Trying to fight

Claire B

11 Oct, 2012 04:20 AM

My story starts in 7th grade, even though I'm only in 8th, a lot has happened since then. I'm Claire by the way. 13 years old. don't read this if you judge but ok yeah anyways. The first day I walked into a public school I was like "fuck yeah it's middle school yayy" but really no. It was hell, pure hell. I got called fat by 2 eighth graders and oh it gets better because that's the first week only. After three weeks I was getting called names by a lot of people I didn't even know... one of the eighth grade popular girls walked by me with all her friends and said "oh this one's really ugly." I looked at them and said "what?" and they said " oh and she's a dumb ass too! How nice, see you late caterpillar eyebrows" and I just ran in to... [Read More]

Tags: Bullying, Suicide, Cutting, Sad, Heartbroken, Girl, Alone, Hurt, Pain
Votes: 16
41564 9

Broken

pepitipoo

15 Aug, 2012 04:03 AM

PROLOGUE: I don’t have tears anymore. I want to cry, wail out loudly, but I can’t. I just don’t have the strength to do it. I feel numb...alone...cold. I guess I have to go, I've said my goodbyes. And may God forgive my soul. I climbed on to my car, turned the engine on. I looked around, it’s so peaceful and quiet here, I could stay here forever. Hah! I still got a sense of humor. Well, this is Sky lawn, where my mother and my stepfather lie. I came to visit them, brought flowers, lit up a candle, said a prayer...and ask for forgiveness. I will see you soon, mother. I will be with you, Dad. Blasted radio, why this song? Should I turn the volume up? Alex Clare’s lyrics says it all... “...just too close to love you...” OK, time to go, it’s gonna be dark soon. Oh... [Read More]

Tags: Suicide, Unrequited Love, Sad, Girl, Unloved, Hurt, Pain, Death, Depressed, Heartbroken, Sadness
Votes: 51
52130 9

Sadness

kathleen

10 Oct, 2012 06:32 PM

This year of school brought me something, that I'll never forget... a wonder full feeling that I want to hold in for ever. A boy, named Jacob Aaron Shafer but in the different grade. I'm in the 11th grade, and he's in the 10th grade. I fell in love with him, when we first talked, and the whole thing was so magical. I was blind of happiness when he gave me a hug, or when I wrote him a note, or anything that he did and was sweet. I never felt something so strong like this, I had some boyfriends before but he is different, the feeling was never this strong, and the whole world went in a blue bubble, and I just went crazy every time he went to talked to me my body went crazy. Of course outside I looked cool, but inside I shouted of happiness. Everything... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Girl, Sad, Friendship, Pain, Depressed, Hurt
Votes: 4
28822 9

You forgot

kathleen

10 Oct, 2012 03:55 PM

The girl had a deadly tumor and the doctors told her that she was going to die, but there was still hope she could do a special surgery and survive. If she decided to do it, she would lose her memory forever. When she told her best friend, he told her that he would talk to the doctors so they could plan the surgery. She stopped him, and pulled him to her side. Girl: I'm not going to do the surgery. (he looked at her shocked) boy: you have to be joking, you'll die! Girl: its better than forgetting everything I've lived with you. Boy: you don't understand, I can't lose you.....I LOVE YOU! (she had tears in her eye's) Girl: you love me? Boy: yes! Girl:why didn't you ever tell me? Boy: I was afraid you wouldn't feel the same.... Girl: but the thing is.... I do feel the... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Unloved, Girl, Broken, Heartbroken
Votes: 7
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Life Is Cruel But learn to deal with it

Allie

10 Oct, 2012 07:06 AM

I'm a shy quite Girl so when I met my ex boyfriend in high school I was scared of the possibility that we would never work. 3 years later we were still together and happy after high school we were still together for about a year. We broke up because I walked in on him with one of our friends and I could never forgive him so I had to say goodbye and move on with my life. I kept busy with school and work I lived with two of my best friends who were there for me. I was single for two and half of years had no hook up I just forces on me and my career. My best friend Alyssa was getting married and I felt like she need a getaway before her wedding so Alyssa, Ashley, and myself took a trip to Hawaii. We had a... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Betrayal, Girl, Sad, Alone
Votes: 8
26138 7

