapped on my shoulder. I turned. It was the one with honey-blonde hair. His eyes were like the ocean. Deep and full of mystery. He grabbed my hand and I was speechless. He quickly let go after he set my phone in my palm. I then saw Kayla in the distance and ran to go talk... [Read More]

Tags: Lies, Friends, Mistakes, Unloved, Sad, Hurt, Cutting, True Story
Votes: 11