I once met a girl that i truly loved... i did everything she said... i was basically her little doggy... i was madly in love with her... she made me laugh... she made me cry... but i knew in my heart she was the one... It all started when i first moved schools leaving my old life behind... i moved to an unknown school i never heard of or a place i wasn't familiar with... one day in P.E. i saw this girl talking to her friend.. she had purple hair... she was funny and seemed like the social type... i was the shy type and didn't know what to say to her... the same day i saw her at lunch and i wanted to talk to her but didn't know what to say... then a week passes and i ask a boy who knows her is she is with... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Unloved, PainWhile in my high school;i met this guy.It all started with teasing each other and then we became best of friends.School ended and we went to different colleges.It was then that i realized that i had already fallen for him. And then when that first love craze began. We met at various school get together n every time i met him,i knew i was getting mad for him.We used to talk over phone. I was his best buddy so we shared everything. and one day i told him i loved him.I expected he also felt the same for me but then it was not.I was heartbroken.Never felt like that in my life.We still kept in touch but obviously it wasn't the same way we talked.Sometimes though i felt he loved me but this time i didn't want to take any risks with my feelings.:P.After a few months he said me... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, BreakupI was a girl who grew up with my grandmother and grandfather. I've always wanted to be with my mom and dad. But they are separated. My mom got married again and she lives in Japan. I only see her whenever there's a special occasion. I feel so jealous whenever I see my classmates during parent's day that they're with their mom and dad. I feel so alone. I feel so i'm not loved. She can't even take us there because she's afraid to her new husband. That one day, I fell in love and gave everything to that guy and later on, he just dumped me and he is loving another girl. He ruined my life. My mom hated me. My family hated me. It's like deep inside, I am not going to do what I did if she's only here guiding me. But later on, everything is okay.... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, SadThis is the story of my sad sad life. In 3rd grade I met the guy of my dreams. His name was Tristan. We were at the same school for 3 years but then went different ways for middle school. Just before Christmas in 7th grade we got back in touch. We talked and emailed and finally I realized that I was in love with him. I grabbed the chance and told him in a long letter. He was shocked. Partially because no one had ever done something like that for him and partly because he had no idea how strong my feelings for him were. He became my boyfriend and we dated for 2 1/2 months. Then one day I got an email saying he needed some time to think all this out. I was crushed. About a month later he called me saying he was ready for us... [Read More]
Tags: Help, Hurt, Breakup, CutWhen I met him I knew he was trouble, I was warned .. did I listen? Never. Maybe it was the way he acted like he truly was in love or maybe it was simply the way he smelled like the scent of old spice. Either way, i eventually fell for him. I fell hard. We spent every day together, beach, his house, beach some more. I got butterflies when i was with him, i loved him so much. Everything was going great. our kisses were like heaven , the way he hugged me and seemed to never want to let go, the way the silent walks were completely normal .. everything was perfect ..two teenagers, falling in love. Out of a book almost , I was so happy , just thinking about it is unbelievable how happy i was. Then something horrendous happened. I was away from him for... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Unloved, CheatedDear Ex boyfriend, I broke up with you once and I still loved you. And it was more painful than I ever thought. I thought I could get over you quickly by blocking communications with you, and ignoring you. But when you sent that text, I thought you cared, but you wanted ME to make the first moves to talk to you again. Now why would I put my time and effort into that, knowing I?m going to get a response that will fuel my with anger?? So yeah you cared, but you only cared because you wanted me to message you to somehow make it better for you, am I right? I can only assume from past experience. I know how self absorbed you are, you only cared about YOUR feelings. Not mine. You pretended to care about my feelings, at the time we were going out. I fell... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Hurt, Love, BreakupTell my why do things have to change when they were perfect from the start...? Why do we have to lose everything that we have always been holding onto, after everything that we've been through together..? I kept thinking that this loneliness, this sadness, this.. emptiness would be gone if I kept you by my side. But now, I realize that even though something is near you.. they feel.. distant. Was it because I was forcing them to continue staying by my side? Was it because.. because you don't feel the way I wanted you too. Was it because.. was it because I was too selfish to realize what you truly felt? Was it because.. I was always focusing on my feelings, that I didn't even have the time to consider what YOU felt? Or was it because.. you saw right through me..? I thought that this love was our... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Breakup, HeartbreakI can't see the beauty in my bad complexion and chipped fingernails, but he does. "you make my happy." he said. I never understood how. even though, he made my heart skip beats and bumps and bangs. he made me feel beautiful, something I'm certainly not. "you are beautiful." he was such a lovely liar. he'd lie about my long eyelashes and the curly baby hair on my neck. but his favorite was about loving me. so I'd just cry into his shoulder, inhaling like he was a expensive perfume, I knew I could never afford. one day he saw my eyes overflowing; "oh, you look so pretty when you cry." I waited for him to leave. like the way you wait for nightmares to come and steal away your dreams. I thought it wouldn't hurt. then it did. it was a mnemonic hurt that lived in my lungs and... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Unloved, LostI still love him.... I still need him.... No matter how hard I try, I cant' forget and I can't let go. I have already liked him for a while. I loved him, now I know. I wasn't sure back then, because I never knew love. I never knew how it feels to be 'in love'. But I loved him. I loved someone for the first time in my life and it felt great. I don't even know why I love him so much. I just do. I love everything about it and when I would be with him I would feel safe. I have always thought he thinks of me just as a friend. It did hurt a lot. Then somehow things changed. I have noticed him looking at me more often, talking to me more. Eventually we dated, but only for a couple of days. Then he told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heart, Breakup, MissingWhat is love? Is it cold, and mean? Just like life... Or is it something different? A love that will sweep you away, only too leave your core with a fuzzy warmth. And looking into your lovers eyes with contempt that he/ she is 'the one'. i wouldn't know, you see. I used too be in love, or so i thought. But love is just life, and just as cruel, just as heartless. I need , you, too tell me i'm wrong. That love DOES exist. That love IS real. Because I'm not so sure anymore. this is my story... The start of my depression, was startling. Like right then and there i realized, that life sucks. Nothing, anchored me down to earth anymore. Just family, and sometimes friends... Day dreams took over my days, and everything was imaginary. This is when i reached for the razor. Some of you... [Read More]
Tags: Help, Breakup, Heartbroken