I Miss You Buddy

Katsu

06 Oct, 2012 11:24 PM

It's hard being a half American kid going to school in a foreign country. Everyone thinks you have money and you're immediately an outcast. No matter what you do to try and fit in, you're still going to be the American kid. Sure, you can still get everyone to like you but you never really know who's your real friend. Even my mother's side of the family, who are all Asians by the way, think of me as an outcast. Everyone depends on me to be a doctor, or a lawyer, or an astrophysicist just so they can suck the money out of me. My father left, and my mother married another man, who not long, grew in my heart. My step-father enrolled me into one of the best schools in the country and that's when I finally met my best friend. I was in kindergarten when he sat by... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Story, Death, Girl, Bullied, Sad
Votes: 4
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I Thought Life Got Better

Payton

03 Oct, 2012 02:26 AM

I've been bullied my whole life... By... Everyone. I'm short, its the core of the problem. What wrong with being short?? Everyday I wish I was taller. Now this story doesn't have death. Its true and it has tears right now while I'm writing this. So, every girl has a crush, every girl does! Now this guy I've liked for a little while and my best friend whom I told everything to. I told her all about this guy how I felt about him and how cute I thought he was. Yeah well that all changed, my so called bff told this guy everything!!! After wards we emailed each other for a couple days and he told me he liked me too. I was sooo happy! But still furious at my "friend" (shes not my friend anymore). He was too though. She always tried to but in getting all the... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Alone, Betrayal, Lonely, Bullied, Pain, Depressed, Girl
Votes: 5
31031 3

Sleepless Nights

Broken

02 Oct, 2012 09:46 AM

'Whenever you need me whenever you want me you know you can call me, ill be there shortly' my cellphone blared Roll Up- Wiz Khalifa. Muttering over being woken up before 12 on a Saturday I answered the phone. It was my friend Josh asking me to crash a sophomore party with him later that night. Having recently broken up with my girlfriend after she cheated on me with my Australian Rugby billet in my house I was heartbroken and tired but reluctantly agreed. We arrived at this girl's party to see her parents giving everyone who approached the house the snake eye. Working our way towards the backyard we saw 16 year old guys with their shirts off and girls drinking and talks in groups. I was talking to my friend about how lame things were until somebody tapped me on my shoulder. I turned around and started into... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Sad, True Love, Seperation, Hurt, Pain, Depressed, Unloved, Unspoken Love
Votes: 12
37531 7

He broke me.... :'(

~Love~Girl~

02 Oct, 2012 02:34 PM

So there was this new kid that moved here. He was kinda a bad kid. but once you got to know him. He was pretty cool. I thought I'd never have a chance with him.. then the summer after he moved here we were hanging out and he told me he liked me. We grew closer as time went by and he asked me out. of course I said yes, I had fallen in love with him the minute he moved here.... He has had a hard home life and one night we were laying there and he was telling me about his family and stuff that has happened and he started crying... It made me feel good that he could talk to me about these things. Because he couldn't talk to anyone else about them.. His dad was kind of abusive and his mom never really listened. I was... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Cutting, Selfharm, Love, Breakup, Alone, Depressed, Waiting, Sex, Heartbroken, Lost, True Story
Votes: 18
65156 11

The Battle Against Love.

anonymous

01 Oct, 2012 06:31 PM

On this day 2 years before I wrote a story. A true story which changed my life. " 7th April The Day that changed my life " on this very site. Thank you guys for your lovely comment and likes. I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. And those who haven't read it you still can read it by searching the name. So You wanna know What happened when my love Dumped me????? Its was my 12th standard Starting when the girl dumped me. The same girl who still used to sit in my class beside me. Imagine a story. I show you the most beautiful thing in the world. You ask me Can I have it? and I say No you cant but still I keep it side you and not letting you touch the master piece. What will you feel?? Anger , Frustrated, or loser? I... [Read More]

Tags: True Story, Friendship, Love, Sad, Depressed
Votes: 6
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