Early in 2011, I felt as if my life was in a rut. I woke up, showered, went to school, came home, homework, and went to sleep. I never did anything different. Until Samantha came into my life. She was everything I wanted in a girl. She was absolutely perfect. Whenever I saw her, my entire day lit up as she ran into my arms. She was my true first love, first kiss, my everything. It was amazing being with her. I cared for her with everything I had. I was in love with her. But then, when school was ending, and summer was young, I couldn't go to school and see her. She told me, she was getting lonely. I sent her a message. A very, very, sappy lovey-dovey message that I never really wanted to send. I was just caring about her so she wouldn't feel bad anymore.... [Read More]
Tags: Depressed, Lonely, Suicidal, Lost, Upset, Pain, Agony, Regret, Care, Unloved, ForgottenIt all started very nice i loved her she loved me but we didn't know it from each other so we were just friends...Until oen day a friend of me told me that she is in love with me so we played family on Facebook (smile).I was the father my best friend(in who i was and am in love)was the mother and are two friends we're the kids....Next day (it was the 4 January 2012)I sent my best friend a sms with a sweet good morning greet,she replied and than i asked her out....She said yes and i was so happy my heart went like a dancer and it almost make me die...(It was 10:00 in the morning when she said yes)...... We were very happy but we both knew that i need to leave.I grew up in Greece on the beautiful island Crete i went to school there and... [Read More]
Tags: Please Come Back, Heartbroken, SadWell i don't really know where to start off this is by far the worst thing that has ever happened in my life... it started in 7th grade when I saw this beautiful girl in my class her name was Maddie and as soon as i saw her i knew she was the one and that I would marry her.. I didn't had the gut to talk to her until the summer before my freshman year we started dating for about 2 months until her friends screwed it up. I was devastated and ever since then I had been looking for a girl just to fill the void she left but no girl was ever the same just not her.. Went through all of freshman year with just being best-friend with her which was okay but I wanted a relationship but she just thought we were best=friends she didn't think... [Read More]
Tags: Hear, Death, Relationship, Separation, SadOnce upon a time a little girl fell in love with a little boy. Their older sisters were best friends and often dragged the little boy and girl along because they were babysitting. The girl loved the boy from day one. The day when he held her hand and told her he'd help her through anything. As they got older, her crush only grew and grew and grew. She watched him from a far, as their friendship had lessened the older and more different they got. Her heart ached for him, but she let him be free. She would never take his freedom from him. She watched him fall in love again and again, and was there to pick up the pieces of his heart and put them back together when it broke. Vice Versa, he was always there to pick up her broken relationships, too. But she tried harder.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Unloved, HeartbrokenIt was around 4:28 and the sun threw down its golden rays of heat torturing everyone in my group picking up trash. It was my final day at this park and I was beyond happy to finally get out of here and live my life. For the past time I have been doing yard work I have noticed many interesting things in this park. Such as the young couples that copulate on the park's benches. There was a group of kids who would always hang around the play structure and would play pirates every day for around two hours while their mothers gossiped about the latest couple on the Telly. And then there was the man. The painting man as I like to call him. This man would go outside at the heat of the day and watch the children frolic and play around. He would sit there and bring... [Read More]
Tags: Love, SadnessHi, I'm Tiffany and I'm 23. I'm living with my happy and warm family, until I could find a job. This is my love story... 6 years ago, when I was 17, I was a total nerd in school. Of course, as everybody knows, nerds and geeks wear nerd spectacles and dress like an EXTREME nerd, right? Well, I was like that. But I had the best friend in my life. Her name is Lily. She's sort of from the "Popular" group. Oh, you better believe it, my school has Geeks and Populars group. The "Queens and Kings" of school set a rule for Popular's not to hang out with Nerds. Lily didn't care about that, and that's what I love about her. One day, she came for a sleepover at my house and decided to have a makeover on me. The minute she said that, I looked down at... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Best Friend, Friendship, Family, Help, DepressOnce upon a time there was a boy and a girl. The boy was incredibly smart, and the girl, an aspiring artist. Now, the boy was in love with the girl. He barley knew her but for some reason he loved her. The girl wasn't particularly pretty. In my opinion at least, but, even though she was quiet, she had a ready smile and bright green eyes. She was totally oblivious to the boy's feelings for her. And she had some small feelings for the boy's best friend. This was all the way back in 6th grade though... back when things were simple. In 7th grade she found out. And never officially rejected or accepted him. Although when people would tease her and ask if she liked him the reply was never "yes" Most of the time she would avoid the question. It wasn't until the teasing began to hurt,... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Sorry, ApologyEveryday I would wake up with a frown. I looked around my surroundings and realized that I am back to reality. When I fall asleep, I feel like I can escape and dream of something beautiful. In reality, I am just another broken person. My father has lowered my confidence and me having hope of doing anything. My mother has a way of making me feel bad by yelling at me. February 2012, I began to cut. I didn't know what to do I just cut. At times I was having troubles at school and home as well. That month my parents began to push me really hard and that's when I began to go insane. I wanted to die. I thought about suicide and was gonna attempt to kill myself but I didn't do it. I knew that if i killed myself that it would effect my parents a... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, DepressedIt started 8 years ago when I met my best friend: Lauren Kirby. We met at a Pony Camp that I went to every year until I was old enough for horse camp. When we were all introducing each other, she made me laugh right away. We had to say our name, age, and something interesting about yourself. She said: "I'm Lauren Kirby. I'm 8 years old, and I'm a blonde". It may not be so funny to you, but I was 8 and I thought it was funny. We started talking, and we instantly hit it off. She was that camp friend that was pretty much the only one that you talked to because you found someone and were too nervous to make any other friends. We were in the same riding group which meant we went everywhere together. We sat by each other during every meal, and we... [Read More]
Tags: Seperated, Friendship, DeathEvery girl has that one guy she has always fantasize about being with. He was just that guy....and no matter how hard I try to forget him, he always reappears. I met him at the age of 7, my cousins introduced us and like kids we would play together. Hide and go seek seemed to be the one we resorted to the most though. I have always been afraid of being alone because I grew up with a lot of siblings therefore I was use to having someone with me. As my cousin counted down for us to run, I hesitated and everyone ran off. Then I remember feeling a warm gentle hand, he grabbed me and we started running off to hide. And that is where my love for him began. I wasn't ever the attractive girl, all and all my sister would outshine me. I had very low... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Untold