I stared at the letter left in my locker after school. I read it over once, twice. I felt a pain in my chest as the words stabbed through my sensitive heart. My girlfriend of two years broke up with me in a note... I felt tears roll down my pale cheeks, clouding my vision and blurring the words on the paper. My hands trembled as I held the paper close to my heart, refusing to let it go. My walk to home was very lonely. Normally, my girlfriend and I would walk home together, hand in hand, laughing at random remarks in our conversation. The memories made my heart ache more and I buried my hands deeper into the pockets of my “Escape the Fate” hoodie, clutching the note that broke my heart. Once I got home, I dragged myself to my room, locking myself inside. Nobody was home... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Death, Depression, Cutting, Heartbreak, Unloved, SadI don't really know where to start, or how. Perhaps it could all go back to my childhood. Don't get me wrong, my parents were good parents. It's just never once in my life have they said "I love you". I've never been hugged by them nor given any attention. This may be due to the fact of having a large family. However, ever since birth I have felt alone. And that scares me. In elementary school, I had no friends. This was due to my horrible speech problems. People made fun of me for the way I talked, so I didn't talk. This went on for years. Years of never having a friend to walk with. Or even a single person to talk to. Then came middle school. I wasn't bullied, I was tormented. My speech impediment was no longer there, so I'm still not sure why. But they... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Depression, Drugs, Rape, Sad, AccidentI used to be the type of girl who wasn't popular but wasn't unpopular... Just average. I'd sit with classmates at lunch but wouldn't talk much. I guess I was socially awkward in a way. I had a few friends I would watch movies with and go out. Sometimes I could actually be myself around them. But one by one, they all had other friends and I was left alone. When I walked down the halls I would have my head downcast and ignore my surroundings. That was just middle school. Few weeks later my parents dropped a bomb. I'm moving out of Chicago Out To Orlando, Florida! I've heard stories of that place. Oh, I was terrified. After sometime, I decided I would change my perspective. I dyed my hair from a lame blonde to a midnight black with multi-colored streaked in it. I got rid of my glasses... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Separation, Love, Death, SadIt was night time on the lake in Michigan, on the fourth of July, where the girl stood crying in the sand as she watched the beautiful fireworks sparking up all around her. Although she wasn't quite sure why, she was sad. Homesick, maybe. She had been in Michigan for about a week now and tomorrow she would have her eleventh birthday away from her South Carolina home. She loved being with her friends in Michigan, but she missed her own family. Leah dried up her cries, and went to sleep that night, only to awaken to the news that her uncle had died. It was her eleventh birthday, and here she was, in Michigan, finding out that her Uncle Scott back in South Carolina had drowned the night before. She broke. She hated everything, everyone. Her parents sent her to live with family friends because they couldn't fix her.... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Heartbroken, Drugs, Betrayal, EmoI was a very happening person in my college days. I used to live my life to the fullest. Being a Gemini I have a versatile nature. When I joined my degree college, me and my school friend joined a dance troop to get some extra pocket money. I met her there.... At first we were dead enemies, we literally used to envy each other. After few months, with couple of performances in and outside the city, we got to know each other. We were made partners for some couple performances.. Then we became friends. Slowly we started talking to each other more often. We exchanged our no's and started chatting at late nights. She was staying alone as her parents had settled in another city. She used to miss her parents a lot and the homely food. I then sometimes took food from home in vessels for her without... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Unloved, Heartbreak, Unforgiven, MissingYou know when you love someone so much you just want to know every single detail about them. That?s how it was for me 3 years ago. When I met him. It was a perfect christmas night when I was out with my friends. Just out of nowhere someone grabbed me. It took him only one ?hello? and I was sold. The more I got to know him better, the more I started to like him. At the end of the night he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me sweet and softly. I felt his warm gently touch and everything felt in it?s right place. Till so far it sounds like a happy story, but it all starts here. After that night we stayed in touch and see eachother occasionally. This once when I saw him, he did odd against me where his friends where at. That was... [Read More]
Tags:This is my story. The story of how I met a wonderful girl, saw her grow into a woman and then lost her to incompatibilities between her and I. I was walking through downtown with my Dad. He has always been a player (my mom divorced him years before this) and he knows what to say to grab a hold of the other persons attention when he wants to. He has a great ability to guide a certain situation to where he wants it to go. So there we where when I saw a pretty chic walking down the street and she passed us quite a few times with her friend. She was barely 17 and I was 22. I've always been quite shy and I was looking for a good girl to spend the rest of my life with, so I actually thought the age difference would be a... [Read More]
Tags: Lost Love, Dwindled Love, Heartbroken, Sad, BreakupThis year of school brought me something, that I'll never forget...a wonder full feeling that I want to hold in for ever. A boy came to our school, in the same type of class as me, but in the different grade. I'm in the 10th grade, and he's in the 9th grade. I fell in love with him, when we first talked, and the whole thing was so magical. I was blind of happiness when he gave me a hug, or when he kissed me on the cheek, or anything that he did and was sweet. I never felt something so strong like this, even I had some boyfriends before, the feeling was never this strong, and the whole world went in a pink bubble, and I just went crazy every time he went to me, or talked to me. Of course outside I looked cool, but inside I shouted... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Friend, Best Friend, Not LovedLife isn't too easy when the people you’re so used to having around, the people who you think cared about you, the people who you could trust no longer has your back. I know many have felt this way too so this is my story. Regina and Bert are not their real names. Gabe and Cat are real names in this story. Everything started in 8th grade. I had friends who I thought had my back for a long time. Friends that of course I could invite to parties and sleepovers. I had a liking for a new guy named Gabe. He was on TV once and that was to come to where I lived in 7th grade. I didn’t even notice him until 8th grade when certain people went to a DC trip. I was reading Maximum Ride at the time and like many other fan girls, I was... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Friendship, Best Friend, Betrayal, Heartbroken, Sad, UnlovedNote: this is a true story involving me, my childhood and my grade 6 crush. So what ever I'm telling you is true :) -- I was the nerd of the school! Big huge glasses and braces. I was a bit chubby because I was still in puberty.I've always liked Gabriel myself. We had the same last name! Everyone told me that 'it's not going to happen, so don't even try'. It always made me angry when ever someone said that. Gabriel and myself were somewhat on good terms. One day, Mr. M (our teacher) was choosing partners for a weather project. I suddenly turned my head to his attention when he said that me and Gabriel were going to be partners. I guess you could say I was nervous. But the girls gave me a dirty eye roll look. I couldn't do anything now! We both always stayed after... [Read More]
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