I'm not sure I will be able to write this story the way I would want to, I mean it's very difficult to include all the details but just read it and your comments will be very helpful. But one thing remains, so many things have happened, I'm so sad and I need to talk to someone. I keep asking myself the same question, why do we have faith that makes us fight for the things we'll never have?? ...Everything kept getting worse, I tried to have faith and to be positive, but I failed. First, there was my first love, and he was sweet and nice and texting me and calling me all the time, but it turned out he was just trying to be friends. Too late... I was already in love. I was so hurt so in order to get over him, I started dating this guy... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Deppressed, UnlovedTHIS IS FROM MY FRIEND'S VIEWPOINT... Hey..my name is Michelle, people call me Michie. But I'm not here to tell you about my name. I think crushes are stupid. I really do,love to me sounds like a painful threat. I never wanna get involved. Its just that I thought I found my prince charming, his name was Kim. He loved to skateboard, just like I did. He made me cry once but he also used to made me laugh, it was weird and stupid at the same time. I was getting paranoid about whether he liked me or not.. So,the next day I tried to talk to him.He's always teasing me,but we weren't exactly best friends.You see our parents and other families get together to just chillax and party you know and talk about the community. Our families have been doing that for like four years. So me and Kim... [Read More]
Tags: Love Stinks, Depression, Unloved, CrushedI fell in love with this guy, He's 21 and I'm 18. Every time we got together I fell more and more in love with him. We would text each other everyday. While I was on vacation in Oklahoma, that was when I started to fall for him. He was the only guy I felt completely safe with. In his arms, when he holds me I felt so content. When other boys would hug me, I never felt that way. He knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile. we slept together, not in a sexual way. We just cuddled next to each other, and fell asleep. One day after I slept at his house. He was gonna go shopping with this girl AKA his best friend. He told me things like I would be the first girl he would take on a date, how I'm... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, True Story, Heartbroken, Pain, Breakup, Alone, Tears, Betrayal, Sorrow, Memories, Hope, Hurt, Depression, UnIf you listen to me speak, you'll never hear me say 'my home'. You won't hear me say that. You'll always hear me say my house. Home is where you feel most comfortable. House is where you live. I feel most comfortable in my tae-kwon-do studio, so I call that my home. My house, I get screamed, yelled at. All the blame is pushed upon me. It's always my fault. No one cares when I break down. I've learned to control that. I've learned to fake a smile, pretend I'm happy. Everywhere. then at night I sob about my depression into my stuffed pikachu. Sad? Yeah, it's pitiful, especially for a girl who acts so strong, like nothing fazes me. I feel sad and angry and depressed. But no, I can't tell my parents. They'll shrug it off, or yell at me for being too sensitive. yes, my parents. Mother... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Death, Depressed, Pain, Alone, Suffering, SadI was on the verge of destruction... totally shattered after the heart break by my husband.... then I met my almighty.....I met a friend of mine..... we met at the juncture when he also was deprived by his god.... He was also dumped by his girl friend..... who dumped him and sailed oceans far with her husband.... we were the sailors of the same ship.... we came close.... used to chat long time in the nights..... he used to visit my place.... me,my husband and he were very good friends.... we used to party late night very often.... it was a matter of one night..... my husband went to sleep earlier as he was over drunk..... and we were also drunk.... I was lying down on his lap as he was sitting on the sofa.... for the first time he touched me.... we kissed each other... first time he whispered... [Read More]
Tags: Sad But True Love Story, Unloved, Betrayal, Heartbroken, Pain, SadIn about 2009, just a few days before school got out for the summer, a tragic death happened to a 12 year old girl. There were two twin sisters, (I don't know their names.) They were super close, or maybe even best friends. School had just ended for the day. One of the sisters were on the bus, but the other was still getting stuff out of her locker, then she was finished and got up and ran to try and catch up. But the bus was already gone. So she called her sister, No answer. So she tried calling her parents to pick her up. They were at work in Chicago, so couldn't. So she chased after the bus, but as she was running she tripped. She couldn't move her leg, and the bus was coming and ran her over. She was quickly rushed to the hospital, but at... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, Separation, Sisters, Pain, Memories, SadnessMe, my mum and dad were heading off on a family vacation for my 11th birthday , I was looking forward to the holiday but not the six hour drive there . I remember my mum and dad waking me up at seven to get dressed and eat my breakfast next thing I knew we were in the car . My mum in the passenger seat my dad driving and me in the back seat. A few hours later the rain started to hit on the car and the sun was going down so my dad decided he would speed up just to catch the time back up but I guess you would say that would be the biggest regret of his short lived life. It was now around 11 o clock and almost pitch black . I jumped as my dad suddenly slammed his foot on the brake my... [Read More]
Tags: Family, God, Crash, Death, Pain, Hospital, Hope, Cry, Love, LifeIsn't it funny how people think they know you? They think they know every single thing about you and your feelings. How it will effect you, how you'll feel after they say it to you. They don't realize what they're doing to you. It's almost funny, but not quite. Everybody says how girls are vicious and mean, and it's true. I once read in a book that women have their trays of sharp pointy tools, like at the dentist office. But I have a better analogy. It's like getting stabbed in the heart with a knife. Only it doesn't hit the heart right away. It gets deeper every day by milimeters. The blood that pours out are the tears that are emptied into the pillow late at night when no one's listening. The deeper it goes, the more you start to think about killing yourself. Once it reaches the heart,... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hate, Never, Forget, Pain, Sorrow, Hurt, Killing, Crush, Hopeless, SadnessYesterday was fathers day, I was on Facebook scrolling through endless pictures of all my friends with their fathers knowing I never had that and never would. why? Because you replaced me with your new wife and kids.Its been 1 full year and you still haven't called to tell me you got married. The whole family went but no one told me. No one called saying,Hey Clarissa your dad just got married. I had to find out from my cousin through facebook 3 months AFTER you got married! I haven't talked to you for the past 3 months because I choose not to. Do you know that I went to the hospital for cutting too deep on my birthday? Did you know that I stay up all night looking at the new pictures of you and "your family". do you remember in December when I called you crying saying that... [Read More]
Tags: Dad, Mom, Cutting, Sorry, Sad, Cut, Wrist, Emo, Love, Daughter, Unloved, Sadness, PainThere was a family with two kids. A girl of 14 and a boy of 9. He hated her sister for ignoring him. But inside he was loving her. He was ready to do anything for her. Every time he was going to see her in her room, she always had a bad comment to tell him. He was sad that her sister wouldn't let him enter in his room and play with him. Sometimes he wished only he could sat on her bed and watch her in her room. He wouldn't do anything bad to come back an other time... But it never happened. The girl had her owns reasons. She was bullied at school and her dad was abusing her. She felt terrible inside. She wanted to protect her little brother from all what she called "the horrible world of adults". She was having dark ideas. Letters were... [Read More]
Tags: Family, Lost, Tears, Letters, Suicide, Death, Sadness