I tried looking for a place or path where we could stay or walk on. Time to time we got demoralized by people who have everything from birth. While trying to do many things and failed over again.... tried to court a girl during my high school years was one of the most devastating things I ever tried, was hurt but I moved on but the bad parts carried on as I continued to move on to my second year in high school. I made friends and got into bad company without knowing anything and suddenly I didn't even know I never hit my parent's expectations and failed to even noticed that my Mother was sick and soon after I went on to my college life, everything wasn't getting better my Mother's still in the hospital. I decided to quit college and went on to work as I could be... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Sad, Death, Sad Life, FriendsFICTION!!! I'll never forget the day that you did it. The day that you committed suicide. You were my best friend, my boyfriend. What did I do to deserve this? I remember we would always smile and hold hands. There would be those days where we would only think of each other. Let me start from the beginning though. My name is Alyssa and I was transferring to a school in California. I was originally from Connecticut and I was scared that I wouldn't make any friends at my new school. I stepped one foot into the school and all of the teens stopped talking and stared at me. One girl screamed out "What a tramp!" and everybody started laughing, except for you. You walked over to me and said "Forget about those girls." "Thanks." I mumbled. "I'm Max by the way." He said. It wasn't long since I started... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Heartbroken, SadMy story is not different than other girls.. The girl is falling in love as the guy is not interested by her. Well i will tell you my story.... : First i have to say i'm Canadian and my love is Scottish. I'm 14 and he's 18. His name is Calum. When i first met him on a game i was kinda depressed because i thought no one loved me and i was having problems in my family. We started to talk every day, we couldn't get a day without talking to each others. It was true love (for me). We hang out together for over 3 months. I never had been that happy of my life. Even my parents had noticed that something had changed. He was my everything and we were always writing love note for each others. When i started to do poems in English for him... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Hurt, Memories, Breakup, UnlovedI could never tell how much I loved him.......... It has been almost 3 years now ..... I still have not been able to tell him how much I have loved and still love him. Now it is coming to an end, he will move in two months .... 2009 during the autumn the year I started studying at university, that's when everything started. I saw him in the school cafe he passed by me with his tea in his hand. I stopped and watched him constantly, in seconds and I felt that he will be the guy I will love for the rest of my life, I felt that my heart was going to stop, it was like love at first sight ..... The days weeks and months passed, one day when me and my friends were over a coffee in a cafe, I saw him come in and... [Read More]
Tags: Unspoken Love, Sad, Silent Pain, Suffering, Hurt, SadnessDear auntie, I miss you. I'm sorry I didn't visit you for 5 years. I'm sorry I never said I love you. I didn't visit you when you were in the hospital because I didn't want to see you like that. I didn't go to your funeral. Why? I couldn't stand the fact that the last time I would see you, You would be in a coffin. I'm sorry auntie. I love you so much. Love, Tu flaca My story: Summer of 2005 I went to visit my auntie, I was 5. I loved it I had so much fun.We went to the beach, went to rivers,took a walk through town. We left to go back home. Years pass by and my auntie calls us to see how we are doing. She asks me the same question every time, "when are you coming to visit?" I always said "Soon." She... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, Unsaid Love, SadnessSo this is gonna be short, but they told me that 400 words are necessary so I decided to go all out! Well it might be a little bit short Because I guess it just started. But here goes nothing. I met this amazing guy, on February 21st 2012. I posted a truth is on his wall saying " Hi your really cute! & we should talk more. " He commented text me sometimes & I said message me your number. Well, we started talking ALOTTTTTT. He was the funniest sweetest guy I ever met. We started talking more & more & I started to like him! Well he was dating someone & shes an 8th grader! ( hes an 8th grader too ) I'm a 7th grader;( He broke up with her once before because of trust but that was a one day thing and it was on April... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Unloved, Unspoken LoveI don't know why I'm doing this. I'm so pitiful and no one cares. I guess I just need to vent. yes, this is a true story. I guess it all starts with no one really caring about me. I was the child who was ignored. The the child who was born for failure. Whatever. I'm over that, but what really pisses me off is that no one really started even looking at me until I got "pretty". I started wearing makeup. people actually talked to me. but they didn't care. I knew they didn't. I just wanted someone to talk to me for once. I went years without anybody even glancing at me and it felt good that people wanted to talk to me.. I started dating this boy who really cared about me.. well I don't know.. maybe he was just going through the motions like everyone else.... [Read More]
Tags: Hate, Life, Death, Suicide, Heart Break, Broken Heart, Cutting"Just walk away!!," the words darted right out of his mouth. "Its not that hard, just walk away from me!" I knew it wasn't hard, walking away, that's the easy part. It wasn't walking away I was scared of, its the fact of knowing if I walked away you wouldn't come after me and that's what hurt the most. Tears started flowing down my face, just hold me right now, I cant take this. I never thought I would lose the one that meant everything to me, the one I gave my heart to, the one I shared everything with. After everything we had to go through you're gonna tell me to walk away and forget. You were never a part of me life. It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. My whole life changed because of you, we had it all and you ruined... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, True Story, Depression, Unloved, Heartbroken, Sad, PainLet me just start off saying I still love him and he is all I had and everything to look forward to. Now that he's gone I have NOTHING!!!! Me and this guy Michael were dating for 4 months and we were in mad love with each other. Only problem is he is 18 and I'm 15 (about to turn 16). One day while I was at school the cops showed up at his house asking him if he was dating a kelia golden (which is me) and if he was he was going to be arrested and sent to jail over stagetory rape. So he said "No sir, I know OF her but I don't know her and I'm am NOT dating her". Which yeah it hurts but I can totally understand. At the time I didn't have a phone so when he needed to tell me something important... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Hurt, True Story, Goodbye?, Death, SadI tried.. I cried, but this feelings kept chasing my once broken soul. I want to forget you but within my heart it is a foul. For like the game I used to play. I will never let you fall. I can't believe I've felt this. For it's the first time in my life and my body says I need you and even now my heart says you're forever.. Forever buried deep inside until my soul can no longer breath without you I don't suppose we are gonna make such great endings but even though at times I got tired of loving you.. baby, it is only my body that does..but not my heart, which I offered you. Not even others can tell or can even see how I fell. I was afraid to love you but I was more afraid to let you go. In the midst of darkness... [Read More]
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