The Dream I Didn't See

Haley

18 Jun, 2012 08:02 AM

Earlier this year,I was getting my things out of my bag to begin the day when I noticed an unfamiliar face in my classroom. The teacher announced that he was a new student and that he was going to choose someone to show him around and help him throughout the school day. I didn't think much of him until he requested that I show him around. I was skeptical but I agreed to show him the ropes. Throughout the day he chatted my ear off with questions about ME. I had no idea why this boy was interested in knowing me at all, so I confronted him. I demanded to know why he had taken an interest to me so quickly. He was silent for a moment and just said he thought I was pretty and he thought he might want to know what I had to say. I thanked... [Read More]

Tags: Miss, Loss, Love, Unsaid, Sadness
Votes: 3
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My Family

Krystal

14 Jun, 2012 08:17 AM

You close your eyes and count to 3. When you open them you hope things are ok. But when you open your eyes it’s all still here. I hate you! You try to walk away but it follows. Always negative, always there. I wish I was dead! A new day a new start. Wrong. Still there, still hating. Ill just run away then! Your angry now, all this negativity is rubbing off on you. You lash out and everything you want to say comes out. SHUT UP! You don’t know what you’re on about. You have a lot more than you think. You’re lucky, try living someone else’s life for a day! But it doesn't end. I don’t care! I’ll be better somewhere else anyway. The argument never ends. It continues never getting old. Do the dishes No! Now! I hate you! You can’t help it your angry, too angry.... [Read More]

Tags: FAMILY, DEPRESSION, SORROW, ALONE, SAD
Votes: 2
27567 3

What you want the most.

Kevin

10 Jun, 2012 04:14 AM

Its the thing that you want most in this world. That you just can't have. The thing you try hardest to find or get. And you feel like you can't reach it. Even though I'm young it's still something I want. I have best friends but its just guy relationships. That's not a real relationship. I want something that feels real. Someone not just to make out and have sex with. I want that close relationship that you feel when your with someone you really care about and that you know they care about you. I just want to feel loved and wanted. I've never felt that. I've had girlfriends but never felt that cause none of them were serious. I just want that feeling you get when you've been with someone for a long time where when you try it just becomes natural and that I love to do... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Unloved, Suicide, Missing, Sad
Votes: 10
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I can't settle for a maybe

Brian

09 Jun, 2012 06:17 AM

Well to start out, I'm 19 now and worked EMS and while I did I started to notice this girl more and more until the point we met up one night. When we met up everything had to be on the down low. But we sat and talked for hours upon hours laughing and having a good time. This girl was 20 years older than myself but age doesn't matter to me. So meeting up became pretty regular. Talking on the phone all the time texting, I was really starting to like her by now. We would drive out back roads and sit and talk and listen to the radio. When I'd look in her eyes I'd get lost and just the way she smiled, laughed, would tickle me and mess around I loved it. Being around her was starting to be a part of my routine. Now she had... [Read More]

Tags: Deep Depression, Still Messed Up, Pain, Unloved, Heartbroken, Sadness
Votes: 6
21574 2

Why did you leave me?

Sapphire

06 Jun, 2012 05:22 PM

My aunt Connie ...It was one rainy day. I couldn't bare not to cry. She was everything to me, she was my life, my sunshine that kept me going. I need her. She was my inspiration. I loved her so much. Now on this rainy day, she got sick. Not just any kind of sick, but a virus. My uncle thought it was just a cold. Until she started acting like she was two years old. Then he took her to the doctor. He said that she had a virus but they couldn't find out what it was. Or what was causing it. The last time I saw her, was right before she got sick. Now it's September and she isn't doing very well. She has been in and out of the hospital for day and weeks. My mom has been going to see her daily to make sure she... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Sorrow, Love, Separated, Sadness
Votes: 9
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Secret Love for my dear friend :'(

Jilyhen

31 May, 2012 08:59 AM

Hi please read this story, it's a bit long but when you read it I know you can relate with it..The story starts during our first year High School day. It was our first day of class during first year high school day when I first met him, I keep on staring at him and I never saw him glance at me even once. Everyday in our high school days was fun and exciting for me, there was a time when our teacher assigned us to our permanent sitting arrangement, He was on my side and I was on his side too. He smiled at me and talked to me, he keeps on saying things that I never knew he will share it with me, we laugh together as if we were the only person inside the classroom, honestly, I never expected that to happen. As day goes by the... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Friendship, Heartbroken, Hurt, Sadness
Votes: 20
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Please wake up.

Kevin

27 May, 2012 11:09 PM

It was a Tuesday, the day it happened. The day I made the biggest mistake of my life. It happened when me and my beloved wife Olivia got into an argument and even threw around the word divorce. Which now breaks my heart from all we had been through of a 16 year relationship, a 11 year marriage, and having an 8 year old beautiful daughter named Sarah. When I first met Olivia it was love at first sight and from there on out we were never apart. So now thinking about this fight brings me to tears. Sarah who had been listening to the whole fight and couldn't bare to hear it especially after hearing the word divorce made her start bursting into tears in her room. Once I had enough of the argument I barged out and just before I slammed the door shut I heard my daughter... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Heartbreak, Suicide, Pain, Depression, Death, Sadness
Votes: 137
63770 53

The sweet relief

Kevin

27 May, 2012 04:59 PM

Hello my name is Andrew, and this my story. When I was a child grew up in a loveless household, my parents used to beat me and I didn't have any siblings to comfort me. My childhood back then was agonizing, but now it just seems like a big blur... except for my junior and senior year in high school. That's when I met Luaren. She was so beautiful, but no one knew her because she was so shy. I always stared at her from a far and sometimes she would catch me staring and just give a little smile. But I still knew that someone like me didn't deserve her. Someone like me didn't deserve any woman. Someone like me didn't deserve love. But no matter what through junior year I kept on wishing if I could be with her but never having the confidence to even talk to... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Pain, Lonely, Love, Heartbreak, Rape
Votes: 28
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I've missed him ..

nadine

21 May, 2012 12:05 AM

All this time, years apart ..I've missed his smile, the way he used to make me laugh just by being there, the way he made me fall in love with him without a single effort this is the only thing he was good at. Circumstances were tough and I could't be with him but also couldn't forget him. I've tried so many times but can't get him out of my mind cause every single detail in my daily life reminds me of him. Sometimes I pretend being assertive and try to move on with my life but in vain. He has never told me he loved me but somehow my love for him grows everyday.. I always wonder what he is doing? who is he with? does he even miss me? these questions are killing me , his absence is killing me but I just can't call him and say... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Lonely, Missing, Hurt, Breakup, Heartbroken, Sadness, Alone
Votes: 12
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My Story

Confidential

14 May, 2012 08:52 AM

This is the story of an 18 year old man (I use the term man because in light of the circumstances you could hardly attribute these feelings to a boy) who has dug himself into a situation in which it does not matter where he goes or what he decides to do, he will be forever haunted by the fact that he messed up possibly the only thing he ever wanted before he was even aware that he wanted it. That man, as I'm sure you are aware is me. Sadly, I cannot release names. The situation is far too delicate to do so. My story is a story of love. It is a story of feeling and passion that will leave many saddened, some strengthened, and many others baffles by its sheer emotion. My story may not be long, but please read it. It would help me greatly. My... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Sad, Story, Lost, Broken, Heart, Torn, Tears, Depression, Dilemma, True Story, Friend
Votes: 14
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